I couldn't sleep well that night, the words the General had said to me still in my mind and the wheels of my head still turning until 6 am, of course I couldn't know what time it was exactly because of the lack of a clock in my bedroom, but I knew approximately what time it was when the first sunrays of the day appeared through my small window, illuminating my room and my collection of stuffed toys I always danced to before starting to dance for General Winter. I was looking forward to my time with General Winter, after what had happened the day before I couldn't contain my excitement. I felt kind of slutty, for lack of a better word. After all, General Winter was a man and I was a man, too. But he didn't seem to care when he was kissing and biting my neck and my lips. Even though he had been a little rough on my neck, he was so gentle when kissing my lips; it had made me feel like I was flying in a sky of fluffy clouds. It had been my first kiss and everything about it had been perfect, even though I wasn't sure if it was with the right person, after all, my feelings for General Winter were not all too clear and I didn't know what he felt for me. Perhaps I was just a hobby for him, or perhaps not, I had no way of knowing it.

When we arrived at the General's house, we were received by one of the maids that worked in the mansion, as I remember now her name was Anna and had really hard features, which made me a little scared of her. She seemed like a woman you should not mess with.

"The General is waiting for you in his study, Ivan. He asked me to tell you at once"

The woman said before disappearing from the hall. I stood in the middle of the large room, just in front of the staircase, blushing really hard because I knew what the General wanted from me. My sister just looked at me oddly.

"Is something wrong, brother?"

"N-No, nothing"

I stuttered a little, but mentally scolded myself. She shrugged and we both walked upstairs. When I saw the gallery in which I had danced for the General a couple days ago, my blush deepened and my sister noticed and again asked me.

"Are you sure you are alright, brother? You look a little flushed"

"I'm fine, Katyusha"

Katyusha was the nickname given to my sister, as she was called Ekaterina, but there is no need for me to explain that. When we arrived at her office, she knocked twice on the large doubled doors to the General's private study and my dance hall for said man to acknowledge her presence. She sat down and immediately went to work with a compromise the General had for the next week. I sighed and knocked on the doors before opening them.

Upon entering General Winter's private study, I took off my coat but my scarf remained in its place, my sisters had given it to me and I would never take it off, only if I had to. Whatever they gave me, especially Ekaterina, was precious to me. Now, at times like this, I really miss having something to protect me from the cold like the scarf I had been forced to hand over. Anyways, back to the story, when I entered the General's private study and closed the doors behind me, I could feel his blue eyes staring at me hungrily, up and down, and that made me feel something warm inside and encouraged me to continue walking until I reached my chair, with a subtle sway of my hips and a small smile in my blushing face. I was still kind of embarrassed by General Winter's look, even though I had lost pretty much all my shame when he opened my shirt and kissed me passionately the day before.

"Good morning, General"

I said shyly as I took a seat in front of the imposing man with my hands on my lap. I didn't know how to feel in front of the General anymore. He had seen more of me than anyone could have ever seen. He had seen me without my coat and scarf. The memories of his kisses quickly flooded my mind and I found myself strangely aroused by those memories. The General seemed to notice how blushed my face was and how much was I fidgeting with my hands over my lap and smirked, resting his elbows on the armrests of his chair and intertwining his fingers in front of his face.

"I have a letter to dictate you, Ivan, so please take note"

The General stated simply, getting up from his chair and looking out the window with his arms crossed behind his back. I quickly got out of the initial shock and scrambled to get a pen and paper to quickly write down what the General was saying, without looking at me. When I finished writing the first paragraph, he turned around and asked me to reread it for him. As he was satisfied with what I had just written, he turned around again and continued dictating. The letter was finished in twenty minutes and when he was satisfied completely with what he had dictated me, he asked Ekaterina to send it to someone I didn't know and didn't care to know about; perhaps an old acquaintance of him, given that the letter was written in a very personal manner.

"Ekaterina, please take this to the post office. Tell the driver to take you there; it is a long walk after all"

"Thank you, sir"

I had travelled in the General's car. It was really comfortable and I remembered how warm the inside was, as the windows were slightly foggy from the heat while, outside, it was snowing hard. It had been the first time I travelled in an automobile, as it was rare to see automobiles in the streets of Russia at that time. It was quite a novelty. When I heard my sister's footsteps away from the office doors, the General closed them and walked over to me. I could feel his eyes on my back and realised he was really closed without me even knowing it when he pulled down my scarf gently and began kissing my neck, making me shiver.

"General, I don't think we should..."

He turned my head gently and pressed his lips against mine. His beard tickling my smooth skin and making me feel incredibly aroused. The General's hands travelled down my shoulders to my thighs, where they stayed as he massaged them. He quickly pulled back.

"I want you to do something for me, Ivan. Something I'm sure you have never done for anyone in your young life"

I was slightly put off by that statement, or rather question, but I nodded, looking at the General intently as he made his way to his chair and sat down, adopting his usual pose, with a smirk on his face.

"I want you to strip"

Thinking that he was going to ask me to dance for him again, I quickly began unwrapping the veil from my middle, as I had hidden it again from my sisters that morning before leaving for the General's mansion with Ekaterina, but when I heard what he said, I froze and looked up at him.

"What?"

"You heard me. Strip"

A part of me told me to get out of there, that it wasn't safe to be around the General, but then I remembered his kisses and caresses and I couldn't deny him that. He was right, I hadn't done this for anyone and I had no way of knowing what to do, so he decided to explain it step by step.

"First take off your shoes and socks"

And I did. I quickly took of my heavy snow boots and pulled out my socks revealing my small feet. For someone so tall as me, I had relatively small feet and I loved them. They were cute. I put my socks into my boots as I stood up, following the General's orders and walked to the middle of the room, the sound of my bare feet against the marble floor echoing through the large room. I took off my veil and placed it gently over the desk as the General instructed me.

"Take off your shirt"

And then it was like if something had clicked inside my mind and I didn't feel embarrassed anymore. I gave the General a coy smile and turned around as I began to slowly undo my buttons until I reached the last one, when I rolled my shoulders and let it fall, looking at the General from over my shoulder. He was panting like a horny dog and I never felt sexier than at that moment.

"You are a tease, Ivan"

I giggled and started to sway my hips slow and sensually after unbuttoning my high-waist pants and allowing them to fall to the floor, without looking at the General I reached for my veil and wrapped it around my middle, which didn't prevent the General from seeing my underwear. I started to dance looking directly at the General's darkened blue eyes. When I approached the General's seat, he didn't waste time and yanked down my underwear, making me squeak in surprise.

"General, oh my God!"

But then I scolded myself mentally for my reaction and smirked as I kept dancing, allowing my underwear to fall down my smooth thighs and legs, sliding carelessly. I continued dancing as the General's gaze was fixated in my intimate parts. He licked his lips as he put his hands on my backside, bringing me closer to him and making me seat in his lap.

"I can't wait anymore!"

He unbuckled his pants and took out his large, erected member. I looked at it in complete awe. I had never seen another man's private parts and the General was huge, so my eyes widened in surprise.

"It's so big"

I said in awe and the General smirked, digging his nails painfully on the flesh of my hips. He started kissing my neck and then my lips, after a moment of passionate kissing. I was shyly kissing back and when his gloves fingers brushed over one of my rosy nipples, I gasped. The General took advantage of my reaction and slid his tongue into my mouth, making me gasp again in complete horror. This was so wrong, but at the same time, I liked it. I loved it. I couldn't get enough of it. I started to slowly move my tongue, but it wasn't as passionately as the General was doing it. His hands slid down from my hips to my backside and he squeezed the soft, round globes. He then took my right hand and put it on his member. I couldn't believe I was actually touching another man's privates, and felt excited for it, so I began to slowly move up and down several times until the General broke the kiss.

"I want you to sit on it"

He wanted me to sit on his member? I had never heard something like that in my entire life, but decided to go along with it, after all, he was my teacher and couldn't refuse his teachings. I smiled shyly as I lifted myself from his lap and he positioned his member in my entrance. It hurt a lot at first. I had never felt such pain in my entire life.

"Ah! General, it hurts!"

I moaned as he slid his large member inside my poor bottom. It was the worst pain I have ever felt and I made sure he knew it. He put his large gloved hand over my mouth to prevent me from making any more noises and I scrunched my eyes shut at such pain. When I was fully seated on his lap, I felt some blood coming out of me and I almost passed out, but when he moved his hips upward, he hit something inside of me that made me scream in utter pleasure. I had never felt something like that in my whole life. My scream was muffled by the General's hand, who groaned in response.

"Ivan, you are so tight"

He lifted my hips and crushed them back down to meet his lap with a hard slapping sound and a creaking coming from the chair beneath us. My toes curled in pleasure and I didn't care about the blood anymore. That was the first time I was feeling such pleasure from another man, or from anyone for that matter. It was my first time and the General knew it. Later I discovered that he had wanted to do that to me ever since he first saw me dancing in the sea.

I continued to moan in pleasure behind the General's hand as he kept pounding into me until I felt a warm feeling pooling at my lower abdomen and, when the General grabbed my erected member in his hand, I stained it completely, gasping for air and taking his hand off my face. He released inside of me, grabbing my backside tightly and filling me up, making me feel a little lightheaded. I think I might have passed out for a few seconds until I woke up to see the General smiling at me.

"You are so beautiful, Ivan. You are the most beautiful boy I have ever seen"

I felt lightheaded again as he said those words to me. It was all too much for me to handle, until I froze when he both heard a knock on the doors. The General put his hand again over my mouth and spoke.

"Don't come in"

"Sir, it's me"

Ekaterina spoke from the other side of the room and I instantly felt terribly guilty for having done this while my sister was away. If she ever found out about this she would have killed me.

"What do you need, Ekaterina?"

"I took the letter to the post office, sir"

"Thank you, you can go now..."

Then he whispered huskily in my ear.

"...I'll enjoy your brother a little more"

And I felt lightheaded again when I heard my sister leaving and saying goodbye to me from the other side of the doors.

I want to thank all people who have read this story and made it possible for me to write my own version of Mata Hari... Menekşe (Russia Hari). If you don't know the story of Mata Hari I recommend you read the book Signed, Mata Hari by Yannick Murphy which inspired me to write this. Anyways, keep reading and review! Reviews make me happy! Thank you!