I didn't take too long of a drive. I just stopped at a park just down the street. I loved this park, its so peaceful, and beautiful. There was a lot of people there. Parents with their kids, adults with their dogs, and couples on dates. I had been there half an hour before I realized I forgot my phone at home. Crap!

I decided I would just head home in another hour. I was enjoying my time at the park, and I needed some time to clear my head.

I turned towards my left and saw two very familiar people walking towards me. I smiled.

"Well hello there, pretty lady." said Kix as both him and Ronnie came up and sat on either side of me on the bench.

"How did you guys know I was here?" I asked.

"Well, after Narvel left we tried to call you. It was then that we realized that you left your phone at home. We were going to just wait for you to come back, but we then decided to check and see if you were here. We know how much you love it here." Said Ronnie.

"How long was he there for?" I asked.

"About 45 minutes. We don't know what he took." said Kix.

" Honestly, I really don't care what he took." I said.

"You want to go back home, or do you want to stay out here some more?" asked Ronnie.

"I'm ready to go home. You know what, how about we go out to get something to eat? I'm starving." I turned to face Kix. "Why don't you invite Barbra to join us?"

"Sound great. I'll give her a call." Said Kix.

We headed out to a local diner that was on the other side of town. The owners know us well, and always give us the private room they have in back, well if its available, fortunately today it was. I really didn't want to be seen, I love my fans, but I need time to myself.

We had already ordered drinks and had been talking when Barbra, Kix wife, came in. We greeted her and she sat across from me next to Kix, Ronnie was sitting next to me.

"Kix told me what happened, I am so sorry guys." Barbra said to both me and Ronnie.

"Thank you Barbra. It means a lot." I told her.

"So how are things going?" she asked.

"They're going ok, Reba is letting me stay at her house until I get things sorted out. We both have filed for divorces." said Ronnie.

"Narvel came over earlier and got his things. He wasn't exactly nice to us." I said as I looked down to the table and played with my napkin.

"Want me to kill him for you?" Barbra said. I laughed and smiled up at her. She always knows how to make someone laugh.

"No, but thank you. I will remember it for later." We both laughed.

We sat there and ate and talked about the good times we have done together. The four of us, well used to be the 6 of us, are really close, always have been. We have gone on family vacations together, and toured together for years. Our kids call us aunt and uncle.

After two hours, Ronnie and I headed back home, and Kix and Barbra went back to their house. I was tired and ready for bed, but it was only 5:20. Ugh.

"What do you want to do tonight?" Asked Ronnie.

"Honestly? Right now all I want to do is sleep!" We both laughed. "I'm going to go upstairs, I guess I should check and see what he took." Ronnie nodded and went into the kitchen and I went up into my bedroom.

I walked in and didn't notice anything missing. I opened the drawers and closet and seen all his clothes missing. At least he did only take his stuff.

Seeing all his stuff gone really hurt me. I hated to admit it, but I missed him. Even after all this stuff he is putting me through, I still love him. I have been with him so long, it scares me to be alone. I laid my head in my pillow and just cried.

I heard the door to my room open and someone walk over to my bed and sit down. Ronnie started to rub my back.

"Why is this so hard?" I said with my head still in the pillow.

"I don't know."

I sat up and looked at him, his face was full of hurt. I wiped my face, I know I probably looked like a mess but I didn't care. "I wish it didn't hurt this badly. I hate that I still love him, look what he's done."

Ronnie looked down to the bed. "I know what you mean. I still love Janine, but I hate her at the same time. They don't even care what their actions have caused. Selfish asholes." Ronnie mumbled out the last part.

I sighed and stood up and walked into my bathroom to wash my face. I looked up from the sink to see Ronnie handing me a towel. I hadn't heard him following me.

"Thanks." I took the towel from him and wiped my face. We both headed back downstairs in silence. I walked into the kitchen and he followed. I got a bottle of water out of the fridge and he sat down at the table and rested his forehead on it. I sat down next to him, staring off into space. We sat there in complete silence, neither one of us moving.

I have been catching myself just staring off into space a lot lately. I feel like my whole life has been turned upside down, and I don't know how to repair it. I'm sure Ronnie feels the same.

We haven't really talked much about what is going on. I don't know if we should or not, It was a sensitive subject.

It was great to hang out with Kix and Barbra, it helped keep our minds off what's going on, I love them both a lot.

Ronnie finally lifted his head up and smiled a strained smile at me, I could sear tear stains on his cheeks.

I smiled back at him and held onto his hand, he squeezed it back.