SHOULD REBA FORGIVE HIM? I HAD TO CUT THIS SHORT BECAUSE I HAVE TO WORK TONIGHT, AND I AM GETTING SICK. I AM GOING TO REST.
Just keep calm, just keep calm, just keep calm. I kept repeating this in my head to myself over and over.
"What is your problem, Ronnie? Why do you hate me? What have I done to make you hate me? What, I forgave you for attacking me, not once, but twice? For standing by your side when no one else would? For being dedicated to you? Tell me!"
"You act like you're a saint, never done anything wrong." Ronnie said.
Is he serious?
"You know what, Ronnie, I don't care anymore. I have done nothing but be nice to you, and stand by your side. I could tell everyone the truth about you, how you hit me, and tried to rape me, and cheated on me, but I'm not. Unlike you, I don't like hurting the people I care about." I walked away to join my family before he had a chance to say anything. I was hoping he wouldn't say anything in front of anyone.
"Hey." Ronnie said to me as a I joined him. He was talking to Kix son.
"Hi." I tried to hide my emotions. It seemed to work because he went back to his conversation.
I looked back over to where I left Ronnie and Kix, and they were still standing where I left them, arguing. I promised I wouldn't let them get to me, and that is exactly what I am going to do.
I was having a great time with my family, I love them all so much. Just because of our problems, I wasn't going to stop caring about Ronnie and Kix family, they are my family also, and they always will be.
People were starting to head home, fortunately Ronnie didn't come anywhere near me for the rest of the day.
I was saying bye to everyone when Kix came up to me.
"Hey Reba." he said to me, I ignored him. He sighed, putting his hands in his pockets. "May we talk?"
I looked at him and crossed my arms across my chest. "Why? You want something else to tell the public?"
He looked to the ground. "I wanted to apologize for my actions. It was wrong of me, and I wasn't thinking when it happened." he looked back up to me.
"You're right, you weren't thinking. I really don't care anymore though. You and Ronnie have caused me nothing but issues for this past year, and I am done. I do nothing but forgive you guys, and you two somehow find a way to hurt me again. I am done." I walked away from him. I am tired of this.