When I returned to the house, it was late at night and managed to sneak in slowly and climb the stairs to my bedroom, which would soon stop being such, as I had been forced to move out. I took the thousand liras that Angus had given me and put them together with the rest of what Gupta bey had paid me that night.

When I was getting ready for a good night's sleep after packing all my things, there was a knock on the door and I told whoever was on the other side to come in, expecting to see Ayşe as always, but was surprised to see Heracles, fidgeting with his fingers and looking down at the floor.

"Forgive my intromission, Menekşe bey"

I shook my head with a sad smile on my face. Heracles' presence always reminded me of my beloved Sadiq. I sat down on the bed and motioned for him to come in and close the door. He closed my bedroom's door behind him and cleared his throat, standing awkwardly in front of me.

"What can I do for you, Heracles?"

I asked to which he responded, after a short silence, with a kiss that surprised me. The kiss was so forceful and sudden, that I was tilted backwards and almost fell onto the bed, if I hadn't caught myself with my hands behind my back. Heracles pulled apart after a brief couple of seconds and looked at me with warm, expressive eyes, although his face remained blank as usual.

"You can't leave"

He whispered against my lips before going in for another kiss. I was petrified and couldn't deny any of his advances. I had never thought that Heracles might have had anything for me, as he and I had hardly ever spoken even when Sadiq was alive, but he was always too kind with me, something that I really appreciated, but this was beyond what I could have imagined. Heracles pulled back again and cupped my face with his strong hand, looking me straight in the eyes.

"I had been crazy about you ever since you stepped into this house and I confess that, I had even spied on you when you were bathing"

He whispered the last part as if he was embarrassed and then I realised that that was the explanation for that weird feeling of being watched whenever I stepped in and out of the bathtub. I shook those thoughts away and decided to focus on the important, but still I couldn't find myself to speak. I did my best at trying, though.

"Heracles... this is wrong"

I tilted my head to one side to avoid looking at him in the eyes and tried pushing him away, but he kept inching closer to me, his gaze burning my skin. His strong hand in the side of my face forced me to look into his eyes directly. He put his other hand next to me on the bed to support himself. I could feel his breathing on my lips, making them tingle.

"Just give me a chance"

And, suddenly, that pale hand that cupped my face turned tanned, those expressive green eyes turned brown and that smooth skin turned rough with stubble as I pictured Sadiq's smiling form hovering over me in the edge of the bed. Unable to resist myself, I grabbed his face with both of my hands and kissed him deeply. He kissed back, and after a few seconds of passionate kissing, I traced his lips with the tip of my tongue, asking for permission, which he gave and our tongues began a battle for dominance which I purposely lost. I was so immersed in the kiss that I didn't want to pull back, until my need to breathe became strong. I caressed that rough face with my hand, looking at those brown eyes lovingly.

"You had returned to me, Sadiq"

"I can be whoever you want"

He answered in a breathless voice as he pulled me down onto the bed, with his hands firmly planted at each side of my blushing face. I had yearned him so much that I couldn't bring myself to resist his advances, even if it was an illusion. I didn't fight back when those strong tanned hands began unbuttoning my shirt and teasing my exposed skin until they removed it completely and discarded it on the other side of the room.

He began kissing and biting my neck as he rubbed my member through my pants, of which he quickly got rid, too. I couldn't help moaning at his erotic ministrations. I grasped his shoulders tightly as he pulled down my underwear and discarded it on the wooden floor. I could feel his hard member against my backside. He pulled back from my neck and looked down at me with lustful brown eyes.

"I want to make you mine"

He said in a husky voice that made me even more aroused than I already was, causing shivers to travel through my body. I grasped his arms tightly and answered in his ear in a whisper.

"I'm already yours"

He stood up and, in a brief second, he discarded his suit on the floor, allowing me a good view of that toned tan chest and that impressive hard length that had always made me drool. He kneeled in front of the bed, in between my legs and I suddenly felt something prodding at my entrance. Something wet. I started to moan as the thing began to move in and out of my body.

"W-What are you d-doing?! Ah!"

I asked, breathlessly, and moaning. The pleasure I was feeling was something I had never felt before in my life, and I had had a fair amount of experience with men and the pleasure they could bring me. He looked up at me.

"Something, obviously, no one has ever done to you"

And that was the end of the conversation as he continued to lick at my entrance until I was reduced to a moaning and blabbering mess that writhed in the bed with pleasure. I released all over my stomach and was so exhausted that I saw white, but he still wasn't tired. He kissed me briefly in the lips before I felt the tip of his member entering my body, making me moan tiredly.

As he began introducing his member inside of me, I couldn't take the pain anymore. I had grown accustomed to the feeling of being penetrated with Vaseline, so I told him to stop by putting my hands on his hard chest and rummaging through my bedside table's drawer until I found it and gave it to him. He seemed to get the message as he pulled completely out and coated his hard member in Vaseline, before plunging right in, making me scream in surprise and pleasure.

He started to move in and out of my body with rapid movements. I could feel his arms trembling beneath my grasp. I was moaning over and over as the bed rocked beneath us with the violent force he was using to penetrate me. He released inside of me and I released all over us for the second time that night. While coming down of my high, I could see that that tanned and hairy chest became pale and smooth and that those brown eyes I so adored became those green eyes that I dreaded the most. I realised what I had done, laying on my side facing the wall as Heracles got dressed and left the room, after kissing my temple and giving my backside a little squeeze.

That time, I didn't even feel embarrassed.

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