The whole way Frodo was silent, but Fili and Kili were talking about school. As they came near their home and Fili parked the car, Frodo jumped out and rushed home with just a shy goodbye.
"So what's going on with him?" Fili asked gently.
"When you came to the car he had just admitted he's gay. And someone rejected him because of it. So he asked me if I'm okay with him being gay, so I told him I don't mind." Kili slowly began explaining. But his brother immediately felt there was something more he wanted to say but he needed encouragement.
"I think there is something else you need to tell me." Fili gently asked watching Kili prepare dinner in the kitchen.
"I hate those people at your training, the way they look at you and your teammates, it really puts me off." Kili told him.
"You're just jealous." Fili smiled at him.
"Not of those girls." Kili admitted.
"What really happened?" Fili asked feeling the insensitivity in Kili.
"The way Frodo was looking at you... It was just like those girls." Kili admitted.
"And I was the one jealous when I saw you two talking so intimately." Fili admitted.
"You were?" Kili looked at him surprised.
"You two just seemed so close and so friendly, I felt like killing him on the spot." Fili admitted with a smirk.
"Poor Frodo..." Kili told him with an evil smirk. "Two of us actually had the same idea, no wonder he ran away from us when we arrived home."
"Hey boys I'm home!" Thorin yelled coming into the house.
"Dinner is almost ready!" Fili yelled back from the kitchen.
"I hope you're not the one cooking." Thorin told them walking into the kitchen.
"Of course not." Fili replied. "I'm never going to even try cooking."
"Well I don't necessarily encourage that, actually I was thinking of asking Kili to teach you something, after all you'll be leaving us next year to go to University." Thorin joked and sat down at the table.
Kili looked at him surprised and then back to Fili whose face was now extremely pale. "I'm not so sure about that." Fili slowly told his uncle.
"What do you mean?" Thorin spoke in a firm voice.
"I was thinking London School of Economics." File replied swiftly.
"The family tradition of to study at St. Andrews." Thorin replied curtly.
"Who says we always have to go according to tradition?" Fili hypothetically asked.
"You'd better rethink your choice." Thorin was firm.
"There is still some time, so we'll just see about that." Fili was also firm.
During this heated discussion Kili just kept glancing from one to another. He had no idea he would be the cause of such a conflict between both of them, and the sudden clash was stirring a new panic attack. He tried to breathe in deeply, but after a moment he saw Fili glance at him alarmed.
"Are you okay?" Fili gently pressed his hands into Kili's shoulders.
Kili looked at him alarmed, but he couldn't speak the stress blocking his throat.
"Just relax." Fili gently rubbed his arms. "I'm not going anywhere."
"Would you like me to call Bilbo to come over?" Thorin gently asked, but Kili shook his head.
Slowly his face was going back to its normal colour. The comforting touch of Fili on his shoulders was slowly easing the tension.
"I'm going to Bilbo in an hour anyway." Kili finally managed to gasp.
"Let's go and get you relaxed a bit." Fili gently urged Kili to get up.
"I'm sorry." Thorin told the boy softly as they were passing him.
As soon as they made it to Fili's room, he pulled Kili into a tight intimate embrace. He gently kissed him and held him as close as possible.
"Don't worry; I'm not planning to go anywhere." Fili told him.
"If you move out, I'm going with you." Kili told him. "Even if that means running away." He told him firmly.
"Don't worry I won't let it come to that." Fili pressed his lips again against his.
Kili kissed him back passionately. Soon Fili pressed him into the door and he could feel Kili's leg wrap around him. His own brother was driving him crazy.
"Your whole training I was dreaming of coming up to you and kissing you in front of all those sex crazed girls." Kili gently whispered into Fili's ear. "I would love to see their faces when they would realise their tricks would never work on you." Fili just giggled as Kili's hand went down his trousers.
"Your tricks are all I need." Fili whispered back.
Kili gently wiggled out of his firm embrace, and Fili let him do whatever he felt like. Soon it was Fili who was pressed into the door, Kili in one swift move landed on the floor. He looked up to Fili, and he loved the deep stare he got. Without hesitating Kili did the one thing Fili could dream about, Kili gently trailed his erection and he gently unzipped his jeans.
"You're going to drive me crazy..." Fili gasped as Kili was touching his very swollen erection.
"That's the idea!" Kili smiled up to him and licked his lips just before plunging his penis into his mouth. Kili didn't have much experience but he was guided by instinct. He did exactly what he had dream about himself, and sight of his hot brother looking down to him with a lecherous smile and his deep blue eyes half closed, told Kili his brother liked it as much he imagined it to be.
"Stop..." Fili whispered just barely in control of his reactions.
Kili looked up at him with surprise, but he obeyed the request. Fili forced him to stand up; he started kissing Kili's neck and jaw line. "It's a game for two, and not for the pleasure of one." Fili told him.
"But uncle is downstairs..." Kili gasped.
"I don't give a fuck!" Fili replied and tugged on Kili's clothes. Soon Fili was holding onto their erections and firmly rubbing them together. Kili's reaction was as vivid as last night, Fili could tell he was close just from the intimate contact, and he loved the reaction he got. They shared a deep kiss and just a few moments later Fili's hand was full of wet cum, the evidence of their crime.
"I love you..." Kili gasped hiding his head in Fili's neck.
"I'll always love you." Fili replied and kissed Kili's forehead.
They slowly cleaned up and adjusted their clothes. Fili suggested they play a bit, as an ending for this stressful day and Kili could just comply with the wish.
Sometime later Thorin knocked on the door and reminded Kili it was almost time for his visit at Bilbo's. He asked if Kili wanted him to walk him over there, but Kili just replied he would make it on his own.
As Kili arrived at Bilbo's he asked if he could talk with Frodo for a few minutes first.
"I was actually hoping you would do that." Bilbo gently replied. "Ever since he came home he's been a bit shaky and he's not normally like that. He refused to talk about it, so it would be great if you could spend a moment with him."
Bilbo guided Kili to the boy's room. Kili knocked but received no answer so Bilbo just opened the door and pushed him in.
Kili saw Frodo on the bed lying on his side. The position and the sobs were so familiar that Kili felt the emotion of seeing it from another point of view. He sat down behind the boy and gently stroked his hair.
"Go away uncle." Frodo mumbled.
"I'm not your uncle yet." Kili whispered, and the boy turned to him surprised.
"I wanted to talk to you about what happened today." Kili gently nudged him.
"I just don't understand Fili was so mad with me..." Frodo began speaking but his voice broke down.
"No, he wasn't." Kili gently informed him. "I talked to him later..."
"But you didn't tell him?" Frodo's voice was stressed again.
"Of course I told him, I have no secrets from Fili." Kili told him gently. "And we really both don't mind you being gay."
"So why did he react that way?" Frodo asked surprised.
"It's the same as with me on the audience, a moment, and that doesn't mean you did anything wrong." Kili tried to explain, but without revealing their secret it was difficult to explain.
"You really don't mind?" Frodo asked with hope in his voice.
"Yes, both of us." Kili gently hugged him. "So no more crying, we're your friends." Kili gently stroked his hair.
"Thank you..." Frodo hugged him back. "When I was younger I feel in love with my best friend Sam, and he just didn't understand I wanted more." Frodo began explain his own problem.
"That must have been horrible." Kili whispered.
"The worse was when he started going out with Rose..." Frodo's eyes became teary again. "It was one thing to be rejected, but being rejected for a girl..."
"Is that why you both moved here?" Kili asked adding the facts.
"One of the reasons." Frodo admitted. "This is Bilbo's family home, so when he inherited it was a good chance to change location."
"Don't worry; we're both going to be your friends. It's just a bit sensitive around us." Kili told him. "And don't you dare fall in love with any of us." He joked and Frodo finally smiled and nodded.
"I have to go, Bilbo's waiting for me." Kili told him and left the boy in better spirits.
"So did you talk to him?" Bilbo asked gently.
"He misunderstood something, so we had to talk a bit." Kili admitted. "But we're all fine now." He smiled at Bilbo.
"Good, because I just had a phone call from Thorin telling me you were emotional about perspective of Fili going to university." Bilbo gently started the sensitive topic.
"It's not about him going to University, but uncle said something about St. Andrew's." Kili told him. "I have no idea where that is, but Fili said he wanted to do something here in London, and I just..." Kili's voice stopped.
"You just don't want to be separated from the only real person who you feel safe with?" Bilbo immediately realized, and Kili just nodded happy Bilbo chose the right words for him.
"Fili said he's not going anywhere without me." Kili added.
"He's a very good brother." Bilbo noticed, but the way Kili avoided his eyes made him a bit suspicious.
"I love him." Kili gently told him.
"It's a bit surprising you would say that with so much confidence after knowing him just for a short time." Bilbo noticed.
"It's just as if..." Kili couldn't find the right words.
"As if you're meant to be brothers?" Bilbo suggested.
"Something like that." Kili admitted.
"Would you like to hear a chapter?" Bilbo gently suggested, seeing Kili was closing up a bit.