Authors notes: I think the episode in chapter 7 is going to create all new scenes, they finally have lost their restraints.

Chapter 9

Yukio had just put on a loose t-shirt, when Rin finally came back. He opened the door slowly, and let it slide back with a small knock when i fell into place.

"Yuki?" he asked loking up at the taller twin with big sad blue eyes.

"Yes nii-san?" Yukio sighed pushing back his glasses. He sat down at the bed and padded the place by his side. Rin sat down, the small towel getting loose and made Yukio able to watch Rins smooth skin all the way down to his crotch. He pried his eyes away, fixating on Rins hand. He took it and kissed his brothers rough knuckles.

"I know this can't happen again" Yukio said, Rin looked at him with a frown.

"But I want to. I want to do it again, and again and.." Rins let his voice trail away, as he leaned forward and nibbled his brothers earlobe.

"No one will ever have to know." his desperate words and stimulation made Yukios ears red, and he felt hot. Did it really have to be this hard to say no? The dark pit in his stomach grew, making his hands cold from sweat. He let go of his brothers hand and turned away, making the small caress stop.

~Why do I want this so bad? Yukio looked at his brothers dissapointed look, his pointed ears pressing down on his head.

~Please get mad nii-san, it'll make everything easier. Yukio faked anger, trying to fool Rin, to make him believe he didn't want this just as much.

"I did what I had to." Yukio started calmly, watching Rins concerned expression change, confusion, confused anger, back to tenderness.

"How else am I going to make sure you can control yourself, if you don't get release regulary?" the lie was thick in his mouth, and he wondered if it sounded as crazy to Rin as it did him. Rin stood up, horror and shock evident on his face, fresh tears spilling on his flawless face.

~No, no, no. Don't cry, please don't, I love you, I want you, I don't care if it is wrong. Yukio thought looking away, ashamed of his feelings, and embarrassed that he had not been able to control himself. He deserved this empty pit in his stomach. He needed Rin to touch him, to let Yukio touch. How did everything get messed up like this.

"Don't say this." Rin finally whispered. Yukio turned around, Rin stood in front of him, towel on the floor, gloriously naked.

"Don't say what?" If his insides hadn't been broken to pieces, Yukio could have felt some semblance of pride in his theatrics.

"That you don't want me, Yukio." he grabbed Yukios hand placing it on his hardening member.

"We're one. And no one could ever do, what you do to me." Yukio forced his hand away, Rin closed his eyes in defeat, unshed tears clinging to his long lashes. The facade cracked.

"Rin, don't cry." he swiped away his brothers tears with a gentle touch, pressing his brother into his body. He placed a chaste kiss on his brothers lips.

"Why don't you care about, how this will look?" he asked, sadness coating his every word. He let his hands draw lazy patterns on his brothers naked back.

"I do, but they don't have to know." Rin let his tongue roam inside Yukios open mouth. Yukio groaned into his mouth, battling Rins tongue with his own for the upper hand.

"Do you want to fuck me... Yuki?" Rin purred licking at the base of his brothers neck. Yukio sighed from contentment, god yes how he wanted to bury himself to the hilt in his brothers ass.

"Yes, but I'm not sure my body is ready." the admission making Rin kiss him even harder, scraping his sharp teeth against the smooth hot skin of Yukios upper body. Yukio pushed himself against Rin and the incredible feeling, it seemed only his brother could invoke in him, seeped through his skin. He let a hand slide down Rins hot body and pressed an openmouthed kiss on his shoulder. The skin tasted hot, sweet and just a little wet, from his shower. He wanted to bury his head there pounding Rin beneath him. He needed it, even if it would hurt.

"I want to feel you around me." Yukio groaned, already consumed by his desires. Rin smiled and pushed Yukio on his back. The pain shooting through him, felt almost paralyzing. Rin planted a soft kiss on Yukios cheek.

"I'm sorry for the pain, Yuki.." He sighed. His hot breath sizzeling his hot cheeks. He was sexy, when he was apologizing. Yukio thought. Rin took Yukios hand, and started sucking on his fingers.

"Rin-san." Yukio moaned, feeling the sucking movement at his sensitive fingertips resonate all the way down to his hardening dick. He grinded his older brother, who had straddled him completely naked.

"We need to take of the boxers." Yukio groaned, kissing his brothers cheek. Rin nodded and took out Yukios thoroughly lubricated fingers.

"I need to feel you inside me." He purred, leading Yukios fingers towards his tight ass. Yukio let a wet finger circle around Rin hole teasing. Rin let out a strangled moan, pressing Yukios boxers down, setting free his now fully erect member.

"You're so big." Rin purred grapping Yukios erection, just as Yukio decided to slip a finger in. Rin closed his eyes, the discomfort clear as he squeezed Yukios erection harder, than what was pleasant. Yukio found the pain a turn on. He wanted Rin to feel the pain, but he wanted him to feel the indescripable pleasure also. He let his finger softly rotate in cirkles, pressing against his brothers inner walls. Rin let out a surprised jelp, as Yukio finally found the spot.

"Yuki, please... please do it again" Rin pleaded looking down on his brothers face Yukio had a look of concentration on his face, as if hitting that spot was difficult. Rin felt it stroke again followed by pain, as Yukio worked in another finger. He gulped, looking at Yukios member. He squeezed it, working his hand slowly up and down, as he tried imagining it rammed up inside his hole. It was too big. He held back a small scream, biting hard on his lower lip, as Yukio stretched his fingers in a scissoring motion, streching Rins insides.

"Yuki, Yuki, I.. I can't" Rin moaned, bucking his hips in an involuntary movement as Yukio hit that same spot again. The smile grazing Yukios lips was both erotic and selfsatisfied.

"You have to suck on my dick. If you want to feel better than me after" Yukios words sent shivers of regret mixed with lust down Rins spine. Yukio had asked him to lube his dick up, but the pleasure had made it impossible to hold back, like Yukio did now. Rin lowered his head, twisting around so that his ass was placed over Yukios head and he could focus on Yukios member.

"Nii-san" the strangled moan vibrated through Yukios body, as Rin closed his mouth over the head of Yukios erection. Yukio worked in another finger and Rin Sucked in even more of Yukios dick, determined to go through with it. Yukio had suffered because of him, and this was a way of paying him back. When it finally didn't hurt as much, Rin felt Yukio pull out his fingers. Horrified he aready missed the feeling of Yukio filling him up, giving him intense pleasure, along with the pain of being stretched. He stopped working on Yukios dick, looking back at his brother, ready to complain about the sudden absence of stimulation. Then he felt it, Yukios tongue carefully touching his hole. Rin made a strangled moan and Yukio hummed underneath him.

"You taste so good, nii-san" Yukio purred, his words sent at tingling sensation straight to Rins hard erection, making it twitch. Yukio laughed, it was so unlike him. Rin let his attention seek back to Yukios dick, trying to ignore the sensations. Yukio smiled at Rins flustered face. He had been fantasizing about this for so long. A slender hand caressed Rins balls, as he continued his assault on Rins ass with his tongue, trying to push it in. Rin groaned and Yukio took the clue releasing his brothers ass to continue licking and stroking his dick. It didn't take long before Rin came. His seed squirted out on Yukios cheek and chest.

"Nii-san, turn around." Yukio whispered. Rin obeyed and turned around, his eyes almost black from passion, his cheeks flushed. Yukio let a finger slide into Rins cum and put it in his mouth, sucking on it while keeping their eyes fixed on eachother.

"Yukio." Rin moaned, and as Yukio had expected his dick reacted.

"Please put it in me" Rin asked, his eyes pleading and fresh tears formed on his eyelashes. Yukio smiled and slid his fingers into his brothers cum, not licking it up, but instead inserting his finger in hi brothers tight hole, thouroughly lubricating it with Rins cum and his spit.

"I'm putting it in" Yukio said as he slowly worked it inside Rin. Rin held back pained cries, as he thought even three fingers hadn't been enough to prepare him for this. Yukio stopped, letting the smaller get used to the feeeling. sweat broke out on his forehead as he held back. Rin started moving, and Yukio felt relieved. Rin obviously liked it, and moving like that was much easier, since moving his hips to much hurt him. Yukio groaned grabbing jis brothers but, guiding him in making the best friction.

"God, Rin, this.. this.. god Rin.." Yukio mumbled incoherently, as he let himself get swallowed by the passion between them.

"Yuki.. Yuki, you are so big.. big. ngaaah. Yuki!" Rin answered, grabbing Yukios right hand.

"Please Yuki, pleeeeaaaasss...please" Rin moaned, Yukio complied stroking Rins member in the same rythm as Rin had. He bit hard on his lower lip, determined to make Rin release again, before he succumbed to the pulsating feeling in his groin.

"Please cum nii-san" Yukio moaned, unable to hold back anymore