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The Elder vampire crashed his lips upon Sam's and Sam's eyes went wide with horror. At once Sam tried to close his mouth but Caius dug his fingers in, forcing Sam to open. Sam groaned with pain into the kiss as the nails bit painfully into his face, drawing blood.
Sam whimpered against Caius's grip as he felt the Elder vampire explore his mouth with force. He felt Caius's tongue brush against the roof of his mouth and Sam forced down the feeling of wanting to throw up. Sam was terrified of where this was going-being a tall and honestly intimidating man he had never dealt with something like this before- the experience was new and terrifying and reminiscent of years in the cage he had tried so hard to forget.
Sam felt the vampire's cold demanding lips pressing forcefully on his own and tried to push back. Suddenly Sam felt a painful push against his mind, forgetting the kiss as he felt the Elder Vampire once again penetrating his mind Sam could only struggle uselessly. This time the onslaught was more forceful as Sam was hit by a wave of lust and pleasure radiating from his captive.
Sam tried to fight back. With every ounce of strength he could muster he tried to push Caius out of his mind and suddenly something flashed in front of his eyes. Opening his eyes he stared into the penetrating gaze of the vampire. He seemed to be drowning in the red gleaming eyes of the Elder Vampire. All he could see was a pair of eyes burning holes into his own.
Sam pushed back again, satisfied as he felt the vampire's fury in his own mind. He ignored the blinding pain in his head from fighting the vampire's presence but Sam felt something strange- he seemed to be falling, falling in an abyss of darkness.
Suddenly he was standing in an endless forest of perpetual gloom and overcast skies. Somehow he could feel the Elder Vampire still trying to get in and he kept fighting. Ignoring his surroundings he fought to break out, somehow he was aware that this was one of Caius's memories but he kept his focus on putting barriers and walls in his mind. The memory flickered in front of his eyes but suddenly Sam saw him, he saw Dean standing bloody and dirty but most important of all alive. Sam stopped struggling at once and diverted all his attention to staying in the memory.
He felt the Elder Vampire penetrating deeper into his mind than he had ever done before but Sam didn't care, he let the memory overwhelm him. Somewhere he felt the vampire's kiss soften over his own lips and it became more sensual. Sam didn't care though, every ounce of his being was focused on Dean and the memory.
The memory changed and any remnants of the world left and Sam couldn't feel the Elder vampire's attack on him anymore. Sam frowned as he realized that he was seeing the memory from the perspective of Benny and could feel and hear everything as the vampire did.
He watched from the shadows as Dean easily decapitated a vampire with a pony tail. There was a sickening swishing sound followed by a dull thud as the vamp's body fell limply to the ground.
Dean seemed just as devoid of emotion as the place around him, his face was covered in blood and there was a look of cold rage in his eyes. His was wearing the same clothes that he had when he had killed Dick and his clothing was soiled with dirt and blood.
Before Dean could even draw his blade a vampire came out of nowhere and knocked Dean from his feet causing his blade to go flying from his hand. Benny didn't move, still watching and waiting for the right moment.
Dean tried to reach for his fallen weapon but the vamp was on top of him trying to feed on him like a rabid, sick dog. Just when the vamp was about to bite Dean. Benny ran out of the shadows and intervened, ending up beheading one of his own kind.
He got up and found Dean looking at him with narrowed eyes, they started circling around each other like a pair of predators fighting for their territory. Benny felt his fangs retracting before talking in his slick honey coated voice.
"What, no thanks for saving your hide? "
"Yeah, I won't shove this up your ass." Dean said while raising his blade .
Somewhere Sam's heart was beating frantically in his chest on hearing his brother's voice for the first time in months and he returned to the memory.
"I got something you need." Benny said in a cold tone, both still circling each other.
"Yeah, and what's that?" Dean's gruff voice replied.
"Way out."
The memory flashed in front of his eyes as his head burst in pain, but he wanted to see, he had to see, he wanted to see his brother again. So he gave himself up completely to the Elder vampire, mind relinquishing its control. Somewhere he was vaguely aware of the Elder Vampire chuckling in his head in satisfaction, he could feel his lips being licked and caressed but he didn't care anymore. He wanted to go back, back to the memory and so he did and happiness enveloped him. He wasn't sure if it was from him on seeing Dean alive or from the Elder vampire. Sam found that he didn't care as he once more willed his pained mind to focus on the memory.
"You're either in or you're out." Benny said to Dean who seemed incredulous.
"So you just want to guide me out of Purgatory out of the goodness of your undead heart?"
Dean said mockingly.
"What's in it for you?"
"I'm hoppin' a ride." Benny answered in his honey coated voice.
"What?" Dean asked confused.
"It's a human portal jackass, only humans can pass through. I show you the door, you hump my soul to the other side."
"How do I know this isn't a setup? How do I know that I'm not gonna end like your friend over there?" Dean said motioning to the vampire that Benny had killed.
"He WAS my friend, but now you are." Benny answered.
After some deliberation, Dean nodded.
"Alright, but first we find the angel and then we hitch a ride out of here and one wrong move, I will make sure you end up like your friend."
"Fair enough." Benny nodded.
Sam felt himself being pulled out of the memory and he was aware of the Elder Vampire drawing away from his mind also. Sam came back to the present and he felt the familiar sensation of the Vampire's departure, as if a bond had been broken.
Sam felt all his energy and strength drain out of him. He went limp against the Elder Vampire's hold. He would have slumped against the wall but Caius pulled Sam towards himself so that Sam was leaning entirely on Caius with his chin resting on the Elder Vampire's shoulder. He was panting and gasping for breath, he didn't know for how long he had been in a lip lock with the Elder Vampire and he felt ashamed and disgusted with himself.
Sam shuddered as he felt his swollen lips, his head was splitting with pain and Sam fought to stay awake. Despite what Caius had done to him, Sam felt happy - he felt happy that Dean was alive and Dean was getting out of that horrible place. The joy manifested itself in tears of happiness that rolled down his face and dripped from his chin onto the Elder Vampire's jacket.
He felt Caius slide one arm around his waist and the Elder vampire started stroking the back of Sam's head with his other hand.
"Shh, it's alright Samuel, you can cry." Caius crooned in Sam's ear.
Sam felt disgusted at being petted like a dog, he tried to pull away but ended up clutching at Caius's collar for support when his body couldn't support him.
"You told me he was dead, why did you do that?" Sam huffed out.
Caius stopped stroking him and drew him away against the wall, he then leaned in close and whispered into Sam's ear sending chills down Sam's spine. The sensation felt more than familiar now but was no less disturbing.
"Because Samuel, sadness and grief are the keys to true happiness."
Sam looked wearily back into the vampire's eyes, confused.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
The vampire pulled him back again and resumed his petting.
"Stop, stop doing that." Sam said weakly, he felt pathetic because of how incapacitated he was and he tried to struggle against the vampire's hold.
"Samuel I wanted to relish on your happiness, I wanted to feed on your felicity."
Caius said ignoring Sam's pleas as he continued to run his fingers through Sam's hair.
"And Samuel, when you gave yourself up to me-"
The vampire's eyes rolled in pleasure as he recalled the moment.
"OH what an exquisite feeling. I will be trying that again." Caius looked at Sam with a lustful leer.
"No!" Sam panted but his weak struggles were futile. He couldn't take the blinding pain in his head anymore, he knew that sooner or later he would drift into unconsciousness. Fear of what the vampire would do to him kept him from passing out at the moment.
"Samuel, the happiness and relief that I felt from you when you first looked at your brother's face, that was what I was craving. It is what I have been desiring since the first time I entered your mind."
"Our deal was until my brother gets back." Sam rasped in a weak voice, he was still clutching the vampire's collar trying to pull away.
The vampire paused in his gentle ministrations to Sam's head to look down at Sam.
"Yes, that is correct Samuel and I do intend to keep my word. However, that does not mean that I can not have you after you and your brother have reunited."
Sam's heart thudded loudly in his chest, he hadn't thought that far, not even once. The thought of this freaky vampire near Dean scared him more than he was scared for himself.
Sam groaned as the pain became unbearable and he scrunched his eyes, he felt Caius stiffen and in an instant Sam felt the soft bed underneath him. The contact broken altogether, Sam felt his body relax and any energy he had left seeped out of him. Eyes slipping shut, he felt his body shutting down. He was vaguely aware of the Elder Vampire whispering something in his ear as the world glided away from him.
TBC
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