"Bianshay by Request"
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Rated M for Mature Content
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"I thought about you every night. It felt strange not having you next to me," Bianca coos.
"I thought about you too. Being separated like that made my heart yearn for you," Shay says quite seriously.
"Yearn for me? You're adorable," Bianca giggles.
"Well it did. Stop making fun," Shay pouts.
"I'm sorry. You're just so cute when you're pouring out your feelings to me," she kisses the tip of her nose.
"I'm trying to tell you how much I miss you and need you and love you," she pouts once more.
Bianca tilts Shays chin up just a smidge, "I know that. Now come here and let me love you."
She rolls Shay onto her back sweeping her body up and down with her nipples barely touching her skin sending waves of euphoria throughout her body craving her every touch. Bianca kisses up the center of her body their mouths collide again and again as their bodies cling, constantly switching positions, wriggling against each other, caressing, kissing feverishly longingly endlessly…
Chapter 12: Unexpected Company
Shay POV
It's morning already. I feel as though I just fell asleep, maybe I did, but I don't mind it was well worth it. I continue to rouse from my sleepiness feeling an arm over my waist and feeling soft breaths against my back. I carefully move, her breathing becoming more of a deep inhale as Bianca shifts closer into me…
"I like how you make yourself at home in my bed," I say enjoying the warmth of her body against me.
"I like making myself at home in your bed," she murmurs drowsily.
"Are you comfortable?" I ask glancing down at my naked body knowing hers is just as naked.
"Very. And I can see that you are too."
"If you really want to see then you need to turn me over."
"Mmm. Hmm," she snuggles against my back.
Her hand slides from my hip reaching for my stomach, I turn slightly on my side to make sure she can reach. I close my eyes feeling myself fade into a fog of near sleep. Bianca is ardent against me, her body heat fighting off the chill of early morning. The house, the outside, everything is silent. Do we really need to get up? Not yet and I don't want to come up with a reason to do so. It's so comfortable here and we really do need the rest. However, Bianca's naked body against mine fuels provocative images and ideas that I have no interest in fighting. I can feel her breathing becoming slow and deep as though she is falling back to sleep, while her legs tangle with mine unmoving along with her hands. Then to my surprise, after a few minutes, she starts to kiss the back of my neck and it feels really good. Her hand moves to brush the hair off my shoulder gently caressing her fingertips under the curve in my neck along my jawline to my lips…
I naturally part my lips flicking my tongue out to taste her finger running it against her fingernail. She moves her fingertip along my teeth tempting me to nibble it so I graze my teeth against it. Her lips move against the back of my neck, her breath tickling the tiny hairs there sending a shiver right through me. As I nibble on her finger her lips and other hand move over my back leaving goosebumps in their path. Her hand slips to the dip between my ribcage and hipbone stroking the curve there. When her fingers slide down to my stomach I instinctively turn toward her…
She turns me onto my other side to face her and then starts to kiss me. The kisses are gentle and slow, their pace matching her hands as they explore my body, gliding across my sides, my back, my arms, my shoulders, along the backs of my thighs and over my hips. My eyes stay closed as I flutter between sleep and waking. Moving against her, I luxuriate in the heat of her skin, its smoothness surrounding her toned feminine muscles. I can feel her hand slipping passed my stomach, my body responding without need of instruction, as I ease my legs apart…
A stop on the way…
I can honestly say that I'm happy. I'm walking on the sidewalk with my arm linked with Bianca's smiling and laughing just feeling carefree and alive. I can't believe we're going to play of all things miniature golf but I'm kind of excited. I like the thought of doing things I did when I was a kid. It keeps us young and fun…
We skipped coffee at home figuring we can start our date at an off the beaten path coffee shop that Ashley actually found and told me about. I doubt anyone will notice us or care to bother us so we can have a nice conversation out in public something we rarely do. So we order our drinks and when they are ready we bring them to a nice corner table. We chat freely and effortlessly giggling in between. The whole Marlene thing sits in the back of my mind but this is so nice and calm that I don't want to ruin it…
Bianca casually places her hand over mine without hesitation giving it a quick squeeze then drawing circles on the top of my wrist with her pinky reminiscent of when Emily sees Maya for the first time after boot camp. But unbeknownst to us, some familiar faces decide to get coffee this morning too…
"Hey isn't that Shay?" asks Lucy.
"Where?" asks Troian.
"Over there in the back?" Lucy points out.
"It looks like her but who is she with?" asks Troian
"Is that Bianca?" Lucy wonders.
"Oh my god it is," Ashley confirms.
"What are Shay and Bianca doing having coffee together?" Troian asks curiously.
"I wonder if she's telling her about the finale," Ashley attempts to put the pieces together.
"Oh maybe," Troian concurs.
"Well they look happy," Lucy offers.
"So do you think she told her yet?" Troian inquires.
"Bianca always seemed to handle whatever came her way," Ashley remembers.
"Yeah I bet she told her. Bianca just isn't the type to hold a grudge and she's on Teen Wolf now anyway," Lucy figures.
"Let's go say hi after Lindsay gets her drink," Ashley decides.
"Hmm. Shay, Bianca and Lindsey never had a scene together on PLL yet here they are in the same place at the same time," Lucy can't help but notice.
"Something tells me Bianca will be fine with it but Shay…," Troian considers the possibility of Shay's discomfort.
"Uncomfortable?" Ashley queries.
"I don't know why. She gets along with them both," Lucy suggests thinking Shay can handle it.
"True but she kisses one with more intensity than the other. As a matter of fact, I walked in on Shay and Bianca rehearsing and it was smoking hot," Ashley reveals.
"What do you mean you walked in on them?" questions Troian.
"They were the only two on set in Maya's bedroom rehearsing their kissing scene on her bed. It was big and bold and did I mention, super-hot!" Ashley recalls.
"No wonder they have such amazing chemistry, they practice a lot!" laughs Lucy.
I see Bianca look up at sounds of laughter so I look as well and what do I see Ashley, Lucy, Troian, all smiles. We make eye contact and wave. Bianca removes her hand from mine as subtle as possible while the girls approach our table. And low and behold as they spread out around us, I see Lindsey…not awkward at all…
"Hey guys," I say sounding a bit surprised.
"Hey you two," Ashley replies.
"Hey guys, it's been a while, how are you?" Bianca asks so nonchalantly using her sweet tone of voice.
"Troian and I needed a caffeine boost before we go shopping and we bumped into Lucy and then Lindsey so we all decided to come together," Ashley explains.
I can feel Lindsey's eyes on me. It's as though she's putting two and two together but it doesn't quite fit yet.
"Well Bianca and I ran into each other too," I nervously try to come up with something to explain why we are out together.
"Yeah, Shay insisted that I join her. Now how could I let her have her coffee all by herself," she says with a wink taking my hand squeezing it in front of everyone.
I start to panic for a minute but her gesture doesn't faze anyone. So why should I let it faze me. I don't, instead I squeeze her hand too. It actually feels quite nice and normal and right.
"You two are so cute together," Ashley blurts out. Her voice becoming more of a whisper as she unknowingly tells Bianca what she thinks she already knows, "It's a shame Maya is being killed off in the season finale."
Bianca looks stunned.
"Huh! Shay didn't tell you! Oh my god, I thought for sure that's what you were doing," Ashley innocently tries to explain while Lindsey can barely hide her smile.
"It's okay," Bianca insists. "I knew there was a chance that Maya wouldn't be coming back. It's disappointing to hear like this but it's the business. I get that. And besides, I've got a lot on my plate right now," she replies so maturely and professionally.
What was I so afraid of? I just wish she had heard it from me.
"I told you guys she would be cool with it and besides its one less girl Shay needs to rehearse her kissing scenes with," laughs Lucy.
This makes Lindsey's head pop up as she realizes what Lucy just implied.
I look at Bianca hoping she can forgive me on the spot for not telling her last night or this morning. She smiles at me letting me release the breath I have been holding in all that time. My tongue wets my lips quickly while I think about all the rehearsal time Bianca and I will be sharing in my bed…
"Do you guys want to join us?" Bianca asks.
I hope they say no but of course they don't.
"Sure," Ashley answers for everyone.
Bianca and I move to the booth while the others find a chair to pull up to the table with the exception of Lindsey who finagles her way through the crowd of girls to sit next to me. Again, not awkward at all…
"So are you doing anything afterwards?" Lindsey directs her question to me and only me.
"Umm, yeah, Bianca and I thought it would be fun to go miniature golfing," I reluctantly reveal our plans.
"You're serious," Troian says surprised.
"Yes we are," Bianca confirms slickly rubbing my thigh forcing me to look down at my coffee so as not to give us away.
"I haven't been in ages," Lucy discloses.
"Me either. We should all go together. You don't mind do you?" Ashley hopes.
Yes we do!
"I thought we were going shopping?" Troian reminds Ashley.
"We can do that anytime. Come on, it'll be fun and it will give us the chance to say goodbye to Bianca in a fun way," Ashley devises.
"Yeah it'll be fun," Lindsey agrees while nudging my arm which does not go unnoticed by Bianca.
We all get up to leave and as we are walking out Lindsey says so Bianca can hear, "I'm looking forward to filming that scene at the Masquerade Ball. It's going to be such a sweet moment between Emily and Paige."
"What do you mean sweet moment," Bianca inquires curiously.
"It's nothing. Just Paige saying she'll be there for Emily when she needs her. Something to that effect," I try to downplay it.
"Hmm. Sounds a lot like what Maya said to Emily, 'I care about you so I'll wait,'" Bianca makes sure I don't forget.
"It does but that moment between Emily and Maya was unforgettable," I smile into her eyes.
"Well according to Marlene it's quite the opposite," Lindsey throws out there trying to get a rise out of Bianca before catching up to Lucy to get a ride, "Hey Lucy wait up!"
"Bianca…"
"No, it's fine."
When we get in my car I say, "I wanted to tell you myself but last night and this morning were so perfect. And I didn't want to spoil our date."
"Shay, you should've told me. I can handle it. I have to say I wasn't prepared to hear it from Ashley. I was definitely caught off guard. But, I'm okay with it. I do wish things could be different but they aren't. I mean, I can honestly say that I am so grateful for having been given this opportunity. Maya was one of my favorite characters to play and the hardest part about leaving will be not getting to work with you or to play out this beautiful love story."
"You're amazing. I can't believe how well you're handling this. I guess I'm the one whose struggling with the decision especially since Marlene saw us rehearsing the kissing scene too."
"What?"
"She said that was part of the decision why Maya would be written out of the show. We were fraternizing on PLL time which is frowned upon in the industry."
"Really? Ya know what…this will only make us stronger. We won't be able to see each other during work hours but we have each other all to ourselves after hours," she smiles bringing my chin closer to her kissing me softly yet meaningfully.
"We better go," I say reluctantly.
"Yeah, let's kick some miniature golf ass."
We laugh on our way to the most awkward situation imaginable…
Miniature Golfing…
When we get to the miniature golf place, we all pay for our club and ball then walk out to the first hole. Lucy and Troian go first then Ashley, Bianca, me and Lindsey goes last. It's actually kind of fun hanging out with everyone especially since we all get along. I can tell the girls really like Bianca and are going to miss her and then there's Lindsey being rather quiet which is so unlike her. So Bianca decides to break the ice…
"So Lindsey, I can't believe we didn't get any scenes together on PLL. It seemed like such a great opportunity for these two characters to face off against each other for Emily's affections."
"Seriously Bianca, Maya would have kicked Paige's ass," Ashley can't stop laughing.
"What do you mean?" Lindsey asks, "I thought you liked Paige and Emily together."
"I do. And I like hanging out with you Lindsey you're so fun to be with on set. But, come on, Maya is a rebel. Have you seen Bianca's 'don't mess with me' look? You don't mess with that look," Ashley goes all serious.
"I think Paige could take her," Lindsey states in a matter of fact way.
Oh no, where are Troian and Lucy? I need this conversation to end now or we really will see Bianca's 'don't mess with me' look.
"I do too," agrees Bianca, "That is if I were in a pool and she tried to drown me," she keeps a straight face the whole time.
Ashley grabs her sides she's laughing so hard and I can't keep a straight face either. Bianca finally joins in the laughter but Lindsey doesn't look too amused, she just sort of smiles.
"Aww, come on Lindsey, she was just kidding. Oh my god Bianca, that was so good, you are so quick on your feet. Nice one," Ashley bestows Bianca with compliments, "I wanna hang out with you Bianca! Come on let's catch up to Lucy and Troian," she hooks Bianca's arm giving her no choice but to follow leaving me alone with Lindsey.
"You're smiling," Lindsey notices.
"Well, Ashley's right, Bianca is quick witted."
"Do you like her?"
"Ashley? Of course I do."
"You know I mean Bianca."
"Bianca is a good friend. She has so much knowledge to share about this industry and she handles herself so professionally. You can 't help but be in awe of the girl."
"Ya know, I thought she was gonna get upset about hearing Maya is going to be killed off."
"I know! So did I! I guess I underestimated her reaction."
"Shay, it's all gonna work itself out. I know you love the Emaya storyline but now you can challenge yourself with the Paily storyline."
"I suppose as long as they don't have them together too soon after Maya's death. The fans would go crazy if that happened."
"I wonder if we'll get the same kind of intimate scenes as you and Bianca did."
"Well first of all its Emily and Maya and second of all, I don't know that Paily can be that caliber of intimate."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, Emaya is like HBO intimacy and Paily is like Nick Jr. intimacy. No disrespect intended."
And I will make damn sure your tongue stays in your own mouth. Paily will never have what Emaya had…
"Hey you two, ya coming?" Ashley calls to us.
"Yeah, right behind you," I yell back.
We all putt our last shots returning our clubs laughing about reliving our childhoods playing miniature golf. But it really was a lot of fun. And quite honestly, Bianca made it fun by not letting anything Lindsey said get to her. Bianca made sure to include Lindsey in the conversation and she was so nice to her that Lindsey couldn't stop smiling….
We walk out to the parking lot saying goodbye. The girls hug Bianca wishing her well and then Bianca does the unexpected,
"Lindsey, it was so nice to finally meet you," she hugs her.
"You too. I'm glad I got the chance to know you," Lindsey says sincerely.
"Do right by Emily, okay?" Bianca winks making Lindsey blush.
Oh my god, is Lindsey crushing on Bianca. I cannot contain my smile.
"I will Bianca. You can trust me."
"I hope so," she winks again making Lindsey look away in an attempt to hide her blushing.
"Bye Lindsey," I say.
"See ya soon Shay," she walks over to Lucy's car.
When Bianca and I get in my car and shut the doors we can't stop giggling.
"Bianca, you did see how you made her blush didn't you?"
"I did and I enjoyed every second of it."
"I will not let her live that down, I promise you that," I joke.
"I guess it's true what they say, 'kill them with kindness,'" she muses.
"And you so did."
"Shay, she likes you, you know that don't you," Bianca becomes serious.
"Likes me?"
"She's into you."
"No, ya think?" I'm not sure if I agree.
"Yeah, I think and I know. Just make sure you don't give her the wrong idea."
"And what idea would that be?"
"That you and she are more than friends."
"It was fun hanging out with everyone today including Lindsey but not once did I get that feeling I get when I'm with you," I reassure her.
"And what feeling is that?" she raises an eyebrow.
"I'll let you know as soon as we get back to my house," I glance at her wickedly driving away.
She places her hand just above my knee and all I can feel is the heat resonating from her body, so familiar I could drown in it. My mind floods with memories of working with Bianca, having feelings for her since the beginning but waiting over a year and a half to truly comprehend what those feelings really mean. It's love. I love her and I'm not going to let anyone keep me from loving her…
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To Be Continued…