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It was a beautiful sunny morning and Bonnie inhaled deeply the sweet fragrance of beignets. She crossed the street to Café du Monde and got her beignets and coffee finding a table to enjoy them as in the crowded restaurant.
She bit into the fluffy French doughnut but it tasted like a sponge in her mouth. As she looked up she began to hear heartbeats of the patrons around her – all of the heartbeats. There were so many of them! Rising she sped to the next table and sank her fangs into a blonde man's neck. What was she doing? Oh how his blood tasted so sweet though!
She finished with him and picked another as the guests began to trample one another in attempts to get away. Two patrons tried to stop her. She threw the first one off her like he was a rag doll. The second one she snapped his neck.
"Oh God Bonnie!" Elena gasped as she and Caroline raced towards her.
"Bonnie no!" Caroline cried out. Bonnie wanted to stop – wanted to heed their protests but the blood was just so good. She couldn't get enough of it! She had blood dripping on her clothing now – what a waste! She licked it off her fingers as Caroline and Elena reached her.
"Bonnie, oh Bonnie you never should have come out by yourself!" Caroline worried.
"It's going to be okay – let's get you home," Elena urged. Bonnie snapped Elena's neck and then realizing that Caroline would try the same on her Bonnie beat her to it and she watched her blonde best friend join her brunette one.
She enjoyed the saxophone player next but his blood was a little flat. They had fallen down trying to get away from her and she began sampling anyone she could find to see what blood type she liked best.
"Bonnie!" Kol gasped his face a mask of horror as he took in the carnage she had wrought in his absence. He flashed to her but Bonnie didn't want to see the look of pity in his eyes. She concentrated and soon brought him to his knees with several brain aneurysms.
"Stop Bonnie! You don't want to do this!" Kol growled out through the pain. Bonnie grabbed him with both hands and before she could think about it she threw him and impaled him on a piece of rod iron watching in horror as his skin began to gray. She could hear all of the screaming around her then.
Bonnie bolted upright in bed and it took a moment to realize the screaming was her own. Kol flashed into the room followed by practically everyone else.
"Bonnie what's wrong?" Kol, Elena and Caroline asked. Kol moved to wrap his arms around her but her panic caused her to shove him and flash away. She hadn't ever done so before and so she slammed into the armoire in the corner obliterating it.
"Stay away from me please," Bonnie begged as she looked at her friends.
"Bonnie no one is going to hurt you," Caroline soothed.
"No I will hurt you," Bonnie panicked. She scooted along the wall and found the handle for the French doors. Wanting to avoid any further repairs Elijah used the wall panel to turn the security off for Kol's suite. She opened the door and burst into the courtyard falling over the balcony railing as the others watched in shock. She managed to land on her feet and all three of the brothers were before her a second later.
"You can't hurt us, love, anymore than you could a week ago," Kol tried to comfort her. She needed for him to see how dangerous she was so she concentrated on giving him an aneurysm. She watched his face contort with pain a little but he didn't drop to his knees. Instead he kept advancing on her. She flashed forward intending to knock him back but he easily wrapped his arms around her despite her strong struggle. He held her until the fight went out of her and the tears came.
His embrace became gentle then and he curled her against his chest. She sobbed into his shirt while he rubbed her back.
"You're okay darling," he whispered into her hair as he rubbed her back. Kol jerked as he was suddenly flooded with the images of her nightmare. As he looked around he realized she must be accidentally sharing with everyone as the whole group wore similar expressions. Finally he saw the image of her impaling him.
"Bonnie it's okay," he said gently.
"You keep telling me its okay but it's not!" Bonnie pulled back in his embrace and raised her voice in worry. "I don't know how to be a vampire! I'm a witch! I have a great respect for balance, nature and life. I never wanted to be a creature of death and destruction!" Kol released her as if she had burnt him. Bonnie closed her eyes as she realized how her words must sound.
"I didn't mean it like it sounded," she tried again. Feeling a little defeated and worn she sat down on the side of the fountain. "When I first learned that I was a witch one of the first things I learned once Elena introduced me to vampires was that we were supposed to play for opposite teams. How do you do that when most of the vampires you meet prove that they respect life as much as you do? What if I am the kind of vampire that I was taught to hate?"
"You have to be in a very dark, careless place for that," Kol said. "You're afraid that you'll be like I was when you met me well I'm telling you that you are the light that brought me out of that darkness Bonnie. Your inner light – your desire to give of yourself to help others – is beautiful and bright BonBon and it wasn't extinguished just because my blood now runs through your veins." Kol pulled her back to a standing position.
"Look at the ring on your finger please," Kol said. When she complied he continued, "aside from it being a daylight ring do you know what is special about that ring?"
"It has the Mikaelson crest on it?" Bonnie supplied.
"Yes it's a Mikaelson ring – one of ten rings that my mother made for us – one for each child and one for our mates," Kol brandished his ring and with a look to the others Elijah and Klaus displayed their rings and then Elena stuck hers in.
"You're a member of the Mikaelson family now Bonnie and we protect, honor, love and defend our family – always and forever. That means that I – that we will be right beside you helping you through every problem – real or imagined."
