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Olivia POV

"Are you a virgin?" Marlene asks me. My heart speeds up. It seems like simple yes or no question,no, I am definitely not a virgin, but my virginity is something I wish I could take back from that bastard Marcus.

Some people would proudly tell someone they weren't a virgin. I prefer not to talk about it, it brings back so much pain and hurt.

Everyone is looking at me now awaiting my answer.

"I ummm" I stutter "I am" I lie crossing my arms.

"You're lying!" Christina points out. Shit, "Why do you have to lie we're not gonna judge you because you're not a virgin"

They all nod in agreement. I bite my lip.

"It's not about that"

"Then what's it about?" She ask. I want to cry and tell them to leave me alone but I don't want anymore questions.

"Nothing" I sigh. They just look at me weirdly and I slump into the couch.

I zone out while the game continues. Someone bumps my shoulder and I look up from Matthew's sharper than a knife jawline up to his chocolate eyes. He gives me a small smile.

"You still there" he smirks and I flush.

"Yeah" I whisper shyly. Damn he is the only person to ever make me feel shy. It's weird since I was never shy ever.

"What where you thinking about?" He asks quietly. Your sexy ass jaw line that could probably cut a block of cheese that I want to graze my lips over more than anything in this world.

I shouldn't say that it would be weird, "nothing" I say innocently. Raises his eyebrow and looks me in the eye as if trying to read my mind.

I am almost overcome by the intensity of his chocolate eyes. Don't drool don't drool do not drool Olivia.

"Matthew truth or dare" I snap my gaze away from Matthew to Shauna who just picked him.

"Dare"

"Okay seven minutes in heaven with Olivia" Shauna says. I look at him and he looks at me for confirmation. I nod and he takes my hand, not that I mind, and takes me upstairs.

He closes the door behind him.

"Ummm so are we gonna make out or just..." He ask. We should make out I want to say, but again that would be weird.

Suddenly I got an idea. I grin mischievously.

"Let's jump up and down on the bed and make a lot of noise so they think something is going on in here"

He grins,"let's do it"

He grabs me by the hips and pushes me roughly against the door making the wall shake. We both start moaning loudly and making sexual noises.

I have to suppress the laughs that threaten to come out. We move to the bed and start bouncing up and down making the bed squeak a bit. I kick the head of the bed a couple times for extra effect.

Then the door flies open to reveal all of my friends with eyes as wide as saucers. Me and Matthew look at each other and start laughing.

"Y'all were so loud I thought you two were having some rough ass sex up here" Uriah laughs.

"What were you doing in here?" Tobias asks.

"Thumping around to fool you guys" Matthew says helping me off the bed. We all go back downstairs.

"Truth or dare Olivia" Matthew ask.

"Dare"

"Go out into a crowded area and sing Baa Baa Black Sheep with the movements"

"I'll do it" we all go out and walk outside down the street to a park. They all stand to the side while I stand on a picnic table and start singing.

"Baa baa black sheep...uhhh fuck what are the words...uhh baa baa black sheep have you any wool...uh damn it. Oh well I can't do it" I shrug and whip off my sweatshirt to reveal a white cropped tank top.

I skip over to my friends starting to feel the three antidepressants I took before I left kick in. Uh oh. I'm either going to be kinda high or pass out. I hope I pass out because I might not wake up for while and I might can rest without nightmares eating me alive.

"You dumbass you accepted the dare and don't even know the song. Oh Olivia" Zeke thumps my forehead and I laugh. They walk back while skip back doing circles around people. So I'm high.

I look back at my brother who is giving me the 'are you fucking serious' look. Uh oh. He whispers something to Tris and then pulls me to the side.

"Please don't tell me you got high off your own medicine again" he says.

"I did"

"Really! Why do you do this, don't you understand the dangers of this?" He says exasperated. I'm stressing him out, If I wasn't here I wouldn't stress him out.

"I know. It okay! I'll just probably pass out and then just wake up tomorrow" I giggling a little bit. He runs his hands through what little hair he has.

"But what if you don't wake up, what if you take a couple pills and then you off over rainbow high as the sky then go to sleep and not wake up. Huh, do you ever think about how that would effect me, mom, Zeke, Uriah, Tris, Matthew, and everybody else" he looks up at the sky as if begging God to send a miracle,"I love you Olivia. You are my only sibling even if technically only half. But you are my little sister and I love you and I hate to see you do this to yourself. I just hope that doing this doesn't eventually kill you."

He walks away to catch up with everybody while I stand there and let tears fall. Start to walk behind them stumbling a bit.

I have my tears cleaned up once we get to Tris' house. I go into the bathroom and cry some more. Look around the bathroom for something sharp but there's nothing sharp enough to cut myself.

I sigh and splash water on my face and walk out the bathroom as if I wasn't on the verge of breaking down and self harming. I take my seat back next to Matthew with a forced smile.

"I wanna watch a movie" Lynn plops on the couch.

"What movie?"

We eventually decide on The Lego Movie. And curl up on the floor and couch, couples cuddled together. And then there's the single people like me, Matthew and Lynn but, I think Lynn could care less about being single. I would too if I wasn't madly crushing on the Greek God next to me.

I just pull the blanket further up my body.

The movie starts and I laugh at how ridiculously funny it is. The draft goes down my cleavage making me shiver and I pull up my tank top that I didn't realize was falling. Why didn't anybody tell me? Bitches. Where's my sweatshirt? I look over at the counter where my sweatshirt lies. So far away...oh well I have a blanket, but no Matthew.

I pull the blanket up further still cold. If only I could cuddle up to somebody *cough* *cough* Matthew. But no I'm alone.

I glance at Matthew and to my surprise he's looking right at me. I blush for the third time today.

"Are you cold?" He whispers. My nipples are like tiny rocks pressing against my bra, so yeah.

"Yeah"

"C'mere" he opens his arms inviting me in. I don't even think once about it immediately curling up to him feeling this warmth. He wraps his arms around me protectively under the blanket. He draws tiny circles on my waist in a comforting way.

I watch the part where the prophecy creator dude goes into Emmett's brain and find out he is really a moron and not the 'special'.

Eventually I drift off and into a nightmare I wake myself up as quickly as I can. I look around the room and everyone is still watching the movie. I let a out a tiny sigh in relief that I didn't scream or cry.

"Are you okay? You whimpered like a scared puppy" I almost forgot I was practically sitting in Matthew's lap. I peer up at his concerned expression.

"I'm fine I guess" He pulls me closer and kisses my forehead. Queue the blushing. I bury my face in his broad chest and inhale...Mmmmm man.

The movie soon finishes. And we all clap and no one makes a move to change the movie.

"Who's changing the movie?" Tris ask. Everybody immediately says 'not I' except me. I mutter about them being lazy ass cracks as I move to the DVD player.

"It's okay Olivia Matthew will still be here while you are up there" Uriah teases and I turn red while my ass cracks for friends laugh.

"I you all can eat my ass" I flip them off.

"What ass?" Uriah still teases.

"The one you you spanked while you bent me over the bed last night" I fire back. Ha bitch comeback from that.

"Suck my dick Olivia" he mutters.

"What dick? You may have spanked my ass till it was red but I never felt you put it in" I smirk. I turn to Marlene,"be prepared to be disappointed"

I put Toy Story in the player and go to sit back down.

"Awww son, she just butt fucked you with words" Zeke laughs at his brother.

I curl back up to Matthew with the previews playing, he covers us back up and his arms go around me again.

And for a second everything is okay. I'm curled up to my crush, surrounded by my friends, a good movie playing.

But, there's one problem,

My nipples are still hard.

A/N: so she lied. But you saw some OliviaxMatthew up in there. What should their ship name be?

Until next time...