THIS CHAPTER MADE ME STRESS, I FELT LIKE I WAS REPEATING A LOT OF THE SAME THINGS IN PRIOR CHAPTERS. I AM GETTING SOMEWHERE, JUST HAVING PROBLEMS GETTING THERE. LOL. I AM WRITING ANOTHER CHAPTER. I WILL HAVE IT ALSO POSTED TONIGHT.

"Ronnie! Please stop!" He had managed to get my shirt up exposing my stomach and chest, and tried to go after my other clothes. I managed to push him off me and he stumbled back. I scooted to the back of my bed and pulled my knees to my chest. He just stared at me with a look of shock on his face.

"Reba-" he tried to say, but I cut him off.

"No, Ronnie. Just go, get the fuck out of my house!" I was crying hard. He didn't even say anything more, just walked out the door. I have never felt so violated. He never did anything past grouping and kissing, but I have never had someone force that upon me.

I didn't know what to do, I was scared and alone. I did not sleep a wink for the rest of the night. When the sun came fully up into the sky, I decided to get out of bed. I went down and made myself some coffee. I felt so lost.

Ronnie has always been a very caring, loving person, who would protect the people he loved with his life. Lately he just has seemed to become this stranger, I never knew who I was looking at anymore. Last night was the last straw, I wasn't doing this anymore.

I called Kix. It seems like he is all I talk to anymore, but I don't feel like I can tell what happened. He could tell something was wrong, but I didn't want to tell him over the phone, so he rushed over right away.

"Reba, are you ok?" he asked very worryingly. I'm sure I am a sight to see. No sleep, crying all night. I had a hard time keeping it together in front of him.

"No." I hesitated. "Ronnie tried to…."

"What? What happened? What did he do? Did he hurt you?" his voice started to raise the more he said.

"He tried to rape me." I said it so quietly I was surprised he heard me, I only knew he did because he stood right up and tried to run out the door. I ran to catch up with him and stopped him. "What are you doing?" I asked him.

"I am going to go kill him." he said getting very angry. He tried to go again, but I stopped him.

"Killing him isn't the answer. Plus, I don't know where he went after I kicked him out."

He looked at me very sadly. "I am really sorry he did this, Reba. I can't believe he did this. What happened."

I moved us over to sit us on the couch. "He came home last night, drunk as usual, I got upset, he was horny. He started to kiss me, and I told him to leave me alone, he wouldn't I hit him. He chased me upstairs, pushed me on the bed, and started to touch me, and kiss me. I finally got him off me, and he looked at me in shock, like he was finally realizing what was going on. I told him to leave, and he did." I started to cry hard again, remembering what happened.

Kix held me and rocked me as I cried. I felt so helpless.

"I don't want him anywhere near me anymore, I am done. I don't want anything to do with him again." I said.

"I promise, I will not let him come anywhere near you again." Kix said.

"What has gotten into him?"

"I don't know, red. He's made his choices, he has to live with them. I am cutting all ties with him."

"it won't be easy. Everyone will want to know what happened, I don't really want anyone to know. "

"We just won't tell anyone. People don't need to know, I won't even tell Barbra."

"Thank you Kix, I really mean it."

"Anytime red." he smiled at me.