Shizuo woke up at morning to voice of door opening.

He immediately got up and saw Izaya walking across the room to the toilet.

''Morning'', he heard Izaya small voice. Izaya didn't even turn to look at him.

After a moment Izaya came back and sat to the other side of the living room.

Still he didn't look at Shizuo, he just stared to the ground.

Shizuo looked at Izaya's wrists, both were covered in bandages. Izaya scratched bandages a bit.

''Izaya...h-how are you?'', Shizuo asked. It felt strange to talk with 'flea' normally.

''...mm ok'', Izaya muttered, he didn't still look at Shizuo.

''..why did you help me...?'', raven asked silently, starting to scratch bandages again.

''Because, You are a human, and even you need help sometimes'', Shizuo explained blushing a bit.

''..I m a human?'', Raven wishpered. Now he raised his head to see Shizuo.

''Yes'', Shizuo answered simply.

Izaya lowered his head again, there was some blood forming to the white bandage.

Shizuo hurried to Izaya's side. ''Don't scratch it'', he said and took hold of Izaya's arm.

'' I m pathetic...'', Izaya muttered and got up, and headed back to his room.


Izaya laid at his bed, when his mother came in.

''Hei Iza-chan'', his mother said smiling.

''Why is dad always so mad?'', Izaya asked with small voice.

''It's just...it's my fault'', His mother said and petted Izaya's hair.

''It can't be your fault..'', Izaya muttered.

''Why?'', she asked and looked at Izaya.

''Because mom is a angel'', Izaya said smiling sweetly.

''Then you must be one too'', she said smiling.

''No, I m a demon'', Izaya said smiling sadly.


Izaya sat on his bed. He looked around the room.

He saw a mirror at the wall. He saw his reflection.

His darks reddish eyes looking back to him.

''Yeah, I m demon ..'', He muttered and fell to his back.


''IZAYA! '', His dad shouted when his son came home.

''W-what dad?'', Izaya asked nervously.

''What did you do this time? Huh? '', His father said , pushing raven against the wall.

Izaya smelled the reek of the alcohol from his father.

''N-nothing? ouch..'', Izaya tried to get of the hold of his dad hands.

''Nothing? '', His dad Slapped him across the face.

''Demon! It always your fault, '', His dad said taking good hold of Izaya throat.

''no...I haven't done anything...'', Izaya was starting struggle to breath.

''SHIROU!'', it was sound his mothers voice.

''Huh?'', His dad turned around and saw his wife standing top of the stairs.

''Stop that'', She said calmly.

At the same moment Izaya was dropped to the ground, he inhaled slowly.


''Izaya'', Shizuo said softly.

''What...?'', Izaya said evenly. Shizuo walked to the bed, and sat.

''Does it hurt?'', Shizuo asked calmly.

''what? You mean these? No'', raven said and pointed with his rigth hand to his left wrist.

''No. Here'', Blond said and pointed to Izaya's heart.

Izaya blushed.

''What the hell are you trying to pull?! You hate me, what do you care!'', Izaya said and sat up.

His eyes widened. Shizuo had same expression on his face, as her mother had at her last day.

Tears dropped from Izaya's eyes.


''Izaya, I m going back to heaven today'', His mother said softly. She had bruises over her face, and she was limping slightly. They had a figth with Izaya's dad last nigth.

''B-but I don't want to be alone'', Izaya said huggin her legs.

''Izaya'', she said and IZaya looked at her.

Her expression was kind and soft.

''You won't be alone ever'', She said and hugged her son last time.

''No matter what, Don't follow me, until the time is up'', She said, and pulled Izaya away.

''I can't ever follow you, demons don't belong to heaven'', Izaya said sadly.

''You are my angel'', her mother said, and went to her room, and locked the door.

Izaya felt helpless.


Shizuo pulled Izaya to a hug. ''Shhh, it allright''.

''I didn't kill her...I didn't...I'', Izaya broke down to a another sob.

''I belive you'', Shizuo said and petted the raven hair.

Izaya was waiting behind his mothers door. It was getting dark outside, and his father hadn't come home yet.

Izaya got up from the ground, he tried to pen the door, put it was locked. He had heard loud thud voice few hour earlier.

He remembered that they had spare key to all rooms. He ran to get it .

He opened the door, the room was dark.

But Ligth from the hall entered the room.

Izaya saw his mother hang at the seiling; dead.


''mm..Shizuo..I don't hate you'', Izaya muttered, when the sobs had ended.

Shizuo blushed slightly.

''well, I don't hate you either stupid flea'', blond muttered.

''aw, thanks shizu-chan'', Flea muttered, slight blush covering his face.