A/N: So I haven't updated in few days, but yeah I must get some break to have a life xD hehe. Anyways, what I've been up to these past days was just hanging with friends and then I had a ball/dance last few days ago and it was GREAT!

Anyways, I am aware there was like NO Marlene in the last chapter, so this is supposed to make up for that. And how does one make up for something like that? Oh… that one.. also known as ME .. puts out a chapter with both Marlene McKinnon AND Sirius Black pov's :L Our dynamic couple! (B/N In my mind, Blaire and Remus are the dynamic couple )

WARNING: This chapter is FILLED with swearwords.

Chapter 23

Marlene McKinnon & Sirius Black

To hell with Fairy Fucking Tales.

I mean, Really?

Blaire Lupin?

No

Or would it be Remus Vandever – that kinda has a ring to it.. NO MARLENE, it does not. Stupid fairy tales that are all going to end in heartbreak.

Alice Longbottom?

That's just stupid. Life is stupid.

Frank Prewett?

Like the world needs more Prewetts. Pffts.

Okay so maybe I'm jealous; maybe I wish I could live a fucking fairy tale and actually have a man that says he loves me back - that wants to be just with me that wants to take me out and give me nice gifts and not JUST a Christmas gift, a birthday gift too, and someone I can just lay in a bed next to and feel safe and not to worry about how I'm going to sneak back to my bed. No.

Or do I want that?

Do I want the fucking fairy tale everyone seems to be living? Yes.. No. I don't know.

All I know life is no fairy tale

Blaire or Remus are going to stab each other in the back and one point, or one of them will die or maybe both for good measure.

Frank and Alice aren't even dating yet but Godric knows their fairtyale will break down on them and leave them left broken on the floor in small pieces.

Because fairytales don't exist, they just exist for a short time.

And maybe Remus is Blaire's prince or Blaire's his princess and Frank's Alice's knight in shining armor and she's the lady he needs to safe. Maybe. But really I don't want a prince or a knight in shining armor, I'm more for the dark knight, that's why I fell for fucking Sirius Black of all people, but yeah he seems to be more interested in other girls than me, like Emmeline fucking Vance. That stupid girl seems to be all about taking the things in my life, she left our "group" and then came back to take Mary and now just after dinner I see her dragging Sirius into a empty class room. Whore.

- Hunting For Happiness-

I stare her down, because at that moment I have no idea what I should say.

Who the fuck is she to come to me and tell me she knows what's going on with me?

Who is she to even act like she fucking cares?

What is with the Gryffindor girls?

Why do they feel the need to act like they care so much?

When they obviously don't and shouldn't.

"You know nothing." I say angrily and Emmeline sighs.

"I know you are living with James."

I growl as she continues. "I knew your mum hexed you as you tried to -"

I turn around and walk towards the door.

"Sirius, I'm just trying to-"

I turn around, my eyes as dark as my name. "I don't bloody care what you think you know. Stop acting like you care Vance, just go back to whatever you've been doing for the past year and leave us alone. You are not my friend and I don't want to be yours."

With that I turn around and walk out the doors and make sure to slam them shut.

Outside the door she stands, her back pressed against the wall and I swear her eyes are watery. She stares at me and I'm about to retort a "what" at her when she shakes her head at me, pushes her body of the wall and then walks away.

"What the fuck?" I yell after her but she doesn't bother to turn.

- Hunting For Happiness-

So he's shagging Emmeline… that's nice… shagging is nice… she's nice… he's nice - Except he's not nice and she's apparently a backstabbing whore.

Maybe they do fit for each other.

"Marlene?" Lily asks as she walks into our room. "Sirius is down stairs, he wants to talk to you."

I look up, eyebrows raised. "Why?"

She shrugs "I don't know, I was hoping you could tell me…"

I shake my head and stand up "I don't really want to talk to him."

"You don't have to," says Lily

I laugh "I do."

And then walk away from her and down the stairs to see Sirius waiting for me. This will be something.

- Hunting For Happiness-

I wait for Marlene and see her finally walking down the stairs, she wears her familiar mask as she smiles at the other people in the common room before she walks towards me. "You wanted to talk?"

I nod and she follows me out the portrait.

"Where are we going?" she asks after few minutes of silence.

"Room of Requirement," I answer and she cocks her eyebrow. "I just want to talk." I add and she laughs but says nothing more.

When we enter the room, its different than usually. Instead of the bed that usually in the middle there is a big red couch.

"You really do mean for us to talk," she raises her eyebrows again and walks towards the couch and sits down, offering me a seat next to her.

I sit down, hesitantly. I look at her and find it unusually hard to gain up the courage. It's time to be a real Gryffindor I guess.

"Marlene, I need to talk with you about New Years."

- Hunting For Happiness-

I expected to see a bed; I didn't really believe he just wanted to talk - I thought it was maybe a code for something. But turns out that he really does wanna talk as weird as that is.

I freeze up as he says about what he wants to talk about.

"What is there to say?" I ask

"You kissed James."

"I also kissed Remus and Peter."

He scoffs "Peter's kiss wasn't really a kiss, but you're right you kissed Remus and James –"

"And what? You kiss other girls all the time dear, we've been over this, we don't care, right?" I stand up form the couch but he grabs my arm before he stands up himself, still grasping my hand and turns me around to face him.

"I said it before and I can say it again. Do you want us to be something more?"

I yank my hand away from him. Again; I'm so tired of this, I'm tired of him playing with me and never knowing if he could possibly mean what he's saying.

"We should end this." I choke out and he stops in his steps for a moment.

"You want that?"

"It's what you want right?"

"I want what you want."

I scoff "That is a lie!"

I loose it. "You don't give a fuck of what I want. You just want to toy with me around and shag people, so here you go, go fuck Emmeline or something –"

He grabs my hand again and yanks me back "Emmeline?" his eyes grow big. "That's what you thought..? No. Marlene! I'm not toying with you - I mean it – But if you want us to stop… We'll stop, but I'd … I would be with you if that's what you want. Just with you. Just you… It's all up to you."

And then he leaves.

And its just up to me, it's all on my shoulders: My decision.

Yes or No.

A/N: so this chapter was everything but long, but well it was important and a little cliffhangy.

Next week I have Finals, which are IMPORTANT as hell, so I'll be studying all weekend, I may POSSIBLY update tomorrow or Friday (depends on reviews… hehehehe) anyways, I hope you don't hate me for updating so late, I've just been tired and busy. Anyways, your thoughts?

ALSO! I am currently writing another Sirius/Marlene oneshot.

And I joined another RPG site that is about the Marauders, or you know happens on the Marauders era and I play Marlene, if you are interested to join just send me a message

Anyway.. thoughts?