Authors notes: Finally another chapter. enjoy.

Chapter 5

Yukio tried not to show his worry. How could his brother survive, when there were so many against him? He wanted to help him, wanted to be the one to protect. This was what he had become an exorcist for after all. He felt like that helpless kid again, tears welling in his eyes, unable to help himself and looking at his older brother fighting off the terrors. It had not been like this for years, he had trained, had already mastered two of the masters, and he had influence. Was he afraid? Of course, how could he not be. There were no point in hiding it, the demon presenting himself whenever Rin drew his sword was anything but human. He hadn't yet given in, but it was there lurking between them, and that was the moment he feared. He puched the wall, and unlike whenever Rin did it, the wall didn't move under the force, pain shooting up his arm spreading through him like lightening. He folded into himself. If only he could be stronger, like Rin, he could protect them both, everybody. It wouldn't be long before Rin revealed his true nature, risking his life and everything Yukio had tried to protect. Rin didn't seem worried at all.

Rin slept in his bed on the other side of the room. Yukio went to him smiling. Rins face was relaxed, his mouth slightly open, and his tail was wrapped tightly around his muscular left thigh. He softly grazed his brothers perfect skin, letting his fingers touch from cheekbone to chin. Rin groaned and turned towards his brother without waking up. Yukio smiled. There was probably no way of waking him up /span~emIf I could I would take your burden away/em. He leaned forward feeling Rins steady hot breath on his throat. Yukio placed a chaste kiss on his brothers forehead, trying to content himself with the small gesture. Since the strange happening in the classroom he hadn't been able to rid himself of the thought of Rin. His body had been aching for something to happen, but he had denied himself any sight of Rin, until now.
"Yuu.." Rin sighed. Yukio stiffened, had he gone to far already? He hadn't even really done anything. Would Rin wake up to see him like this? He felt a flush creep up from his neck, making him feel hot. Rin didn't wake up. Maybe just once, he said to himself looking at his sleeping brothers lips. He had wanted Rin to kiss him, and he hadn't. But they had been interrupted, there was no telling, what could have happened if Shima hadn't caught them. br /~emI need to know/em. He thought, grazing his brothers lips with his own in a butterfly kiss on the lips. Rins slightly parted mouth invited for more. Heated excitement ran through Yukio as he leaned forward once more.
~ He is probably going to wake up now. I won't have any excuses to give him.
"I'm sorry nii-san", he whispered once more claiming his brothers lips, letting his tongue slip inside the hot cavern of his twins mouth. Rin groaned into Yukios mouth, and he felt something tighten around his waist. Rins tail had wrapped itself around his waist slowly tugging him into the bed. Yukio smiled sadly, wanting to be with his brother, even though Rin probably wished for it to be someone else. Could he be his brothers subconscious substitute? Was it Shiemi, Rin wanted by his side? Yukio grinded his teeth slowly getting into the bed with his brother. Rins arms curled around him, his fingers digging into Yukios t-shirt dragging him closer. He felt Rins hardness press against his hip and flinched. Hadn't Rin satisfied himself as they had discussed? As he had suggested Rin needed to do in order to subdue his demonic flames? He let a hand slide down between them, lightly touching it. Heat coiled in his belly, as he felt a twinge of desire. Rin let out a strangled moan and bucked his hips against Yukios hand.
"You want this nii-san?" Yukio asked, squeezing his brothers rock hard length.
"Yuuu…kio" Rin moaned a fresh red flushed his cheeks. His eyes still closed and relaxed from sleep. He stiffened, Rin hadn't woken up, and he had no right to be touching him like this, forcing himself on Rin. He let go of his brother trying to get up from the bed. It was impossible to get up, Rins tail had been firmly wrapped around him, and he would definetly wake Rin up, if he tried to shrug it off. Could Rin really be dreaming about them. Perhaps he wanted this. Yukio wrapped his hand around Rins member, Rin sighing.
~What am I doing? Yukio thought stroking the hot flesh. He had put his hands under Rins underwear, nothing between him and his brother. He was big, Yukio thought, relishing the feeling. Behind the lust guilt ate at him. He wrapped his other hand around his own member, thankful for being evenly good with his hands. He needed to be, in order to properly wield two guns at the same time. Yes, Rins definitely felt bigger. He thought absentmindedly He wasn't as hard as his brother, but it wouldn't take long for him to correct. He squeezed both at the same time, wanting to feel what his brother felt. He groaned. It was hard to do this movement. Rin moved his hips in a hurried motion.
"Yes nii-san, you want this". Yukio whispered kissing his brothers cheek. He held the pressure anound his brothers hard lenght, but let his brother move at his own pace, basically masturbating in Yukios hand. Yukio twisted his hand in a way that almost always made him come, pleasure filling almost every cell in his being. The tip of Rins member became wet, and he smiled. Of course his brother would like the same things. He wanted to give him more pleasure, licking his lips. He moved his hand, wondering how Rins lips would feel around the head of his erection. He strangled a moan, biting har on his lower lip, to refrain from any sound.
~come for me nii-san, if you love me. Yukio closed his eyes and felt his brothers member thicken. He made a strangeled moan, and bucked his lips, releasing all over Yukios hand and his boxers. Allmost painfully erect, Yukio relased himself from Rins tight grip. At any moment Rin would wake up, and even though he wanted Rin to touch him, like he had touched Rin. He untangled himself from Rins insistent tail, darting towards the bathroom. He didn't dare to look back.

He closed the door to the bathroom, sitting down on the cold tiles. On his fingers were the evidence of his deeds. Even if Rin didn't know, how Yukio had violated him, the fluid on Yukios fingers told the story. The sticky white fluid stuck to his fingers. He moved his other hand down, finally freeing his straining erection from the confines of his briefs. He was close, it had felt like a wildfire ready to consume him, but he had held back, knowing he hadn't been able to hide anything if he came besides his brother. He closed his hand around the hard erection, slowly pumping it, shame making it almost impossible to breathe. He slid a finger into his mouth, tasting his brother, sucking his brothers cum from his fingers, while working his member faster and faster.
"Nii-san" he groaned out his release, shaking from the sheer power of the feelings overflowing him. He didn't want this. He didn't want his brother like this. He couldn't.