A/N: What up guys I'm back from GA and I enjoyed myself [somewhat I'll vent on twitter about that] I never missed a beat chapters were still being dropped, I would have dropped one early this morning but I just wanted to get my Z's in I only got 12 hours of sleep in total while I was away [Zini bad I know] I stayed up the whole way going and the whole way coming home. Anyway enough about my travel adventures. I really don't know what to type for this but….

It hit me that I'd do a flashback from TJ's POV as a baby at home with his parents Mercedes and Tank this shall be interesting.

Y'all ready? Let's Go! Words like 1715.

TJ's POV

I pooped in my diaper! Mommy send in that ugly man to come in here and change me!

"WAAAAAHHHH! WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!"

"Tank can you please change TJ's diaper!"

"Why I got to change his diaper? Why can't you do that shit? I'm tired."

"Tired of doing what?! Tank I rarely ask you to do anything for TJ. I thought that you seeing me struggle to raise our son as a single parent you'd want to help me."

"Single parent? Bitch your ass isn't a single parent I'm here." I heard daddy say as he walked into my room looking for the diapers.

Yes she is! I only see mommy! Not your ugly self! "WAAAAAHHHH! WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!" I NEED MY DIAPER CHANGED!

"Fine! I'll change his little dirty ass diaper. This motherfucker better not had shitted."

I did. "WAAAAAHHHH! WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!"

"'Cedes where are the damn diapers?! You can't find shit in this room! You know where the diapers are Tank Junior?" My name isn't Tank Junior big head it's Thaddeus Joshua only you don't know. "Nah, you wouldn't know."

"Tank what do you want?"

"Where in the fuck are the damn diapers?"

She rolled her eyes. "Tank first off do not curse in front of my son."

"There you go with that single mother shit I'm here aren't I? My son? Bitch he my son too. Fuck you think you did have sex with yourself."

"Whatever Tank." She went over to the dresser that clearly had my diapers on it and handed him one. "Here is the diaper Tank."

"Why didn't you call me daddy?" You fool! Why she gotta call you daddy my first words gonna be mama "He is my son right?"

"Why kind of question is that?! Tank you….look I'm going to go finish preparing dinner. I'll be back to check on you."

Mommy left the room and now it's me and this fool. "I'm your daddy." So! What did my mommy see in you? "Let's see what you got for daddy here." I think you should be calling yourself Tank stupid. He removed my diaper and right here was a messy pile of poop. "'Cedes TJ shitted! Ugh it stinks! What are you feeding him?" Thaddeus Joshua Evans-Jones only drinks the best and that's mommy's milk!

"Breast milk Tank!" She yelled from wherever she was.

"Well you need to stop it. Ugh smells like a grown ass man. At least he didn't…" He leaned over me and his face was right in the perfect position for me to pee on him. "He pissed on me! You motherfucker!"

"Hey! What did I tell you Tank stop cursing in front of TJ?! He hears those words and more than likely he's going to say them at some point and time." Yup! You right mommy. I will.

"He won't remember that shit! Look at him. He don't understand nothing." Lies all lies I understand that mommy wants my daddy to be this Sam guy. She even showed me a picture of him. HA! Stupid! "Are you going to change his diaper 'cause I got to go."

"Go where Tank?! I thought you were going to stay for dinner! I done slaved over that hot oven and stove cooked your favorite meal and all of that for you to up and leave?"

"Yeah, I'm going to go meet up with Rick, Lucky and them besides I like leftovers."

"How long are you going to be gone?"

"Probably a couple of hours or days. I'll be back later on tonight probably. I got the next diaper change . Bye TJ be good for mommy and pee on her sometimes." No I save my pee-pee shots for you big dummy! He left and mommy looked down at me sad.

"I am a single parent but I love you. Boop!" She tapped me on my nose and I laughed. "Let's clean you up. You like peeing on him don't you?" Yup, he's the best target I got. You too pretty to be peed on mommy oh I'm sorry about the spit-up earlier. "Yeah, I know. Mommy's baby." She picked up my blanket and tossed it over her shoulder then she picked me up she kissed me on the cheek. "I don't know what I saw in that man." Me either mommy. Why didn't you stay and marry Sam? I want him to be my daddy. "Why didn't I stay with Sam? Answer that one mommy. "I can't TJ I know he wouldn't do me like this." So, why don't you leave him, mommy? "I can't leave him baby he already told me if I leave him, I'd have to leave you and I don't want to do that I really don't but I fear the day will come when I'll have to." I'll beat him up for you mommy! I will! "You know why your name is Thaddeus Joshua Evans-Jones?" No. "You're named after Sam, just that he doesn't know it I haven't seen him in a long time. The last time we saw each other face to face we broke up and I cried for a week straight." You should have went back to him. "I should have gone back to him." See mommy you and me be thinking alike. How would our lives be if Sam were my daddy instead of old ugly? "If Sam were your father he'd enjoy changing diapers, he'd love you and sing you songs, teach you about Avatar and you'd learn Na'vi. He wouldn't let me do half of the things I do now. Sam would be hands on to me he is your father he just doesn't know." I love you daddy and by daddy I mean Sam, not Tank.

4 years later….

"Mommy! Mommy!" Her car sped away and I ran inside the house and started punching Tank. "WHY YOU DID THAT TO MOMMY? YOU RAN HER AWAY! I HATE YOU, YOU BITCH ASS MOTHERFUCKER?! I WISH YOU WEREN'T MY DADDY!"

"Mother fucker what are you doing?" He pushed me and I fell on my back. "Get your punk ass up and you better not cry."

I got up huffing and I wiped my tears. "I'M BEATING YOU UP! YOU HIT MOMMY!"'

"So! What you gonna do about it?" I swung on him and he smacked me knocking me down again. "You better not bitch and cry about her ass!"

The door opened and in comes my grandmother. I don't like her. "Hello TJ. Tank? Where is Mercedes? She ran off again leaving you here like a motherless child in the hands of your father. Tank you should get custody from her at least she dresses you well." I rolled my eyes and went upstairs to my room locking my door.

"I-I w-want m-my mommy."

Flashback…

"Amen."

"Amen. Mommy?" She pulled the covers around me sitting on my bed.

"Yes TJ?"

"Why do you pray? What does praying do?"

"Prayer is communication to God and our personal line to heaven. Anything you want to talk to God about just pray to him and he'll make things better. I pray to him because I'm thankful he woke the both of us up this morning and he gave me you so I can be your mommy. That's a blessing."

"I'm glad he gave me you too mommy." I gave her a hug. "Can I pray to God?"

"Sure anything you want to tell him you can, you can get down on your knees or put your hands together if you're alone but if you're with others you can hold their hands."

Present Day….

I got my on my knees. "Hi God I'm TJ I know you already know that my mommy left and I'm sad, she said that I can pray to you about anything and I'd feel better. God, I want mommy to come home so she and I can leave here. I don't like it here. I want a real family I already got my mommy who loves me but I want a daddy one that doesn't hit me or say those mean things to mommy and make her cry and be sad all the time. I wish Sam could be my daddy. Can you do that?! Probably can't you not the tooth fairy, Santa, or the Easter Bunny but I'm thankful for you waking mommy and me up this morning she said that once and I thought I'd say it too. I just want a real family. Amen Love, TJ. PS I love you daddy and by daddy I mean Sam, not Tank."

A/N: Flashbacks are complete tomorrow we'll be back in story mode I gotta see where I want to go. Y'all know Mama Jones is back and she spilled all the tea! How will 'Cedes and others adjust to her living there until baby AJE is born? We'll find out in the next chapter. JLS