Yolo.
26. Saturday Morning.
We're Done!?
WHAT THE HELL?
I fell asleep on it, thinking I read it wrong, but when I woke up I checked again. Still the same.
What? Because I've stopped getting high and stopped smoking he was done with me!? Wouldn't he be HAPPY I've stopped though? And over a fucking text message!?
I got dressed into a white shirt and floral skirt with my converse sneakers. I grabbed everything, not caring to eat breakfast or brush my teeth, and took the first bus to get to the street where Ryder lived.
I arrived there and knocked on the door. It was 6 AM. He was awake. Ryder answered the door, his bed hair sticking up and in his black sweatpants with a white shirt. "Marley?" He asked, still asleep.
"WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL RYDER!? I'VE STOPPED GETTING HIGH AND SMOKING AND YOU FUCKING BREAK UP WITH ME OVER A DAMN TEXT MESSAGE!? WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?"
"What?" He still sounded confused.
"YOU ARE NOT BREAKING UP WITH ME! I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU! AND BECAUSE WE ARE IN FRONT OF ONE ANOTHER, THAT MESSAGE DOESN'T COUNT, SO I'M BREAKING UP FIRST!"
"Breaking up?" He still asked. "What are you talking about?"
I held my phone up to him and showed him. "YOU SEE!"
Ryder looked at it and looked confused. "Marley, I left my phone at Jake's last night. I had to get a DVD back from him and we hung out for a while before I had to come back and help my Dad get grandma in the tub. You think I wanna hurry out of Jake's to see her take a bath?"
"SO WHAT? A FREAKING LEPRECHAUN CAME INSIDE OF JAKE'S HOUSE AND DID THAT?"
"Maybe Jake is playing a game with us." Ryder said.
My phone rang and it was Jake. "WHAT?"
"Yeah, Ryder's family is still asleep...can you tell him he left his phone here. Then Bree broke into my house and used his phone to text everyone in Glee some shit. I'm calling everyone else since Tina, ever so kindly, called his phone and told him to never call her a Panda horror Doll covered in cum ever again."
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THE BREE GIRL?" I yelled
"Huh?"
"You left your phone at Jake's, that Bree bitch broke into his house and started to send everyone in Glee club random shit!" I yelled. "She made me think you broke up with me! THAT BITCH IS DEAD!"
"Well I'm guessing you didn't eat breakfast either, since you wouldn't be think cranky now that you've discovered it." Ryder said.
"SHUT UP!" I yelled, then hung up on Jake. I called Kitty's house number. She yelled at me for waking her up, but I knew the Cheerio's had a practice later today. "YOU TELL THAT BITCH BREE IF SHE MESSES WITH ME, SHE'S FUCKING DEAD!" Then hung up.
"Are you okay now?" Ryder asked me.
I nodded. Then, for some reason, I started to cry. I don't even know why I was crying because there was nothing to worry about. It was a text prank and if Ryder did break up with me he would of told me to my face. But everything was okay now, right? Than I should stop crying for sadness and cry for happiness. Right?
Ryder took me in his arms and embraced me firmly in his arms and pulled me close to him. "Why are you crying, Marley? There's nothing to cry about, it was just a mistake. A stupid prank done by a stupid Cheerio. That's all."
"I know," I muttered before crying again. This time I felt my whole body shake and Ryder pulled himself outside and brought me over to this bench that hung a little above the ground to the left side of his front porch. We sat down and he cuddled me again, soothing me down until I was able to speak again about five minutes later. "Bu—But it sounded true!" I sobbed again. "Like you had given up on me and...and..and wanted to date...a non-problem girl..." I told him.
"You just began to get rid of this habit, it's not going to go away over night. I know this is going to take a long, long time, but I'm here for you no matter what. I promise." He said. He then kissed the side of my head and said, "I love you."
"I love you too." I said.
I was still upset though. Even throughout the breakfast he invited me to, I was upset. He had to stay all day to take care of his grandparents, but promise me we could go out tomorrow night. I said we could have dinner at my place, winked, and kissed him goodbye.
I was still upset on the walk home.