Chapter 4
"Where are you going?" Yukios chilling voice made Rin stop dead on his way out of the classroom.
"I'm just going back to the dorm." Rin answered trying not to hide his fear.
"Didn't we have an agreement for you to stay behind? Or do you want me to take the diskussion before the entire class?" Yukio pushed his glasses back, and walked towards the frozen teen.
"What do I have to do.." He said, it wasn't a question, not the way he had said it. Rin laughed putting his hand around the back of his head in a calming way. Yukio took his arm, dragged Rin close to his body and whispered.
"You have got to understand the pressure you're under." His breath felt hot against Rins sensitive earshell, and he shuddered from part pleasure and fear. He let Yukio drag him to the blackboard.
"Do you even know, what I was teaching today?" He pointed at the notes carefully written down, and Rin shot back finally freeing himself of his brothers tight grip.
"Yeah, I'm not an idiot." he said, trying to remember something, anything from the lecture. Yukio sighed, reading the obvious confusion in Rins blue eyes. Rin pushed Yukio down on his rocky teachers chair.
"Don't be so tense Yukio, it is bad for you." He held Yukio there, as the teen tried to struggle.
"Seriosly Yukio. You're all tense." Finally Yukio stopped struggling, knowing it was impossible to outpower his older brother.
"I don't want you to die." Yukio said, hoping the words would strike something in Rin. Rins hands were on Yukios shoulders, stroking the tense muscles underneath.
"You worry too much." Rin mumbled leaning in. Yukios breath hitched, was he going to kiss him? A small blush rode high on his cheekbones. Rins eyes were half closed, making his expression one of a dreamy state.
"Rin?" Yukio whispered half wishing for his brother to close the distance between them, too fearful to close the distance himself.
"I'll help you relax" Rin whispered in Yukios ear, leaning back again, while pushing Yukios big exorcist coat of.
"You need to get rid of this." Yukio let him, trying to ignore the frantic beating of his heart.
~I want him like this. Rin thought pushing Yukio back when he made a move to get up. An almost all consuming wave of desire coursed though his veins by the action. Rin wanted this, taking this control and doing what he wanted - almost anyway -, with Yukio as a passive, no submissive recipient.
"I want to help you relax" He said again going for Yukios shirts buttons.
"Please don't" Yukio whispered, he had almost no breath left, when Rins hands roamed around his upper body. He needed to uphold just a small amount of control. Rin straddled his brother from the front. Rin leaned forward grapping his brothers shoulders.
"How is this relaxing?" Yukio asked.
~Does he sound breathless? I want that, I love that! Yes Yukio, I'm doing this to you. Rin thought caressing his brothers shoulder.
"I'm giving you a massage." Rin said relishing the feeling of Yukio giving in and leaning towards him, slightly more relaxing. He felt Yukios hands lock around his waist. Rin squeezed softly on Yukios shoulders, making Yukio groan into his shoulder.
"This isn't how you do it." Yukio moaned breathless. Rin leaned back, sure his brother would catch him. He looked at Yukio with a small dissatisfied frown.
"Don't you want me to help you anymore?" he asked head tilted tothe side, looking at his little brother. Yukios eyes shone like he had a fever, his face flushed and glasses slightly tilted. He looked ready for a kiss. Rin leaned forward, just one kiss. He would tell his brother, that he fell, that he never would want this.
"What are you doing?" Shimas voice cut through the haze around the brothers. They jumped, Rin fell ass first to the floor and Yukio flew up putting back on his discarded exorcist coat. Rin stood up, rubbing his sensitive behind trying not to cry from the sudden pain bursting through his body.
"Shima, next time KNOCK" He groaned giving Shima an annoyed look. Shima looked from one twin to the other, still not fully comprehending the scene he had walked in on. Both teens leaning towards eachother, eyes blissfully closed, Rin on top of his Sensei preparing for... Shimas brain halted, what had they been doing? They couldn't have been about to kiss?
"Rin tried to give me a massage." Yukio explained, his expression grim.
"But thats not" Shima frowned and said, Yukio cut him of.
"Yes, I know, I tried telling him that, but like everything else I say.." Yukio sighed heavily pressing his glasses back, letting Shima think the rest.
~Yukio that's unfair! Rin thought.
"He's an idiot." Yukio finished, Shima laughed. Crunching down to a ball from cramps of laughter. He turned around leaving the brothers laughing loudly all the way down the hall.
"Look what you did!" Yukio whispered angrily. He closed his exorcist in a swift motion walking towards the door. Then Rin was all alone.
~Did I just fuck everything up? Rin thought to himself. He feared Yukio had noticed that he wanted to do those thing for a completely different reason.
Authors notes: This was pretty intense. Of course it could have been much worse, why do I keep stalling. They could be together, but such is the story.
I do not own ao no exorcist (blue exorcist) or any of the franchise.