Chapter 12
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I was worried about leaving Belinda behind. But was already packed for the trip to Boston. I was excited. I never got to travel to much. I was not sure what to pack.

I hope I did not pack to much. I worried about everything. I grunt as I try to shut the suite case up. Every inch of it was packed tight.

"Have fun on the trip honey. You deserve it" Belinda tells me warmly as she walks into my room. She hugs me.

"I hope if Rocky shows up make sure to call the police. Then call Eddie" I demand to her. She nods.

"I will dear" she tells me with a smile. Someone knocked on the door. Jordan was there! "I will get it" Belinda tells me.

"Ready babe?" Jordan asks me as he comes in my room with Belinda. He hugs me.

"Ready" I say with a smile. He manages to close the suite case for me with no issues. How did men make everything look so damn easy?

He lugs my items away. I remind Belinda one more time about safety as we head out the door to Jordan's car. We soon head out to the airport. I hated to fly. I take a deep breath. Nothing to it right? O hoped so.

"Nervous?" asks Jordan. I nod.

"I am not a fan of flying" I sigh.

"I never have been" he admits to me.

"How did you get used to flying? You fly around a lot right?" I ask.

He nods.

"I do. But it still is not fun" he chuckles.

"Great" I mutter. He places his hand in mine as he drives. Soon we come to the airport. Belinda and Eddie were going to pick his car up when we were gone. We already made arrangements' for that.

We get out. Get our things from the trunk. Then head into the air port with Jordan's body guard. He went everywhere with us. I could see why. Jordan got curious looks where ever we went. How I was going to get used to that when more people knew me from Jordan well I did not have the slightest clue.

We check in. Get our tickets.

"Can I get your autograph Mr. Knight? I mean is it alright? I do not mean to bug you. I love your music so much" a lady gushes as she comes up to us while we wait to board the plane. The body guard blocked her from reaching Jordan.

"It is fine, sure come here" Jordan says warmly to his fan. He signs her paper. Then even allows her to take a photo with him.

"You are so sweet to your fans" I gush to Jordan when he sits back down with me.

"They are the reason I have any fame. They helped me to get where I am" he mentions.

"True. I like that about you Jordan. Fame did not touch you. You are still humble" I say softly to him. He smiles as he places his hand in my hand.

We stare into each other's eyes for a moment.

"Now boarding first class passengers for flight 454. Now boarding first class passengers for 454" calls out the stewardess on the intercom speaker.

"That is us babe" Jordan reminds me.

We get up out of our seats. Then make our way to the line. We check in. Head into the plane. My nerves begin to flutter about like crazy inside of me. This is it. You can do it Ana, I give myself a little pep talk.

I strap on my seatbelt. So, does Jordan. The guard sits behind Jordan in his seat. I lean my head back on the chair. The chairs were comfy at least. I had the window seat. Maybe I should trade Jordan? Would being by a window make things ten times worse for me?

"Babe how are you holding up here?" Jordan asks as he brushes my hair out of my eyes.

"I will be fine. Just fine" I lie to him and myself. He leans in kissing me on the lips.

A nice long slow sweet kiss is shared. Comforting my worried spirit. His lips brush along mine. Tasting them. The warmth of his lips meshed into mine. Causing heat to rise to the tips of my earlobes. I return his kisses.

"Better?" he asks me softly when he breaks the spell he has over me. I manage to nod yes as my eyes flutter back open.

"You sure know how to kiss" I sigh happily. He chuckles.

"So do you" he says as he winks at me. "I look forward to having a special night with you while we are in Boston. I want to know you. All of you baby" he whispers near my ear. He places his hand in mine. Our fingers lace together. He squeezes my hand lightly.

He was so comforting. So sweet. My fears of flying so subside being near him. He brought out the best in me. That was all I could hope for.

"Lean on my shoulder baby. Take a little nap. Then before you know it we will be there in no time" he points out softly. I snuggle close to him. Do as he suggests. Place my head on his shoulder.

How did I ever get so lucky as to have Jordan for my boyfriend? Jordan Knight wanted me? He wanted to be in my life? It all seemed like a crazy day dream.

Because when I was a teen I did dream he would enter my life. Sweep me off my feet. I smile thinking of the crazy fantasies I used to have about him. Now nothing compared to having the real thing. Jordan.

"Baby what are you thinking about?" he wonders softly. His head rests on top of mine. The flight starts as we begin to move.

"You" I admit shamelessly.

"Oh what about me?" he asks curiously.

"When I was a teen the New Kids were my favorite band. I always dreamed of meeting you guys" I giggle.

"What band member was your favorite?" he asks me.

Did I dare tell him?

"Joey" I lie.

"Really?" he asks sounding a little hurt.

"I am teasing. You of course" I giggle.

"Better answer" he chuckles. "You had me going there. So I was your teenage heartthrob?"

"Still are" I admit shamelessly.

"You are my heartthrob Ana. I am losing my heart to you so fast. I like that. I need you in my life" he promises me. Thoughts of the plane as soon far away from my head now. "I never thought I would ever want to fall in love again after she walked out on me. Now all I want is love. Now all I want is you. Ana, I think I am falling in love with you..."

"Jordan.."I whisper softly.

I lift my head up. My heart beats loudly in my ears. He smiles at me now. I see a promise of love shine in his eyes for me. He swoops in kissing me. Not wasting a single moment.

Jordan Knight loved me? He almost admitted he loved me. I always had a thing for Jordan. My dream was coming true. Loving Jordan. I did love him. I needed to tell him.

"Jordan?" I say as I pull away from the kisses for a moment.

"Yes baby?" he asks me.

"I love you" I manage to whisper. He grins.

"I love you to" he says softly.

"It is not to, soon is it? For love?" I question. He shakes his head no.

"I planned love a long time ago. Planned everything in my life. Now this all makes sense. Why wait for it to happen? When it arrived? We need to hold onto each other. This love" he tells me softly. I love you to baby"

"Tell me you love me girl...over and over again..." he quotes his song.

"I love you baby" I vow.

"I love you too baby girl" he whispers back before his lips claim mine in a tender kiss.