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59. Party

I woke up pretty hungover. The last thing I remember was being drunk talking to Lark on the phone and talking about slut brownies and how hot and cold I was at the moment even though the windows and blinds were closed so that the heat wouldn't rise up from the outside light. Even when it was dark outside. I grabbed a water bottle and took a large gulp of water before managing to get up from the bed. Oh, that's right, I got hot last night so I stripped everything off and slept in the nude last night. That would explain why I felt cold now. Well home alone or with Lark or Ryder, I didn't care now.

I left the bedroom and entered the bathroom. I did my business, washed my hands and then came back into the apartment. Man I must of been wild because pillows were all over the place and food from the fridge was left out, including the milk and ice cream. "Oh shit." I muttered. "Well, guess I have to clean up."

It only took a half hour. Once I was done I sat on the couch, still naked, watching TV news. Nothing too much was going on. I grabbed my phone and saw Ryder had texted me. He didn't pay his phone bill and now that he had, he was texting me like crazy last night. I ignored them and saw Lark had texted me.

Hey, thanks for the picture ;)
Don't worry, I deleted it after I relieved myself for a while.

Oh no, again?

I looked at what I sent him and saw that it was my breasts. No face shown, just my breasts and a message. Liii whhaa c? it no me, i got frm bee-bee. What the hell was I talking about? I knew for a fact that Lark knew that was a picture of my boobs since, well, he's seen me naked plenty of times.

A while later I showered. No, I didn't dress after that. I just came out of the show and walked my newly shaved body out of the bathroom and back onto the couch to think of what to do for now. "Hmmm, maybe I can throw a party." I said to myself as I thought of ideas of how to stay entertained. "I know some people from the local club I go too."

I grabbed my phone and made some calls. I had in total fifteen people coming over for the party that would start at 8 tonight. I got up from the couch and ran into the bedroom to find something to wear. I had this white lace bustier crop top and black mini-skirt with these new black heel booties that I got the other day with Lark, after we made out in the changing room and not only did I receive a mark on my neck but it was the first time we woo-hoo in a public place and kept our clothes on. The time before that, when we were totally naked, was at Club Paradise in the basement bathroom. I'm pretty sure the door was opened and people watched us, then Lark said it never happened.

A couple of hours later after cleaning the house up and purchasing some alcohol down the road. making brownies and cookies and ordering Chinese food and lots of pizza, some friends came over. Juliet, Roberta, Emily, Bobby, Leonardo, Cole and Mattie. Most of them brought over alcohol and the rest, mainly Mattie and Roberta, brought over all kinds of drugs from weed to crack and meth and LSD and more. Cole and I both liked smoking cigarettes so Cole brought over all of the cigarette boxes he managed to get at the store, fifteen boxes.

We all started eating as Bobby told us a story about how he recently got a fine for smoking on a college university. "Bullshit that cop, fuck him in the ass with his own damn law rules." Bobby said.

"Oh shut up." Emily rolled her eyes. "It's not the end of the world."

"Don't fuck with me Emily Geller. I'll beat your ass."

"Whatever." Emily said. "Pass me the weed."

I puffed out another cigarette before putting it down in the ashtray and biting into my noodles. "Anyone want to watch a movie?"

"I just want some Lucy that's all." Mattie said.

"Sure, any movie is fine. Once I start drinking I get a little cray cray." Juliet told us. "Sam with Leo here, right hubby?"

"Sure thing," The twenty-five year old man told his nineteen year old wife. "Nice anniversary this week."

"Fuck off!" Bobby yelled. "Let's just finish this up and get on the scene."

Three or four hours passed, but it seemed a lot shorter in time. Everyone was drunk and high, including myself. Leonardo and Juliet were making out in their underwear after snorting crack up their noses. Cole was chugging another bottle of rum and Roberta was giving Mattie a lap dance on the couch in nothing but her bra and underpants. Emily and Bobby were in the bathroom screwing each other all over the tub.

I miss Ryder. I don't even know how I remembered him but I do and I miss him.

"Shit...vodka..." I muttered as I grabbed a glass and poured the vodka in it. I chugged it right down and felt better.

I kept chugging and drinking down drinks, with red cups, until I found a new bottle of vodka and drank right out of the bottle. Wow, my head was killing me.

I stood up and stumbled back to the living room. Leonardo and Juliet were under a cover from the couch, Roberta was giving Mattie a blow-job that he seemed to enjoy and I could hear Emily laughing loudly, followed by Mattie's voice. "Em, shut the fuck up, they're gonna hear us!"

I had a few more cigarettes and texted Lark goodnight.

I found some of that stuff that Juliet snorted. I haven't done that in a long time. I remember how to do it though. I leaned down and snorted up the crack and found a lit joint and took that. I found more stuff to snort so I snorted that up too.

I felt so good in a while, I felt free.

When I woke up in the morning from the party I saw that everyone was still here, beer bottles thrown all over the place and pillows in every direction too. Juliet and Leonardo were still on the couch while a topless Roberta and pantless Mattie were on the rug and I assume Emily and Bobby were in the bathroom still. Cole was up and walking around with no pants on.

"Cole?"

"Hey Marley," He said. "Just looking for pants."

"Head...bum...cigarette." I moaned.

"I'm going to get all of us food. Great party, have another one soon." He said.

It was a nice party.