Well sorry for the long wait I had writers block but,anyways here's chapter three: The first kiss.
Chapter 3: The first kiss
2 months have passed and i am missing my family and my life. My mind screams at night saying "why is this happening to me ? This situation is so unreal and then thought what happened was not a dream it was very real .stop feeling sorry for your self! Move on!" Eventually this particular thought in my head who someone ever love me for who I am? So this particular night was unusual this night my whole point of view is ? I was outside and was yet again looking at the. Waves hoping i would be washed away til 004 joined didn't look at me at first but then started talking to said "I can see you are in a lot of mental pain like you had made a promise to someone and feel that you broken that very promise and it was with a person who was closest to your heart." Then I told him solemnly." I did about three years ago was the day I will never leave my heart. The day lost his battle with cancer we were childhood friends but when we the year before graduation we told each other our true and current feelings about each other than realized that we were in love with each other since junior high were inseparable from the beginning to the end of his own life. I promised him to keep loving and to look over his family and continue with my dreams and ambition and I will be wait for you in heaven. I promised him no matter what I will, and I will never stop loving you, from the start of our friendship til the day no even after one of us dies just do me a favor? And he answered yes then I asked him to put in a good word for me and I will be by your side even after the world ends and life discontinue to exist I will be forevermore be by your side and you on mine. As soon as I finished what I go is promise for me to keep was when you see love make sure he loves you tells you so like I have and I'm sorry for love story to end this way I wish I could have lived long enough to marry you and have children with you. I guess that day will never come. I hope that you find someone who will love you and see you in the way I have. Then I felt tears rolling down my face knowing that my heart was being torn apart then he cocked his head in a curious fashion like he used to as kids,but only this time it was the last time I would see him look at that way wiped the trail of tears off my face and I laid down beside him til we both fell asleep only for him to never wake up again and yet leaving me the same way I had felt before I met him." Then he asked" What feeling was that? " I looked at him with great amounts of tears rolling down my face"The feeling of being alone all over again. The year after his death I joined the fire department in my hometown til two months ago. " Then he lifted my chin up to the point I could see his eyes he leaned in and his lips touched mine locking into a passionate kiss it was gentle yet very passionate as we broke the kiss the internal fire in my heart was ignited once again that same fire I felt three years ago then,said" You never have to be alone I will be here for you when you need me and a man who would say that is truly smart and puts your happiness in mind."then he kissed me again longer than the first time. But not holding back the feelings that had built up inside him,and these feelings were of me and how he wants to love me. As we finished expressing our true and passions for each other,we watched the sunset with my head rested on his shoulder ending the night with a new relationship filled with even more love and passion than with my deceased fiancé. Who knew? Who knew that I have finally found true love all over again. I just hope it doesn't end like it did with Jordan.