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My friend and I were talking on skype, and had been for few hours, when suddenly my computer crashed and does not turn back on.

So I send it to the computer-fixing guy and I wait a week. And then he calls and says he hasn't had time ot fix it yet. So I wait a couple days more, and still nothing. And that's when I decide to just start writing on this computer. Which mind you, is sucky because I dont have word and writing long stuff on this thing is hard.

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Chapter 34

Lily Evans, Sirius Black and Marlene McKinnon

Lily Evans

Mary is yawning, Alice is reading and Marlene is silently ripping her toast into million little pieces with her fingers.

I'm half way done with mine when Sirius appears behind Marlene, and he doesn't look pleasent at all.

His eyes that normally are this rather light shade of grey, are darker than I've ever seen them before, his fists are clenched, his eyes narrowed, even his shaggy hair seems dangerous. His whole body seems to be shaking, but at the same time he looks.. calm. And that scares me.

"Marlene." her name leaves his mouth, in such tone that it feels like it's the most disgusting thing he has ever had to say.

Marlene doesn't look up - mind you, I wouldn't look up either, one look into those eyes and I'd be lying dead on the ground.

"Marlene." he says again, in the same tone. "A word." his sentence that normally would probably be a question is just as harsh as the name and it makes it clear to us that it's not a question.

"I don't want to talk to you ." Marlene's voice is careless, unafraid as she sticks a piece of bread into her mouth.

Sirius' eyes narrow further as he opens his mouth to speak again, but gets cut off by Mary who stands up from her seat next to Marlene and turns to Sirius, not looking into his eyes but at the wall behind him.

"Marlene is eating, she's busy Black." she says, her voice weirdly soft but harsh at the same time.

"You're coming with me and talking to me McKinnon." Sirius says, in his vicous cold voice, ignoring Mary.

"All you want to say to me can be said here," Marlene says, her voice a little shakier than before.

"Oh? So you want the whole Hogwarts study to find out just how much of a whore you are?"

His words come like a slap to my face, even though he isn' t even talking about me, I feel like he just reached out and slapped me. I gasp and look over at Sirius.

Marlene finally stands up, her eyes bright with anger, she twirls around and stares at him, her bright blue eyes meeting his dark grey ones.

"Me?" she breathes out. "Me?" she gives away a hollow laugh. "Excuse me but I am not the whore in this relationship!"

Sirius glares down at her, no one else makes a sound, just stare at the pair. "You know," he starts out slowly, "I didn't date you, so I could date a whore."

"It hurts, doesn't it?" She mocks out, a hand on her hip, she seems so strong, but it's obvious to me that her eyes are more glossy than usually and she's shaking all over.

"Knowing that I lost months of my life to be with you? Yes, it does."

Marlene scoffs, a single tear trailing down her cheek. "You may have lost months Sirius, but I lost years of mine!" she leans forward and with one swift movement her palm smacks agains his cheek, leaving a burning red mark.

She turns around to stalk away but he grabs her arm and yanks her back.

"We're over, whore."

Marlene looks at Sirius, shakes her arm loose and then she runs out the Hall and we're all running after her.

- Hunting for Happiness -

Sirius Black

I bury my head further into the pillow, ignoring James and his name calling and nudging and whining.

It's all he's done for the past hour. I don't want to talk. Not to him, not to Remus, not to Peter, not to anyone.

"If he doesn't get up, I'll go and talk to Marlene right now-"

I'm not sure if he ducks or catches the pillow I throw at him, but I hear his sarcastic laughter.

"Oh, real mature Padfoot, throw a pillow at me!"

"What is your problem?" I grunt, burrying my head into the sheets instead, the pillow somewhere on the floor probably.

"My problem? Oh well, let me think, I've been lying in bed for hours, not talking to anyone, I just yelled at my girlfriend and called her a whore infront of the whole Hgowarts study, I just broke up with my girlfriend, I refuse to tell my friends why - No wait! That wasn't me was it? That was you." his voice drips with sarcasm and I force myself to sit up.

"Just shut up." is the only thing I can manage out, forcing myself to look into his eyes.

"If you start talking, I'll shut it."

I glare, but James doesn't move, he crosses his arms and stares at me.

Remus and Peter sit in silence on their beds, not looking at either me or James, but I know they both agree with him.

I groan. "What is it to you?"

"Sirius, just tell me what you did," James rolls his eyes. "So I can walk over to her and make up some stupid excuse and things can go back to nor-"

I finally get strength to cus his sentence short, his first words playing over and over in my head. "What did I do?" I stand up from the bed and James takes a step back. "You've got to be fucking kidding me. It wasn't me that shagged Adam Smethley was it?"

- Hunting For Happiness -

Marlene McKinnon

"Lene! LENE! MARLENE FUCKING MCKINNON!"

Mary is screaming, with Lily and Alice running behind us.

But I dont mind them, I just keep running.

Into the common room, up the stairs, into our bedroom and then into the bathroom and close the door shut. Locking it quickly.

"I'll just alohomora your ass out of there-" Mary threatens as she bangs against the door.

I don't pay her any attention but just slip down, pressing my back against the door.

"Lene," Mary's voice is softening from the otherside of the door.

"Marley, tell us whats wrong," Lily coo's.

"We're here for you sweets," Alice puts in.

I shake my head, even though they can't see it.

"Marlene, what happened?"

I sigh.

"Why did Sirius call you a whore?"

I sigh again, "I'm only going to tell you this story once."

The girls fall silent and I take that as my que to start my storytelling. As much as I dont want to relive everything, its better than to be tortured by them.

I guess...

"I told you Mare, that I was starting to think Sirius cheated on me." I took a break to breath in. "And then he told me that he didn't have time for mne, because he was going out with the boys." I give away a hollow laugh.

"But that wasn't it was it? He came back, looking all... turned on. Effed up. His shirt open, fly open, hair messy, you know the whole package." another hollow laugh and silence from the girls. "And then Rebitch Hallyberry informed someone that she slept with Sirius," I give away a forced shrug even though they can't see it.

"So, he cheated on you?" Lily's the first one to breath out.

"I'll castrate him," promises Mary.

"But, why did he call you a whore?" Alice says, and I know her eyebrows are furrying.

"Well, once I found out.. about him and Rebecca, I .. I went to Adam."

"Ohmymerlin Lene!" Mary chokes up. "I meean, he did deserve it! But shagging Adam-"

"I didn't shag him!" My eyes narrow, "I didn't go that far.."

"Then how far did you go?"

"Far enough," I say simply, my cheeks redding a little. "I have no idea how Sirius found that out. But he did, so that's how it is. End of story."

I hear Mary sigh, "I'm sorry Lene, that's messed up."

I nod - more like bang my head against the door.

"You coming out?" Alice says, her voice soft.

"No."

"We'll let you be," Lily promises. "But please don't drown yourself anywhere, okay?"

I force up a laugh. "Course not."

Not even death would make this better anyway, so what does it matter?

- Hunting For Happiness -

Sirius Black

James' eyes grow big. "What?" he finally manages out, Remus and Peter continue to be silent but I can see their ears perking up.

I shrug.

To be honest I'm not sure what exactly Marlene did with .. him, but her doing anything with him.. is enough.

"Regulus, found me, yesterday." I pronounce each word slowly, not bothering to hide my disgust on my brother.

Regulus' words and his.. smile - it still haunted me.

"What?" James said,

And I sighed;

"Sirius, fancy seeing you here." his voice had greeted me, it only taken one word, how he said my name for me to realize it was him.

I spun around, staring my brother down. He was shorter and younger so it was easier from me to stare him down, than to him to stare me, which made me rather happy.

And as if just to prove my point he looked away.

But his face was graced with a sly smirk. "I've got information for you, something you might want to know.."

My eyes narrowed, eyeing my brother carefully I took a step towards him, he backed away, his back crashing into the wall.

"Information?" I repeated.

"About your .. girlfriend was it? Marlene?"

Just hearing him pronounce her name made my blood boil and beofre I knew it, I was pushing him against a wall, lifting him above from the ground a little.

He squirmed in my arms.

"You have nothing on her do you? You just like to mess with me-"

"Oh, but big brother I do. I do have something on her."

My grip on his shirt tightened.

"Elettika just informed me of something ratther.. humerous. She was told by none other than Veronica Smethley about something that happened between her own brother-Adam-if you don't remember, what happened between him and a girl you might know and call your girlfriend."

I pushed his body against the wall again. "Stop lying to me-"

"I'm not Sirius, I'm not lying." Regulus looked at me, his voice victorious.

My grip on his t-shirt loosened.

"Oh common, you knew this was going to happen, if you didn't fuck this up, she would."

My hands loosened fully and he crashed to the floor.

My brain repeated the words, again and again.

"Sirius?" Regulus' voice was weird, and for a second his hand reached out, as if to touch me, but the pulled back.

He stood up, dusting his pants and then he was gone.

Leaving me behind staring forward.

Minutes passed by and then my leg made contact with the wall.

James stares open mouthed at me when I finish my story.

I can't not roll my eyes at him, but my heart is hammering in my chest and every bone in my body begging me to lay back in bed and just try to forget this ever happened.

"Why?" James finally gatheres enough courrage to ask.

I force my self to shrug. "Who knows? Who fucking cares."

Remus scoffs and talks for the first time. "Other than you, you mean?"

My eyes narrow. "It's over. All of it. Me and her, it was just some stupid fucked up fairytale thought, we all knew this was going to happen in the end, if not her, then me." I sit back on my bed, forcing my voice to me normal.

"We're not talking to her again."

It's childish, but its the only thing I feel we should do.

No one says nothing.

Not even when I go back to bed.

But still I know this discussion is not over.

A/N: Here is hoping for some reviews! It's not really hard, you just have to tell me what you thought! And I'll update real fast :D I also I wrote tons of one shots which would mean a lot to me if you'd chek them out!

B/N: I'd just like to say that she threatend me with Chapter 34 multiple times saying it was going to be bad for me and what-not, but really, it's not.. Actually, it has nothing to do with me! She'll probably do that next chapter... Oh, mio...