Please Note: In order for things to make a bit more sense. I had Bella "wake" up around New Year's.

Six weeks later- March 1st

"You've got to be kidding me?!"

My thoughts screamed at me as I read the test further confirming my suspicions. I was most definitely pregnant with Jacob Black's Baby!

This was the fifth pregnancy test I'd taken. Every time the result came back positive. Just great! I'm pregnant by a guy who no longer wants anything to do with me… AGAIN!

When did this happen? You may ask.

Well everything was going good until Valentine's day weekend. The three of us, Jacob, me and…
you may have guessed, Mike Newton went to the movies.

But eventually everyone wound up sick and had to leave early. (Now I know what I had wasn't the flu)

That was the last time I saw my Jake and since then he started avoiding me my calls for weeks. (When Billy answered the phone, I could feel that he was lying through his teeth.)

I was driving through La Push the other day.

Coming across Jake's friend, Quil on the side of the road. I gave him a ride home and he explained that Jacob had taken up with Sam Uley's gang.

Which confused me since Jake had shown no interest before and was in fact disgusted even more so since their pal Embry joined and been completely ignoring them.

Determined to get to the bottom of this I drove back down there the next day and confronted him on the matter.

That was a different version of Jacob that I've never seen.

The stone cold mask that dawned his face belonged to Sam, not him. He got his hair cut and walked around bare chested wearing nothing but jean short cut offs.

He only reinforced what had been crammed into my ears for weeks:
"We couldn't be friends anymore" and "Go home" I tried to fight him on it but he wouldn't back down.

No matter how much I pleaded.

With Edward gone…Jake was all I had left and he promised!
Not to hurt me.

Billy's voice broke us up.

I drove home only to hear an angry phone conversation between him and Charlie: Billy supposedly blamed me for Jacob's change. Mainly my interactions with the Cullen's.

That was the final straw, I couldn't take it anymore!

I had to get out of that small town of Forks and it surroundings. But unlike my mother's extreme of getting out of the state. I stayed relatively close for Charlie.

So here I am camping out in a room at the Flagstone Motel in Port Angeles.

Trying to figure out what to do.

Rent here is $40 a night, which is pretty good considering I'm a high school student on a budget… With a baby on the way

I've got a lot to think about.