"Bianshay by Request"

As some of you know by reading my profile and "Soul Mates", I had back surgery and I am pretty much forbidden to do anything until December. That's why I haven't been able to update as often as you would like. Please have patience as I have not abandoned my stories, I just need a lot more time to keep up with them.

Now let's see what happens when Shay returns to PLL to film with Lindsey and what happens when Bianca finally gets home…

Rated M for Mature Content.

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"I really do hate to let you go but you better get back to PLL."

"I wish I were going back with you."

"That would be nice but it is what it is. I'm Ms. Morrell now, an actual adult."

"Well, be prepared to do more adult things when you get home."

"Oh really," Bianca smiles to the side.

"Yes really," Shay's lips part slightly.

Bianca shakes out of her stare, "It really is time to go. And when you get back to set make sure you have the biggest effing grin on your face."

"Why?"

"Just give Lindsey something to ponder."

"Are you jealous?"

"No. Just cautious…"

Chapter 10: Home is Where the Heart is

SPOV

Well, here I am back at PLL in my dressing room putting on Emily's wardrobe. I can't help but smile as I think about Bianca on Ms. Morrell's desk and me dropping my trench coat completely naked. I straighten it on its hanger when something catches my eye. I reach into the side pocket to find Bianca's panties. I laugh out loud. I take them in my hands and can't resist breathing in her essence. Oh god, I can't wait to see B at home...

It's interesting how I actually thought I had felt what love could be but was I wrong. She makes me tingle all over without even being near me. She's miles away but my legs still grow weak at the mere thought of her. It's not even about the sex. It's her smile. It's her eyes, the way she looks at me. I know she doesn't look at anyone like that which makes it all the more breathtaking. But of course I'm drawn away from my thoughts of her when I'm called to set. I put her panties in my bag unable to keep myself from smiling…

When I get to set, Lindsey isn't there. Good. I need a moment to think about this scene. So Emily walks into a restaurant and sees a girl about Maya's height with long dark hair and light brown skin. She approaches her calling her name and when she turns around of course it's not Maya. But Emily wants so badly for anyone who resembles Maya to be Maya. Then Emily leaves the restaurant with her "to go" order and walks right into Paige. Of course she does! God, I can't wait to get this over with so I can get home to be with Bianca…

"Hey, Shay, you ready?" Lindsey calls to me.

"Ready?"

"To kiss me," she says with a flirt.

"You mean to pull away from you is more like it," I correct her.

"I was just playin'," she tries to laugh it off as she pushes my shoulder.

"I know. But let's agree not to joke around about this. You know I'm not thrilled with Maya being missing."

"I get that but it's just a show Shay."

"Yeah but I can't help but think about the disappointed Emaya fans. They deserve better."

"Well, it's not like you know what's going to happen. There's still hope for Emaya," Lindsey tries to make eye contact with me as she slides her hand down my arm.

I look up at her and smile, "Thank you for saying that. It means a lot."

Lindsey looks into my eyes a little too long forcing me to look away. I shake out of this moment when I hear…

"Okay everyone. Places. Let's do this. And action."

Narrator POV

Emily rushes out of the restaurant bumping into someone on the sidewalk…

"Ohh. Emily hey," Paige smiles very happy to see her.

"Hey," Emily responds with tears in her eyes that are ready to fall.

"Are you okay?" Paige asks concerned.

"Yeah, I'm fine," Emily says unconvincingly.

"No you're not. What's wrong? Em, talk to me," Paige says worriedly.

"Maya and I got into a fight the other night at the party and I haven't talked to her since. I don't know if she's breaking up with me or if she wants to work it out. I don't know anything cuz she won't call me back."

"Don't you see Em, this is who she is. When things get tough she bails. I know you really care about her but…what you really need is someone you can count on," Paige insinuates that Maya can't be trusted.

They hug each other and to Emily's surprise Paige tries to kiss her. Emily is offended by her actions and lets her know it by pushing her away…

"What are you doing?"

"I…"

"No. I'm sorry if I made you think…"

"No. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to…"

Emily walks away with a look of disgust on her face while Paige tries to get her to stop…

"Em."

Emily turns to look at her but continues walking away still in disbelief that she tried to kiss her. "What was she thinking!" Emily fumes.

Paige shakes her head knowing she messed up.

"And cut. That's a wrap girls. Enjoy the rest of your night."

SPOV

I keep walking down the fake street away from Lindsey. That scene was so emotional. I can't be here another minute. I have to get to Bianca's…

"Shay! Shay, wait up."

"Damn it! Now what does she want!" I say out loud hoping nobody heard me.

I stop, letting her catch up to me.

"Hey, are you okay?"

"Yeah, why?"

"You were really convincing when you pushed me away."

"I pushed Paige away. That was creepy. Even you know that."

"Yeah, I guess it was. Paige knew she messed up."

"She did."

"So, can I walk you back to your dressing room?"

"Look, Lindsey, I like you. You're cool to hang out with but I just wanna get changed and go home. It's been a long day."

"Well I guess it was made even longer by wherever you went before," she tries to get me to tell her where I went.

"Lindsey, I needed to get out of here for a little while. That's all I do is play Emily Fields and sometimes I don't feel like being her."

"Really?"

"Yes. Really. Hey, I know I owe a lot to Marlene and everyone here for casting me as Emily but sometimes I just want to be me."

"But you were so happy before."

"I was but then I had to be all sad and it's not easy to be up and down with your emotions. It's not like when the director says cut you can just go about your business. It takes its toll."

"Is there anything I can do to make you happy again?"

"You're sweet but I really do just wanna get home. I'm sure I'll see you around." And don't you worry about my happy Bianca will take care of that.

I give her a hug only because it looks like she could use one but she lingers a bit not wanting to let me go.

"Ahem," I clear my throat.

"Oh sorry."

"It's okay. No harm no foul. Bye Lindsey."

"Bye Shay."

That was weird. I've got to get out of here. I need to get to Bianca's. Oh how I wish she was going to be there when I get there. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to be as irresistible as possible when she sees me in her bed. My smile comes back as I stroll into my dressing room. It's like I know something that no one else does and I can't help but be all giddy about it…

At Bianca's…

It's late and all I want to do is be in her arms but she's still not home yet. I'm wearing a tank top with pajama shorts and that's it. I contemplated wearing nothing at all but I don't want her to think we have to if she's too tired. I can't keep my eyes open anymore and before you know it I fall fast asleep…

BPOV

I do my best to not make a sound as I unlock the door and then close it trying so hard to be quiet as I relock it. I make my way upstairs to find my girl all snuggly in bed waiting for me. My clothes come off as quietly as possible while I watch her sleep. She makes these cute little noises which make me smile. I put on shorts and a tank top just like Shay and retreat to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. When I come back she is still sound asleep so I slide under the covers scooting up to her backside placing my arm around her under the blankets. She stirs turning towards me…

"You're here," she says sleepily lying on her back.

"Mmmm. Hmmm. Now go back to sleep," I kiss her softly on the lips.

"Mmmm. Minty. Do I have to go back to sleep?" She questions while biting into her lower lip.

"It's just that you looked so peaceful. Close your eyes and I bet you drift off as though I never woke you."

I kiss her softly on the lips again.

"Oh baby, I waited for you but couldn't keep my eyes open any longer."

"I could see that."

"B, can we talk?"

"Yeah baby, what is it? You sound so serious."

"What would you do if I told you Lindsey was flirting with me?"

"What do you mean, flirting?" my eyes narrow.

"I don't know. I'm being silly. Just forget I said anything," she looks away embarrassed.

"Shay, it's okay, you can tell me anything," I say as I turn her chin towards me and push the hair from her face hooking the loose strands behind her ear.

"I hugged her today, twice."

"Twice. Why?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.

"For one, because I was so excited about my little plan to see you on the "Teen Wolf" set. And because she apologized for being nosy. Or at least I think that's why I let her hug me. But she held onto me longer than was necessary with the second hug."

"Nosy? How?"

"She claimed she was worried about me cuz I was rushing off and I didn't seem my giddy self like before when I came to see you."

"Oh yeah, why is that?"

"Because we filmed that scene when Paige bumps into Emily after Emily thinks she found Maya but it wasn't her. And then Paige tries to kiss Emily and I just thought that was so rude. I'm glad Emily let her have it. But what bothers me even more is that they had Paige say it's just like Maya to bail when things get tough. That's so not true and I'm kind of upset that they're writing Maya like that."

I snuggle closer to my girl, "Shay, we both know where they're going with this. I wish I could be there to play out Maya's sudden transformation. Not only would it be challenging for me as an actor but it would give the audience a chance to see what really happened to her. But unless Maya goes unmissing, we'll never know now will we?" I kiss her cheek.

"Maya has to come back. She just has to," she gives me her best pouty face.

"Oh baby, what can I do to make it better," I coo as I place gentle kisses on her neck.

"That's a great start right there."

"Oh yeah, well how 'bout this," I muffle into her neck to her chin to her lips.

"Yep that works," she says as her hands caress my back reaching around me holding me tightly.

The kiss becomes more urgent as our hearts and our bodies can no longer stay silent…

She's tracing my jaw with her fingertips, kissing me hard, our tongues tasting each other madly. I'm pressing into her and she into me, our bodies tingling. We want to be touched, we need to be touched, and we need to be held, not by just anyone but by the one…

My body stays lying on top of her, pressing against her, squeezing her just like she likes as her hands find their way around my neck pulling me to her so she can whisper,

"I love you, Maya, Ms. Morrell, Nikki, whoever you have been in the past but it's you, Bianca, my present and my future, I love you more than anything," she speaks fondly with so much warmth in her eyes.

"I love you too my Emily. As she is Maya's soul mate so you, Shay, are mine."

We kiss slowly, gently, knowing that kissing the right person feels very much like healing which we both need. Shay because she hurts to play this role that no longer fulfills her true desires and me because my heart feels a bit lonely now that we no longer spend as much time together. But it's okay because we heal and we heal some more...

As our kissing slows, I rest my head in the crook of Shay's neck, nibbling her soft skin, "What are you thinking about?"

"Ummm, besides you?"

"Cute," my grinning moves my lips tickling her neck. "Yes, besides me, though I don't know how you could possibly think about anything else," I nip her.

"I guess I'm just thinking how lucky I am to have found you."

I stop to look up at her wanting to say something but I can see that she needs to say more,

"It's like you and I have this respect, a depth. There's this unselfishness especially from you. You don't let someone else's decisions affect you negatively. You are always grateful for what you have. I'm slowly learning that. And I want to start by saying I'm so grateful to have you in my life. You understand me like no other and I'm beginning to understand you. And then there's that love thing," she smiles shyly.

"Love?" I ask knowing exactly what she means.

"Yeah that," she keeps smiling but she soon turns quite serious, "I can't imagine anyone else I would ever say I love you to."

I kiss her tenderly, "That was beautiful and about that love thing. You're right ya know." I look deeply into her eyes, "You're the only one I love Shay, the only one..."

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To Be Continued…