''Where am I ?'', Shizuo wishpered, when he finally woke up. When he oppened his eyes, he immidiently realized where he was. ''Shinra?'', blond tried to yell the doctor. Shizuo sighed as he got no response. He tried to get up from the bed, but the pain at his side stopped him.
''oh yeah..I was shot'' Shizuo muttered. Suddenly he remembered all that had happened.
he felt sudden panic when he didn't see Izaya at the room.
'Does that mean..No he can't be dead..', Shizuo though desperatly.
Blond was snatched back to reality, as Celty walked to the room.
''Shizuo, are you feeling allrigth?'',Celty typed at her phone.
''Where's Izaya?'', Shizuo asked quickly. Not answering to her question.
''Shizuo you should really rest more'', Celty typed quickly.
''Where is he? His not dead is he? '', Shizuo asked feeling cold numbness tingling at his fingers. 'He can't be.'.
''His at a surgery right now; So you need to sleep!'', She typed, and walked to Shizuos bed.
She forced him to lay down, and covered him with a blanked.
''Now SLEEP!'', she typed quickly, she almost seemed like...angry.
''Okay, okay..'', Shizuo sighed, he turned his back to Celty, and closed his eyes.
''Please Izaya...survive'', he wispered silently to himself.
Next time Shizuo woke up, he noticed he wasn't alone. Izaya was lying at the next bed, hooked up to machines.
Shizuo felt his suddend happines drain away, when he noticed how unwell Izaya looked. His pale skin was even paler than before, and there was sweat covering his forehead.
Shizuo got up from his bed, he took hold of the wall, and started to walk towards to Izaya.
When he got there, he sat to the chair that was right besides ravens bed.
Shizuo slowly reached his hand to touch Izaya's hand. He took the cold hand to his.
He sat there silently .
First he started to count minutes to Izaya's waking. Slowly the minutes turned to hours.
Shizuo barely let go of Izaya's hand, only when Shinra stoped by to give Shizuo food, or when he was checking Izaya's wound.
After few hours waiting Izaya finally showed some signs of waking.
''Izaya? '', Shizuo said when he felt Izaya's finger touching his palm.
He slowly oppened his eyes, he blinked few times. And then turned to look at Shizuo.
''..I though I would die..'', Izaya wishpered silently, voice burned against his dry throat.
''Oh, here take some water'', Shizuo said when he noticed ravens discomfort.
Izaya raised himself little, that he could sip some water. ''thanks''.
''So do you remember what happened?'', Shizuo asked, glancing at Izaya.
''You mean, Do I remeber that I killed my father?'', Izaya asked.
'Shit...Maybe it's too soon to him to talk about it..', blond though as he noticed Izaya's change of mood.
''I do remember...I remember seeing him falling to ground, I remember his last words'', raven murmured. ''So it was all my fault after all...'You look like your mother'''.
''Maybe it would have been better if I haven't been would still be happy and alive'', Izaya muttered feeling something pile against his chest.
''I wouldn't be happy'', Shizuo said and looked at Izaya serious.
''You don't know that, you would bossibly be even happi-''
''No, Stop saying things like that!'', Shizuo said suddenly louder.
Izaya looked at him shocked.
''You are sad that his dead, aren't you?'', Shizuo asked looking at Izaya.
''I know it's stupid, it is! I just really wanted him to accept me..and now his gone! I was never even given the chance! He allready hate me ! All the time! That is unfair, so unfair! All the abuse he gave me , all the torture, and still..STILL I feel fucking sad that his gone! I don't even know why...'', Raven spoke quickly he was stopped by sudden sobs that escaped from his lips.''You are sad because he was your father'', Shizuo explained. Something about what Shizuo said made Izaya fall apart. He ended up crying against Shizuo again.
Blond petted Izaya raven hair while the other cried.
''He was my father''.