Now it's too late for you and
Your white horse to come around
Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
"Do I look alright?" Beca asks turning towards Jesse. Jesse looks up from his phone and his eyes widen. Beca is wearing her black skinny jeans and a dark colored tank top. Showing off a couple of her tattoos that are usually not visible in what she normally wears.
"You look beautiful." Jesse says getting up and walking over to Beca. He kisses her and Beca kisses him back wrapping her arms around his neck. Jesse's hands dig into her hips as he tries to hold himself to the ground. They were supposed to be leaving to go to the party at Toby's in five minutes.
"I just thought you should know that I am wearing the pair of underwear you saw me pack." Beca whispers into his ear. He groans as there is a knock on his door.
"I guess you'll have to see later." Beca says walking over to the door. She pulls it open and Scott is on the other side waiting to see if they are ready to go. Jesse slowly gets up from his bed and walks over to Beca's side at the door.
The three of them walk the two blocks down to Toby's house where the party was in full swing. The music was pounding and Beca grabbed Jesse's hand as they were about to walk in. People are so close together that Beca can't help but move closer to Jesse to avoid some of the couples on the dance floor.
"Jesse!" They could hear a voice yelling. Beca and Jesse turned their heads to look to see who had called him. When Beca looked over she saw that Toby was calling them over and he lit up when he saw Beca was with him.
"Oh my god, it is movie nerd and short stack." Toby says faking surprise at them.
"I told you to stop calling me that." Beca say huffing.
"Damn it Toby, I told you we want them to keep coming back." Paige says walking up and slinging an arm around Beca. Beca threw her arm off of her and smiled; but it ended up being more like a grimace. Jesse laughed lightly and she glared at them.
"How's college life?" Paige asks as Toby winds an arm around her.
"It's been fun, especially with this movie hater." Jesse says looking down at Beca and she punches his arm. Beca can feel her phone vibrating out of her pocket and pulled it out. It was a text from Chloe. She thought that she would have just deleted her number. Beca opens the text and is surprised by what she sees. The Bellas are going to the finals.
"Nerd, the Bellas are going to the finals." Beca says putting her phone back in her pocket.
"Too bad you got kicked out. I thought they didn't place." Jesse says as he looks down at his girlfriend. Paige and Toby look at them in question.
"Yeah, the second place group had gotten disqualified." Beca says shrugging.
"Who are the Bellas?" Paige asks. Beca looks at Jesse before letting a few chuckles escape. Jesse rubs the back of his neck and looks down at Beca and she just shakes her head at him.
"An a Capella group." Beca mutters as she looks at the floor.
"An all girls a Capella group." Jesse adds longer and Beca hits his chest. Paige and Toby burst into laughter and Beca glares at Jesse.
"He did join an all boy a capella group." Beca adds which elicits another louder round of laughter and a groan from Jesse.
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Beca tries to find her way through all of the sweaty bodies looking for her boyfriend. She tried jumping up to see above the bobbing heads. She walked over to a chair and put one foot on it; cursing the heels she was wearing. She stood up and tried to keep her balance as she looked over the many heads of the people.
She finally spotted Jesse by the keg; talking to some fake blonde in a mini skirt and crop top. Beca gets down and walks through the mass of arms and legs. She has to shove several people to get over to Jesse. She walks up to him and can tell that he is almost hilariously uncomfortable.
"Hey," She says before getting closer and pulling his head to hers. She can feel Jesse about to question her but she just pulls him closer and he puts both of his hands firmly on her waist. Beca wraps her arms around his neck and she can hear the blonde's heels click away behind them.
"What was that for?" Jesse asks as he pulls back. Beca shoots him a devious smile.
"You looked uncomfortable." Beca says playing with the strands of hair at the nape of his neck.
"Let's find somewhere to be alone." Beca whispers into his ear as she gets on her toes. Jesse looks down at her and just nods. She wanted him; his shirt fit him just right and she was able to see his toned arms. God, she just had to have him.
Beca pulled him through the maze of people and outside into the night air. She wanted him too much to worry about where they were going. She pulled him off to the side of the house and was thankful that no one was back there.
She turned him around and pushed him against the house and kissed him roughly. He responded instantly and put his hands on her hips while her hands clawed at the skin by his neck. His tongue moved along the seam of her lips asking for permission and Beca let him in.
They stood there with him pushed against the wall until he flipped them around pushing her against the wall. Beca liked the way that her back felt against the bricks of the walls. HE picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his waist. She could feel his cock coming to life near her center and it drove her crazy.
Her hands went down to his belt buckle and undid it as quickly as she could. Jesse's hands went to her belt and started to pull her pants down as far as they could. He started to kiss his way down her neck and then to the top of her breasts that her tank top showed. She moaned at the contact and craved him even more. Beca worked even more frantically at his pants to get them down.
Luckily she got his pants undone and pulled them down as far as she could reach. He thrust into her quickly and kept at a quick and hard rhythm. Beca groaned at the contact of him inside her. She could feel her release approaching and she almost didn't want it to.
"I love you," He rasps out as he starts to place butterfly kisses down her neck.
"I love you, too." Beca manages as she closes her eyes tightly.
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She had already had several cups of the funky drink that they were serving and her brain was starting to feel a little foggy. She walked over to Paige who was standing by the keg nursing a drink. Beca and Paige had gotten closer in high school and she had opened up to her more than Toby. Sure she had opened up the most to Jesse; but having a friend that was a girl was a big deal to Beca.
"Do you know where Jesse is?" Beca yells over the music. Paige shakes her head and bobs her head to the terrible music playing. Beca tries to look above heads but when she is trying to look over all of the heads to see a familiar brown haired dork.
Beca can see Toby walking down the stairs across the room and how her thinking would have it. Jesse and Toby might have gone upstairs together to talk or do whatever they would do when they are alone. Beca walked up the stairs and could smell the various types of alcohol being had.
Beca walked into the stuffy room to find several people grinding more intensely than earlier and she was disgusted by what she saw. A few guys cat called her but she promptly flipped them off in response. She looked over and was pretty sure that she had found her dork and could barely process what she saw.
Her heart dropped to her feet and shattered into a million pieces. She felt frozen as if she was about to suffocate from what she saw. They had been together less than ten minutes ago. Her boyfriend was kissing a bottle blonde in a dress that revealed all the goods she had. Beca let a small gasp escape from her before she ran.
Beca ran out of the house and ignored Paige, who was calling after her. Beca just looked back and waved as a goodbye to her. Beca ran down the street as the night air attacked her bare arms. The heels were killing her feet and that was one of the many reasons that Beca hated heels.
She slowed her pace to a walk and bent down. Beca pulled off her shoes and held them in her hand as she walked down the street. That was the only place where she would let the tears fall. The tears fell down her cheeks. She seriously thought that he was different than the other guys she had of heard of and saw. Ugh, she was an idiot. In that moment she hated herself; she didn't like that she was that one girl with the cheating boyfriend.
The Swanson house came into view and Beca walked forwards. She wasn't about to bail on his family but if it was just Jesse she would. She actually cared about his family too much. Beca can just give him the silent treatment. She would stay here the rest of the break and call it good. She didn't want to head back to Barden or go to any of her parent's houses.
She trudged up the driveway and into the house. She moved as silently as she could' not wanting to wake anyone up. She slipped up the stairs and into Jesse's room. She started taking off her clothes and threw them onto the floor. She was just in her bra and underwear when she realized that the only pajamas she had were Jesse's shirts.
Damn it.
She decides that she can just sleep in this and if he tries anything she will kick him in the balls. She pulls back the comforter and gets into the bed. Beca pulls the comforter up to her neck and sniffles trying to keep the tears at bay. She hadn't cried this much during her parent's divorce. When Beca inhaled trying to calm herself she caught a whiff of the blanket and could smell him off of the blankets and pillows. In a fit of rage and or misery she threw the blanket and pillow off the bed. She curled up into a ball and used her arm as a pillow. Beca fell asleep with tears tracing down her cheeks.
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She wakes to feeling warm and secure; it doesn't help when the night's occurrences come back to her. Immediately she stiffens and notices that at some point the night before he had put the blankets on her. Beca looked back to see that Jesse was curled around her; her heart softened for a moment until her anger came back in full force.
Beca slipped out of his arms and headed straight to the bathroom. She wanted to wash his smell away. She was fuming mad at him and was still in shock from it all.
The shower didn't help her much; it only gave her a chance to cry without being heard. She was thankful that either Jesse didn't wake from her taking a shower or just didn't want to join her.
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Beca walked down stairs to the kitchen thankful that Jesse was still asleep when she had finished getting dressed. Betty was sitting at the island drinking her morning coffee while chewing on a croissant.
"Good morning, Beca." She said cheerily.
"Good morning," Beca replied pouring herself a cup of coffee. She took a sip of the coffee and could feel it waking her up. She and Betty chatted mildly as they sipped their coffee.
They turned towards the doorway when they heard heavy steps towards the kitchen. Beca crossed her fingers that it would be anyone but Jesse.
"Hey Mom, do you know where Beca is?" Jesse asks before he walks into the kitchen where he knows his mother will be.
Beca mentally face palms as he enters the kitchen with an eyebrow raised in question. This was her first interaction with the bastard and she was pissed as hell at him. Let the silent treatment begin.
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"Are you sure we should take my car down?" Jesse asks his dad as they load both Jesse and Beca's luggage in it. They were preparing to go back to Barden and Jesse's family thought that it would be easier for them to take the three hour drive instead of the short flight. Beca was standing back; thanking Betty for all that she has done for her. Beca was mainly thanking her because this would probably be one of the last time she would see her.
"Will you guys be in New York to see us at the finals?" Jesse asks as he puts the last suitcase in.
"We plan to." His mother says. Beca just nods; not too enthusiastic at seeing her soon to be ex boyfriend's parents again.
They exchange their goodbyes and Beca can feel an era in her life ending. Almost like it was all going down in flames and there was no way to smolder it.
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"Beca, can you please tell me why you won't talk to me?" Jesse asks for the third time.
Silence is the only response that he has gotten from her. She pulled out her phone when she felt the vibrating in her pocket.
From: Paige
Sent: 3:26
Why have Jesse been mass texting us about u?
From: Beca
Sent: 3:27
He cheated on me. Saw him making out with a blonde at ur party. Don't tell him this.
From Paige
Sent: 3:33
Fine
Beca put her phone back in her pocket and glanced at Jesse. He looked exhausted; she has barely said ten words to him since the party and he looks utterly confused. His hair is askew and there are dark bags under his eyes. She leans her head back and closes her eyes, pretending to sleep for the rest of the drive.
She had made up her mind on what to do. She had spent the few days of spring break that she had deciding what to do. It didn't help that her walls were being built stronger and she was trying to be even more sure of how to keep others out.
They pull up to Barden and Beca gets out of the car slamming the door behind her. She walks over to his trunk and pops open the back. Beca pulls out her bags and throw them over her shoulder. She had moved quickly enough that Jesse was just stepping out of the car as she finished grabbing her things.
Beca took a deep breath and knew that her next sentence would take all of the courage that she had in her small body. She had to say these words; or else it would kill her.
"Jesse, we're over." Beca says before she runs from him.
A/N: This chapter was kind of hard to write, so I'm sorry for how crappy it is. The song is White Horse by Taylor Swift. Please favorite, follow and review.
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