Chapter 7

The plane ride was a little bit difficult for Finn and Rachel because Rachel kept wanting to get up but Finn thought it would be best if she were to be sitting down to stay away from all her pain. Once they arrived back to New York, Finn was able to get a wheelchair for Rachel do it wouldn't be as painful. Unfortunately they had to take a taxi to get back to their apartment because if they took the subway, it would take too long for Rachel to get in and out of.

Finn pushed the button for the elevator while holding Rachel by the waist. "I'm really sorry Finn." Rachel blurted out of nowhere. "Rach, honey, this isn't your fault. I don't even know what you are saying sorry for?" Finn said picking up the luggage and pulling it into the elevator as the doors opened. "It's my fault because I ruined a beautiful trip you planned for us and in the future when we start trying for a baby; it will be my fault that we won't have one." Rachel said with an upset look.

"Rachel honey, where is all of this coming from? Those things don't matter as long as you safe and healthy, that's all that matters. This could have happened to anyone, so you shouldn't beat yourself up over it." Finn said struggling to help her out of the elevator along with the luggage.

"Well, when we get inside I want to talk to you about something, ok?" Rachel asked Finn. "Absolutely."

When they got inside the house, Finn helped get Rachel to the couch, returning shortly after placing their bags in their room. He walked over and put her legs on his lap. "So what did you want to talk to me about Rach?" Finn asked, massaging her right foot.

"Well, you know when Sam, Quinn and Mercedes stopped by? Well we had a conversation and it was about the possibility of me not being able to carry your children." Rachel said slowly, taking a deep breath before continuing. She noticed a frown appear on her husband's face. "Would you leave me if I couldn't have kids? I mean I wouldn't want you to stay if you weren't happy but I also wouldn't want you hating me because it couldn't." Rachel said, tears streaming down her face.

"Rachel, I love you no matter what happens ok. If you are not able to carry my child, that is fine, I mean of course I want children, but there are other ways of getting them. Not to mention the fact that if it's not what you want then I'm ok with that too. I would never in a million year leave you, do you understand?" Finn stated. Rachel nodded and released a small sigh followed by a smile.

"I love you so much Finn."

"I love you too Rachel!"

"At the hospital, the doctor said I can wait a few weeks to have sex or until I feel comfortable, I just thought you should know." Rachel said getting up from the couch. "Thanks Hun, where are you going?" Finn asked. "I'm going to have a nap in our room. I am feeling a little bit dizzy, so resting might be the best option." Rachel said slowly walking over to the bedroom. She closed the door slightly and Finn removed himself from the couch to head over to the kitchen. There wasn't much in the fridge since they had pretty much been gone for a whole month. He opened the cupboard and found some fruit loops cereal. He poured it into a bowl before realizing they don't have any milk, so he decided to just eat it dry. While sitting down at the table, the phone started ringing and that's when he realized he promised to call his mom when they got home. He answered it before it rang a second time and heard a woman's voice start rambling.

"Yes mom I'm sorry I forgot to call, I was busy trying to help Rachel. I know, yes the flight was fine."

"Well Finn, would you mind if I spoke to her for a second?" his mom asked.

"She's actually sleeping right now, mom. I can tell her you called, or have her call you back when she wakes up." Finn said.

"Ok that's fine I just wanted to see how she was doing." His mom replied.

"Ok, bye mom." He ended the phone call and got back to eating his cereal.

A few hours later Rachel woke up to find a note on the kitchen counter. It said that Finn had gone out to buy dinner and that he should be back in a bit. She went and sat down on the couch and found the remote. She turned on the TV and put her feet up on the couch, she was watching when the door opened.

"Hey, I got Chinese for dinner, I hope that's ok." Finn asked putting the food on the table in front of the TV. "Yes that's fine. We can eat at the table if you want." Rachel said. "No I think we should eat here and watch a movie while we do." Finn stated. "I like that idea!" she said giving him a kiss. Finn put in the movie the avengers. Although Rachel wasn't really a super hero fan, she enjoyed watching things that made her husband happy.

Forty-five minutes after the movie had started, Finn and Rachel were making out heavily on the couch. At this point, Rachel was sitting sideways on his lap with her arms around his neck and his around her waist. Usually Finn would want to watch the movie, but he was really enjoying this time he was spending with his wife. He only has one more month until he'd have to go back to work, and he wasn't planning on wasting it.

"Rachel, I really love this time we are spending together. I just wish it didn't have to be like this, I want to be able to make out with you without thinking I am hurting you. So can you promise me that no matter what we do, you will always tell me if you are uncomfortable?" Finn asked, receiving a nod from Rachel.

"Of course, I wouldn't do anything without wanting to or knowing that I wasn't comfortable. I really want to have sex with you but I think right now is just bad timing." Rachel said burying her head into his neck. "No problem honey." Finn said hugging her close to his body.

That's it for this week guys I'm sorry it was so short but I am honestly out of ideas, so If you have any please leave suggestions.