I spent the whole day hiding from my sister Natasha, who chased me non-stop throughout the huge house, when she had finally calmed down and left for her assigned bedroom, it was nearing dinnertime and Anna and the other servants, who had remained in the house as stipulated by General Winter's will, had prepared a delicious banquet for us four. Also, it was the night when Sadiq would have to return to Turkey and I was feeling a little sad for it, and also because we had had some kind of argument in St. Petersburg while waiting for our coach to arrive and pick us up from the General's esquire's office. I decided to pay him a visit, as I knew he would be packing in his bedroom.

I inhaled deeply before knocking on the door of Sadiq's room and waited anxiously for him to open it. From the other side of the door, I heard his deep voice speaking.

"I'm not dressed"

I swallowed hard and fidgeted with the ends of my scarf before speaking up.

"I-It's me, Sadiq"

There was a long pause before he spoke again, a little uncertainty in his voice.

"Come in, Vanya"

I opened the door and walked slowly into the beautifully decorated room. There were two suitcases in the floor, next to the neatly made bed and Sadiq was coming out of the bathroom wearing only a pair of pants and an open white shirt which allowed me a good view of his muscular and hairy chest. It made me feel a little dizzy as I was not accustomed to seeing men almost naked. With the General it had been different as I had been the one naked in all the times we had made love in his study, whilst he had remained almost fully clothed. He crossed his arms over his chest and leaned against the bathroom door, not taking his gaze off me. I felt a little nervous.

"I-I wanted to apologize for what happened in the city, I... shouldn't have said..."

I casted my glance downwards and had a view of his socked feet, but when I was about to finish my sentence, he approached me, put his hand under my chin, making me look up to meet his eyes and put one finger over my lips, silencing me.

"Hush, Vanya. This is my last night here, let's make it count"

He led me, ever so slowly, towards the bed, where he made me sit and he sat next to me. His finger in my lips made its way down my chin, caressing the upper part of my neck which was not covered by the scarf, making me shudder a little. He gently unwrapped the scarf off my neck and put it over the bed, next to where I was sitting. He inched closer to me and started kissing my neck, surprising me and making me moan involuntarily, a sound which seemed to encourage him to keep going. Without separating his mouth from my overly-sensitive neck, he took off his shirt and discarded it on the floor. After a couple seconds of panting and moaning, I managed to speak up and stop Sadiq.

"W-Wait"

He looked up at me in wonder and I couldn't deny that he looked even more handsome than he already was. I swallowed and, trying to come down from my high, I spoke again, with a quivering voice.

"Are you sure that...?"

"Vanya, I will leave at midnight, I want to take this memory to Istanbul"

I thought for a moment and grabbed his cheeks, kissing him passionately and pushing him down to the bed. When we separated, he looked up at me with a surprised face and I could feel my cheeks and the tips of my ears heating up, thinking that my whole face was red as a tomato. Sadiq smirked and flipped us, so he was the one pinning me down to the bed, making me shiver as he continued to kiss and bite my neck. He unlatched the clasps of my coat with one hand as he was caressing my face with the back of the other one. He pulled away from my neck and looked at me in the eyes with a lustful expression I had seen many times in the General's eyes. He kissed my mouth passionately when he had finally managed to open my coat and I rolled my shoulders to let it slide past my arms, separating a little off the bed.

Sadiq threw my coat all the way to the other side of the room as he continued to passionately kiss my plump lips and fondle my body with his hands. He started to undo the buttons of my shirt and took it off from my pants. He started to kiss the exposed skin of my smooth milky chest, making humming sounds as he did so. I had stopped moaning and started to pant heavily as Sadiq made his way down my chest as he continue to open my shirt. When he finally got all my buttons undone, he pulled it off like he had with my coat and stared down at my half-naked form. I could feel my blush spreading through my face and my neck.

"You are so beautiful, Vanya. I can't believe I had controlled myself up until now"

Sadiq spoke, almost breathlessly as he continued to stare at my body with a lustful expression in his face and darkened eyes. I looked up at him, by then I was feeling like my whole body was on fire and my pants were too tight on me, as were Sadiq's, given that I could feel the prominent bulge against my backside.

"Then, don't hold back"

I said as breathless as he was. Sadiq looked at me for a brief second and then kissed me passionately while undoing my belt. I began to pant as he rubbed my erected member through the cloth of my pant with a heavy hand. When he finally undid my belt, he pulled my pants down to my ankles and I kicked it off, leaving me in only my underwear, beneath Sadiq's piercing gaze.

I suddenly had an idea and pushed Sadiq off me, making him look at me in confusion and slight surprise. I began to undo his belt and he smirked and put his hands behind his back as I pulled his pants down to his ankles and off of him.

"You do know what you are doing"

Sadiq said in a teasing tone and I smirked, looking up from the prominent bulge in his underwear.

"I've had lots of practice"

Instantly, upon saying it, I realised that that sentence made me look like a slut and the last thing I wanted was Sadiq leaving me because of my "lots of practice". Sadiq laughed, a sound which made me feel a little less nervous, but still wanted to make it clear for him.

"I shouldn't have said that... I'm not a slut"

Sadiq sat up and put his hands on my shoulders, looking right into my eyes. He began rubbing my arms up and down as the General did every time I danced for him in his private study.

"I know you are not, dear Vanya. I know"

Then he kissed me in the lips, making all my worries fade. And just like that, suddenly I felt my underwear being ripped off from my body, leaving me completely naked in front of a panting Sadiq. In retaliation, with a small smirk on my face, I pulled down his underwear and my eyes widened at the sheer size of his member. It looked like it could be a foot long! It was huge, and for a moment I was a little scared of how much damage that could do to me, but my fear turned to arousal as he pulled me down to sit on his lap, with his erect member between my plump cheeks. I moaned when he rubbed it against me and threw my head back.

"Oh, Sadiq, take me now!"

He groaned and pushed me against the bed and stood up, leaving me behind, aroused and a little confused. Rummaging through his personal belongings, he found a small glass jar filled with a whitish substance which I didn't know.

"What is that?"

Sadiq looked at me while opening the jar, dipping his fingers into the substance and spreading it in his large member, once it was well-coated with it he approached the bed and put his clean hand next to mine.

"It's called Vaseline. It will help you relax"

I couldn't argue with that. The times I had done it with the General had been really painful at first, and I didn't want to repeat that, that was why part of me didn't want to be intimate with Sadiq. I was hoping to get away with not having to bear such pain as he entered me, and with that size, I imagined that it would hurt much more than the General's had.

He circled my hidden entrance with his Vaseline-coated fingers until he finally slid one inside, making me gasp at the sudden intrusion. It hurt a little, but not as much as it had before the introduction of this miracle product. Sadiq smirked as I began to moan and enjoy the invasive finger going in and out of my body. He slid another one inside and stretched me out, causing me to moan loudly and silently thank God that everyone was downstairs, enjoying dinner, so that they couldn't hear Sadiq pleasuring me.

"Oh, Sadiq it feels so good"

I said breathlessly as Sadiq kissed and bit my neck passionately. He separated from my bitten skin and looked down at me with a smirk on his face.

"Are you ready?"

Without waiting for a response, he slid his hard member inside me, making me moan a little louder than I had before, echoing throughout the entire bedroom and making Sadiq chuckle. The miracle product had allowed me to enjoy the intrusion without feeling much pain. Thanks to the Vaseline, I was able to concentrate in the pleasure rather than the pain. He started with a slow and steady rhythm which drove me insane and then continued with a hard and fast pace, the bed squeaking underneath our sweaty bodies.

"O-Oh, Sadiq... y-you are s-so big"

I managed to say breathlessly as Sadiq pounded into me with extreme force, making me moan each time. I felt like I was cheating on the General's memory, but I felt much more pleasure than I did when I made love with him. I could feel Sadiq's sweat from his forehead dripping over my naked body and that made me even more aroused. He grabbed my member and started stroking it in time with his thrusts, which made me feel even more pleasure than before, which I continued voicing for Sadiq's enjoyment.

Soon, his movements became faster, harder and more erratic which made me realise he was close and I recognised that feeling pooling in the pit of my stomach as he continued to thrust into me, making me his' and no one else's. With a grunt and a bite to my neck which made me arch impossibly off the bed, Sadiq released inside of me and I released all over our chests.

When we came out of our high, Sadiq fell backwards over the bed and wrapped his arm around my middle, kissing my lips passionately. I smiled into the kiss and giggled as he nuzzled his stubble in the crook of my sensitive neck.

"That was wonderful, Sadiq"

I said as I played with his chest hair with my slender finger. He chuckled deeply and kissed me in the forehead.

"I love you, Vanya"

I looked up at him in wonder and then, without thinking much, I answered.

"I think I love you too, Sadiq"

Although I was not sure.