Chapter 10
Jeanine's presentation about divergent's scared me so much. If she ever found out I was one I have no idea what she would do. I've been spending a lot of time with her; her tutoring has helped me to learn more about science but also for my feeling towards her. She makes my heart race every time I think about her beautiful blonde hair and her perfect body. I already know how she feels about me, and sometimes I catch her staring at me with this expression of admiration and love and it warms my heart. We were sitting in a science lab with just us; everyone else was at an active workshop. Her royal blue dress is highlighting her curves, making me smile… she catches me staring at her:
"What is it Beatrice?"
"Nothing" I say quickly and nervously.
There is an awkward silence shortly followed by a warm toned question
"Beatrice, do you remember that time in the bathroom where I kissed you after you had your breakdown?"
"Yes, yes of course, how could I forget."
"How badly did you want to kiss me back?"
I didn't expect her to say that. I should answer honestly..
"Very much Jeanine"
She leans forward to kiss me….I can't resist, we kiss so passionately that we knock test tubes off the table making a loud smash. I pull away cautiously looking around. She tells me not to worry and says:
"Are you sure this is what you want?"
"This is what I want, I am not afraid anymore."
This instigates our lust for each other and we continue to make out passionately. I slide my hand down the edge of her body until I reach her waist then I wrap my arm around it and pull her as close as I can, all while we are kissing passionately. The grabs my shirt from the back and slowly pulls it up over my head. She grabs my naked waist and slowly rubs my stomach with her thumbs, sending a tingle trough my whole body. I then fiddle around the back of her dress until I finally fond the zip. I pull it all the way down her back as sensually as I can; I'm trying so desperately not to make this awkward. Her dress falls gracefully off her body, and I stop to just look at her. She says:
"What do you want to do next?"
"Can I touch you?"
She grabs my wrists and pulls my hands towards her breasts; they feel so soft and tender even though they are hidden beneath a lacy black bra. She then caresses my neck with her soft full lips. And works her way down my body until she reaches my stimulated area. It feels so good I have no option but to let out a moan of pleasure. As she eats me out I think back to the first time I saw her smile at me, with her watery grey eyes and perfect jawline. I think I love her. I hope she loves me.
I woke up lying next to her on the floor of the science lab. Her hair was messy and she was having a good dream… she was smiling. I just smiled at her. She started to wake. As she stretched, she saw the time on her watch, jumped up and told me there will be students here in about 10 minutes. We cleaned up as fast as we could and I hurried back to my room. After changing and having something to eat I wandered into the science class I had just slept in and said good morning to the teacher I just slept with.