With eyes of a child

by Mad-Murder

Izaya's life is perfect, or is it? What if person from the past comes, and leaves Izaya depressed, and lost. Can Shizuo help him to survive? Pairing: Shizuo x Izaya , warnings: abuse, rape, cutting, suicidal thougs. My english isn't the best..try to stand it :'D

12. Chapter 12

They sat at the room quietly. They both though what to say.

''I m sorry I made you mad...'', raven muttered, looking at the floor.

''no I m sorry...'', Shizuo said silently.

''you know, my father died when I was nine years old, after that I started to get aggressive'', Shizuo started and glanced at Izaya. Raven was now staring at him.

''Big part of the kids my age, were scared of me.. If someone said or did something bad to me, or Kasuka I would beat them...'', Shizuo said smirking bitterly. ''When I saw you running away, I felt like I had chaced another person out of my life..''

''This is first time I run after'', Shizuo said smirking to Izaya.

''Dad used to do that too...'', Izaya said suddenly with small voice. He breathed slowly, he needed to tell this to Shizuo. He deserves to know.

''If I did something bad, he would hit me, and say something hurtful..''.

Shizuo froze. 'So this is why he hates him'.

''He called me m..monster many times...That's why...'', raven murmured.

''I m sorry Izaya, I m really sorry..'', Shizuo said and looked at raven.

''When you called me monster, I felt like I was still stuck at my childhood, alone and trapped..'', Izaya spoke quietly.

Shizuo moved closer, and closed Izaya to a hug.

''You are here, and safe..'', Shizuo murmured.

''yeah, trapped to your hug'', Izaya said laughingn a bit.

Shizuo tried to move from the hug, but Izaya hugged him.

''Please, just a moment..like this..'', raven said, feeling really embarrassed.

''okay'', blond said and hugged Izaya tighter.

They sat there, hugging each other, there was only sound of the clock ticking.

''I haven't asked the day's question yet'', Shizuo suddenly said.

''oh, go ahead then'', Izaya said, not making any kinda of movement of letting go of the blond.

''hmm, Do you fear dark? '', Shizuo asked, and felt Izaya tense up slightly.

''yess...'', Izaya muttere, he hugged blond tighter, trying to disspear to his chest.

''Okay, I just asked because, now I know I need to leave some light on at the living room'', Shizuo said. Izaya felt better, first he though that Shizuo would mock him about his childish fear.