A/N i apologize for the earlier mix up. my computer uploaded my resident evil chapter to this instead. sooo sorry folks

Dreaming of reality chapter 6

"Babe? Babe can you hear me?" I was surprised to hear his voice

"Damen?" My eyes fluttered helping me to catch glimpses of my surroundings. Blue skies, tall trees. I had no idea where I was. I tried moving around only to find I was too weak. My entire body ache with the simple motion of turning me head. Softly my eyes fluttered shut.


He moved quickly through the streets of dark town determined to get to anders before the mage could disappear as he is so accustomed to doing. Sebastian held Lealia close as the lanterns of the clinic came into view.

"Anders?!" Sebastian kicked open the door and rushed to the table placing Lealia carefully down.

"Sebastian? What happened to her?" The mages eyes filled with worry as he began to diagnose the problem.

"We were attacked." Sebastian said watching as Anders moved his hands along her body, his magic flowing through her freely. A jealous pang hit his heart.

"Was she hit?"

Sebastian stopped and thought back to the time they had spent at the beach. "No she was not. She actually saved me from an attack."

Anders eyebrows quirked up in response and he looked toward Sebastian, taking his eyes off his patitent for only a minute. "Who?"

"Qunari. She did not even remember what they were but she fought as if she never missed a day of practice."

"Ahh.." They both froze as Lealia stirred under the magic. Sebastian moved closer examining her features making sure she in fact had taken no marks during their fight.

"she will be fine she just needs to rest."

"Then I will take her back –"

"No. Her body is too weak to be moved. Leave her here."

"With you?" Sebastian made no attempt to hide the disgust in his voice. He was not fond of this mage and he did not trust him.

"You can come back and collect her when she awakes."

Sebastian glared at the abomination, questioning his motives. But all he saw was relief and adoration in his eyes. Anders would not hurt Hawke.

"An hour." Was all he said before turning on heel and leaving the mage to his work.


I woke up feeling the cold hard table beneath me and I immediately thought the worst. Behind me I could hear the faintest of footsteps making their way toward me. Closing my eyes I carefully slipped my hand under my armor and clasped my fingers around my knife. The footsteps became louder with each breathe I took. Suddenly they stopped. I could feel the heat of whoever it was over me. Their hand hovered over my face as if debating ….

I moved quickly taking the hand an twisting it behind them. I twisted my legs around the mans torso and brought the blade to his neck.

"WHERE AM I?"

"HAWKE!" I respond them to my name looking down at the man in my grasp. "Anders?"

I released my grip and settled down.

"Sebastian wasn't lying when he said you were fighting again." He said rubbing his wrist.

"Sorry." Glancing around I opened my mouth to ask where he had gone.

"He'll be back." Was all Anders said before he began to appraise me. I studied his face as he worked his magic, his hand flowing over every inch of me. It made me feel uneasy in a sort. I tried to hold still and not squirm under his gaze. He laughed.

"I won't hurt you, Hawke." He said letting his hands fall to either side of me keeping me rooted to my spot on the table. "I would never hurt you."

Taking his hand I moved it slowly so I could escape. "As sweet as that may be, Anders, I'm afraid I can't stay."

I moved quickly trying to get to the door but he grabbed hold of my wrist, pulling me towards him. "It's night, Hawke. You can't possibly travel to the manor in your condition."

I broke his grasp. "I'd rather travel not knowing where I am then stay here with someone I don't trust."

He stood looking at me hurt clear in his eyes.

"I'm sorry." And with that I left.


Sebastian returned to find Anders sitting in the corner, a bottle of wine not far from him. Lealia was nowhere to be found.

Anger flared up with in him. He grabbed the mage by the collar. "Where is she?!"

"She left not wanting to wait." He spoke sadly.

"And you didn't think to restrain her and keep her here?"

"would you? she held a bloody knife to my throat the minute she woke." He reached for the wine but Sebastian stopped his hand. "No. No more. Compose yourself. Let us get Fenris. Andraste help you if she's hurt."

A/N so this is where im starting to map out what is actually happening to hawke as well as showing the attraction between her and sebastian. warning if you like anders dont read anymore lol R&R