Hope you had a happy new year. Thanks for the feedback. Now it's time for Renee's POV. Will she remember anything from what happened? Will Bella be able to pretend everything is normal? Tell me what you think.
Renee POV
I was so groggy when I came to, my head was pounding; I don't think I've felt like this since Spring Break '95. I had such strange dreams, I couldn't make sense out of any of them and I was almost always naked; not sure what a therapist would say about that. The last dream I remembered felt so real, I was in a barn with Bella and she was standing behind a stack of hay, she looked so afraid. Of me? The next thing I knew she was being slammed into the wall and ceiling naked. Was I doing this to her? This was more disturbing than the dream before where I was naked and covered in someone's blood; I could see myself in a mirror or reflective surface, I looked so evil.
I wasn't sure what time it was but the sun was shining in. Fuck that burned! I thought I heard someone come into the room saying something like: "Stay in bed." There was a glass of water and Advil on the night stand. Bella must have been taking care of me, I felt bad because the last thing I remembered that wasn't a dream was leaving her all alone while I went to buy chaps. I felt like such a creep, an unfit parent. I stretched and got out of bed, beads of sweat dripping down my face, I needed to get cool so I splashed the glass of water in my face. I got dressed just as Bella entered carrying a tray of food.
"Uhh..." The poor thing, she must have been looking after me for days. She turned her head away from my half naked body, not sure why it's not like it was nothing she'd seen before.
"Thanks, Bells," I took the tray from her and she still had her head turned away.
"Are you feeling ok?" She asked sheepishly.
"Yes," I smiled, "How long have I..."
"Couple weeks," she answered bluntly. "Doctor came by when you weren't responding."
This news scared me, "I wasn't responding?"
"It was like you were knocked out. You were burning up."
"And you looked after me?" I hugged her tightly, she gave me a pat on the back, but acted like she wanted to slink away. "Oh, I'm probably contagious! Do they know what I had?"
Once I got off her she backed slowly to the door with this guilty smile, "Really rare virus she said but you should be fine. Just take it easy." She disappeared out into the hallway, I wish I knew what was up with her.
I struggled to go about my day, I went outside when I saw our neighbour Esme. Our conversation didn't last long, she acted pretty indifferent, she showed concern about my health but then just walked away when I invited her inside. Even going into town I made people uneasy but I couldn't for the life of me figure out what it was. I felt like I had been awakened in a new deminsion like the Twilight Zone.
I fixed something for dinner, I heard Bella rushing downstairs, I managed to catch her before heading out with her coat on. "Hey, where are you going?"
"Oh...I have a date," she laughed nervously.
"Oh. Want to do something later?"
"I'm going to be kind of late. I'll be back for curfew but I have homework I need to catch up on," it was adorable when she stressed over mundane things; she was much more responsible than I was at her age, I didn't even mind she was seeing someone. I offered her food to go but she declined. There was a change in her but I didn't know what it was, I didn't think about her therapist at that time, she seemed a lot better than she was back in Pheniox.
"Tomorrow?" I asked.
"Yeah," she nodded. "Tomorrow. Maybe we can check out that new Gilmore Girls on Netflix." She closed the door behind her before I could say another word. Something had to be up with her because I knew she hated Gilmore Girls.
So was there left for me to do for the rest of the evening? Cleaning? Nah. As much as I didn't want to I guess I should get a start on that book of mine that I promised to get started on 9 weeks ago. Bella was going to help me bit there was no harm in attempting to write about my glory days, I might bad mouth a couple people but that's show business. I went up into my bedroom with my dinner and turned on the monitor. Funny, it looked like someone had already started to work on it.
Bella's POV
Emmett picked me up in his dad's truck, this was a night I really wasn't planning on, certainly not after what happened. Esme did say she tried to erase everyone's memory on what transpired, me flying through the air naked mainly but she decided not to use it on Alice and Jessica, probably not as a reminder that the curse in Dark Hollow was real but instead an 'I told you so'.
She must have gotten Emmett after I took Renee home; she was so delirious that I wasn't sure I was strong enough for her to lean on me especially walking inside the house. I knew I would never be able to tell her what happened, it could scar her and me for life. Some images I could not get out of my head, like Renee's tasty ass on the table, I still couldn't believe I did that; I guess you are what you eat. Maybe one day I'll be able to laugh about the whole thing.
"Bella, something wrong?"
"Huh?"
"You sort of zoned out there," laughed Emmett. We were on the road a good 15 minutes, I think he was taking me to a movie but I couldn't really remember. Sure enough we were and I couldn't even remember what the name of it was. We held hands which I felt sort of cheesy doing when I'm sitting down with a large bag of popcorn in my lap. The movie was extremely hard to follow nut there was this woman that reminded me so much of Renee and another like Esme, they were both femme fatales pulling off some con. The Renee character had this assistant, a young girl that I thought was her daughter the way they carried on similar to that movie Heartbreakers with Jennifer Love Hewitt. An hour into this movie and they were kissing and groping. I made a safe assumption that they weren't really mother and daughter, if not this would surely make the audience uncomfortable.
I felt a little strange when the young girl took control and had the older woman on her back as they made out on top of the messy desk; I stupidly wondered who was going to clean all of that up. I could feel my heart pounding as I watched this action closely. That's when I looked over to see Emmett, he leaned over and kissed me, maybe he was liking the scene more than I was; some guys do like watching two women, it was hot I had to admit. His kissing needed some work but it was ok I guess. Once we were back in his truck we just sat there in the parking lot.
"That was...a hot movie, huh?" Not sure why I asked this so weird or at all.
"Yeah. It's weird because I thought they were mother and daughter."
I was relieved to hear that, "You too?"
"Still not bad though," he laughed.
I bit my lip, I didn't know why I wanted to know this but I asked anyway, "Do you think it would've been hotter if they were mother and daughter?"
He looked shocked, maybe even appalled but he laughed even though it wasn't a joke. I laughed along with him, there was no way he'd think I was serious. "That's a pretty dark and twisted fantasy, Bella."
"Well, I'm a pretty dark and twisted person," I chuckled. "In fact, you might even call me kind of sick."
We actually went back and forth like this for a while, he'd ask me more about this dark fantasy jokingly. "You and Renee?"
"All night long," I'd reply with a michevious smile.
We both laughed, "Three way?" He suggested.
I shook my head, "No she's all mine." He laughed and that's when I got serious and lost the smile, "But seriously, she's mine." His face dropped but then I smiled again, really fooling him.
"What would you do to her?" He raised an eyebrow.
"Suck on those titties!" I declared. I knew this talk must've made him hard, he was totally into it. "I for sure would make out with her and grope her."
"Yeah, slap that ass!" He laughed.
"Ooh, I'd do better. I'd get her to lie on the kitchen table with her bare ass in the air. Maple syrup on those buns of hers and lick them clean!" I grinned so big, it had to be a huge turn on to hear a girl like me tall this way. But all he did was stare at me like I was crazy which scared me, did I go too far? Why did I open my big mouth about this? Did I really want to vent about it that badly?
He shook his head slightly and said, "Wow, you have to be the coolest girl I ever met. You have some naughty ideas don't you?"
"Told you so." We both laughed about my creepy and arousing fantasy. "So you don't think I'm weird or crazy?"
"Oh I do. You are without a doubt the craziest and weirdest girl I ever met and that's awesome!" I was glad to hear this, I thought I finally found someone I connect with.
ZIP!
I look down and see his throbbing cock springing out of his pants. My eyes practically bulged out of their sockets. He wanted me to touch it but I was in no mood for this. I kiss on the first date and then he thinks I want to suck him off? I was still a virgin and it was at that moment I realized I'd like to keep it that way.
I argued with him to take me home which he finally agreed to. I couldn't even look at him on the drive back and he kept apologizing but I just did what I could to drown out his squawking. I wondered what Renee was even doing right now. That's what I should have done all along, she'd been through so much and I bailed on her; I felt so selfish. I could be at home sitting in her lap with her arms around me. Her warmth breath on my neck and her lips touching mine...her tongue down my throat...I missed it more than I thought. I didn't feel sick thinking back anymore, no guilt just this warmth and tingling all over my body. I didn't want help, therapy for my traumatic experience I just wanted that sexy woman waiting at home for me.
Renee's POV
I could feel my stomach churn as I scrolled down each page typed. What on Earth was this? This was insane! So perverse! Did I really write this about my own daughter? It made sense now why I was getting the cold shoulder. I was a monster. Poor Bella. If I ever did any of the things I did or made her do to me, I don't think I could live with myself. I should be locked up or Bella should live with her father, just as far from me as humanly possible...
A knock startled me. There was Bella, back from her date, my door wide open. I had to act normal. "Hi, honey. Back so soon?"
"Yeah...Did you wanna Netflix?"
"Really?"
She smiled rather deviously, I didn't know what that could possibly mean. "Anything for you..."
It seems the tables have turned. Has Bella really lost it this time? Please leave a review, I like hearing from you guys!
