-A/N: I m sorry I m posting this so late,but yeah. I want you to know that I have read all the reviews, all those reviews keep me writing more, so I hope you like this chapter, I will update soon. Only few more chapters to go. -
It's been week since Izaya woke up, week since his father died.
Izaya sat on the questrooms bed, staring at the white wall. His shoulder was healing well, and he wasn't hooked on masines anymore, he felt relief, but also worry.
He was worried that Shizuo would leave him after this. Why's that?
Because there was nobody to threatning Izaya anymore, and it was the reason Shizuo moved to his place in first place. They had been living together almost a month, Izaya couldn't think about living alone again. eating alone, watching tv alone, fall asleep alone...being lonely again.
''oy, Izaya, the food is ready'', Shizuo said from the door, and Izaya woke from his thougs.
He smiled to Shizuo, and got up from the bed, and walked after Shizuo to the kitchen.
They were eating silently,until Shinra broke the silent.
''Shizuo, what are you going to do now?'', Shinra asked, and looked over to the blond, who was chewing some meat. Shizuo looked confused.
''Well, Izaya's life isn't in danger anymore, so are you going to look for a place or?'', Doctor explained. Izaya stared at the table, he couldn't dare to look Shizuo's face.
''Umm..I haven't even though about that yet'', Shizuo said. He felt uncomfortable talking about moving away, he really though that he would live with Izaya. He tried to look Izaya for any clues, but raven was eating silently keeping his eyes at the table.
Shinra noticed only now izaya's gloomyness. He hadn't even though about that opportunity, that Izaya would be sad about Shizuo moving away.
''Izay-'', Doctor tried, but at that moment Izaya got up from the table, thanked of the food, and heahed back to the quest room.
''well that was odd'', Shizuo though worried. Soon Shizuo also got up from the table, and headed after Izaya.
Celty looked over to Shinra, tilting her head slightly.
Shinra laughed softly.
''celty, I think they are in love with each other''.
Shizuo opened the door, and saw Izaya lying at the bed.
''What's wrong?'', Shizuo asked gently, and walked over to him.
''n'ting'', Izaya mumbled, not looking at Shizuo, he was afraid that Shizuo would see how sad he was, how in pain he was just about imagining his life with out the blond.
''Do you want me to move out from your place?'', Shizuo asked suddenly.
''Don't ask that'', Izaya said silently.
''I want it to be today's question'', Shizuo said and petted Izaya's hair.
''I don't want to be selfish'', izaya said turning to look at Shizuo.
''it's okay to be selfish, you need to think your own good sometimes'', Shizuo said smiling slightly, he felt pain when he said those words, he was sure that Izaya would want him to move out, leave him.
''But what if my answer hurts you? What if it makes you hate me?'', Izaya rambled.
''it dosn't matter, please, tell me what you want'', Shizuo was getting desperate to hear the answer. izaya could see his despair in his eyes. Izaya felt his hear bang against his ribs, feeling blood running through he body, when he gave the aswer.
''I love you''.