Izaya ran through the streets, he felt his muscles burn in agony at every step he took. But he couldn't make himself stop.
'I m full of this, I don't care anymore', Izaya though.
He felt guilty about making Shizuo mad, but he was more hurt of Shizuo's words. He had just started to trust him; and then he tell's him exact same words his father has repeating to him many years.
''Izaya? '', There was a sudden voice calling him.
Izaya stopped running, and turned around.
Shinra was standing there, looking concerned of his friend.
''Izaya are you allrigth?'', Shinra asked and stepped closer.
Izaya felt tears burn his eyes, he shook his head.
'no, I m not allright', Izaya though helplessy.
Shinra sighed in sympathy, and walked over to the raven.
''hey, you can stay with me and Celty'', Shinra said and pulled Izaya to a hug.
Shinra was sitting at the sofa, with Celty when suddenly his phone ringed.
''moshi moshi?'', Shinra said lazily to the phone.
''Hey Shinra! Have you heard anything about Izaya?!'', Shizuo said with worried voice. He had spent the howl day searching for Izaya, but with no result.
''Yeah, his here'', Shinra said, he was little surprised of the blonds concerned voice.
''I'll come right away there, I need to talk to him!'', Shizuo said hurriedly, he started to walk faster, towards to Shinra's apparment.
''I don't if that's a good Idea, he has just fall asleep..And whatever you said; hurt him, really badly'', doctor said.
''I want to apology to him! I'll come there as soon as I can!''.
Shizuo was now standing outside of Shinra's door.
He knocked nervously the door.
Celty came to oppen the door, Shizuo walked past her, to the living room.
''Where is he? '', blond asked quickly.
''His at the quest room, bu-'', before Shinra had ended his sentence, Shizuo had already rushed to the questroom. Shinra tried to go after him, but Celty stopped him.
''They need to talk'', She typed quickly.
Shinra sighed , and smiled. ''Well, if you think so..''.
''Izaya?'', Shizuo said silently, as he stepped to the room, he saw Izaya curled up at the bed.
Raven moved slightly, he oppened his eyes slowly. ''Shinra? ''.
''No, it's Shizuo'', blond said and saw Izaya tense up.
''What are you doing here?'', raven asked coldly, didn't even raise his eyes to look at Shizuo.
''I want to apology, I m really sorry..'', blond hesitated, and looked at Izaya, trying to get some kind of reaction.
''Shizu-chan, no reason to apology..you were only stating the truth..I am a monster..'', Izaya said, like it was a obvious thing.
''No, you are not a mons-'', Shizuo sentence was cutted of by door slamming shut loudly.
Blond went to the door and tried to open it. It was locked.
''We won't let you go until you have talked! '', Shinra said from other side of the door.
Shizuo turned to look at Izaya. He looked defeated.