Bechloe. Bechloe. Bechloe. I hear ya folks, I was just developing Jaubrey enough to let them go their own way instead of just leaving them there. BECHLOE IS BACK BITCHES sorry for the wait. Oh if you like the fast and furious movies check out my new pp fanfic based on F and F called 'Ride Or Die" It has the pairings of JessexStacie and BecaxChloe.
You'll recognise a glee scene if you watch it.
Also it's nearly time for exams so I may not update for a couple of weeks. cries.
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It's All About Finding Yourself - Chapter 21
Chloe saw her girlfriend with her head in her locker and snuck up behind her, looping her arms around her waist.
"I'm pretty sure I'm gonna die." Beca settled on, not even having to turn around to realise it was Chloe who was hung onto her.
"It can't be that bad." Chloe spun Beca around and closed the locker behind her. "Woah." She stifled a laugh at the fact Beca had sunglasses on.
Beca flipped her off. "How are you not hungover?" She whined, taking Chloe's hand before being dragged down the hallway.
"You had way more to drink than I did." Chloe scoffed as she pushed open the choir room door. "I would kiss you but your breath still smells like vodka." Chloe screwed up her face before laughing at Stacie and Aubrey who were also sporting pairs of sunglasses.
"Maybe it's because I just threw up in the girls toilets just before you met me." Beca threw herself on to one of the chairs and slumped down with a groan.
"It's your own fault." Chloe sang.
"Why are you so mean?"
"Hey what's up guys - Woah..." Jesse walked into the room and stopped himself in his tracks as he cast his eyes between Stacie, Aubrey and Beca. "Wow." Was the only thing he said before taking a seat next to his girlfriend, wrapping his arm around her.
"Mr McKay's gonna kill us." Stacie droned as she stared straight ahead.
"What he doesn't know won't kill him." Beca muttered.
"He's going to notice, we need to perform at assembly in about twenty minutes and we aren't even ready. I'm pretty sure my stomach can't handle Tik Tok." Aubrey added. Just as Aubrey finished, Mr McKay walked in with his usual enthusiastic aura.
"You guys ready?!" He exclaimed and the three hungover girls took their sunglasses off before he noticed. (Beca replacing them with her normal glasses.)
The glee club were huddled backstage, all dressed in their 'Ke$ha appropriate' attire. As soon as Mr McKay walked away Stacie pulled out a plastic bottle filled with a brownish black liquid.
"What the hell is that?" Beca grimaced.
"That my friend, is what is going to take the edge off your hangover. It has port wine, brandy, vermouth and scotch in it, also there's a bit kool-aid and crumbled up oreos." Stacie explained, holding up the bottle and everyone looked on in disgust as she took a swig off it before handing it to Beca.
"Gross." Beca muttered, taking a deep breath before knocking back the drink. Aubrey was next, complaining that she felt sick after taking a drink.
"Positions guys!" Mr McKay whisper yelled from the side as Principal Hastings was wrapping up her speech on how alcohol is dangerous.
"And here to perform for everyone we have our very own show choir, the Barden Majors." Principal Hastings was anything but enthusiastic, Mr McKay had told the kids multiple times that it was a challenge trying to get funding for the show choir because principal Hastings thought it was a waste of money. The curtain was drawn back and Aubrey, Beca and Chloe stepping forward a little more than the rest of the glee club.
[ Aubrey ]
Wake up in the mornin' feelin' like P-Diddy
Grab my glasses I'm out the door I'm gonna hit the city
Before I leave brush ma teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night I ain't comin' back
[Aubrey, Beca and Chloe]
I'm talking pedicure on our toes toes
Trying on all our clothes clothes
Boys blowin' up our phones phones
Drop top and playin' our favorite CD's
Pullin' up to the parties
Tryna get a little bit tipsy
[ Everyone ]
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Whoa-oh oh oh
Whoa-oh oh oh
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Whoa-oh oh oh
Whoa-oh oh oh
[Beca]
Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
Now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger
[Aubrey, Beca and Chloe]
I'm talkin' bout - everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryna touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk
Now, now - we goin' 'til they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us - (down)-man
Aubrey covered her mic and leaned over to Beca, "I don't feel so good."
"Just keep going." Beca muttered back just as the chorus started.
[Everyone ]
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Whoa-oh oh oh
Whoa-oh oh oh
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Whoa-oh oh oh
Whoa-oh oh oh
[Chloe]
DJ, You build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me
[Chloe and Beca]
You build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me
With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up
[Stacie]
Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in
[Everyone]
Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, Imma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
TiK ToK, on the clock
But the party don't stop no
Whoa-oh oh oh
Whoa-"Oh my god" Aubrey cut everyone off as she spoke into her microphone, the music still playing in the background. She covered her mouth with her hand and stumbled slightly. Everyone else just stood there, not knowing what to do and then it all happened in slow motion. The blonde moved her hand away from her mouth before projectile vomiting a good few feet beside her, unfortunately hitting Beca. "I am so sorry." Aubrey whispered as Beca began gagging herself as the contents of the blonde's stomach dripped off her.
Beca spun around and hunched over, placing her hands on her knees, throwing up onto the stage herself.
"Everybody drink responsibly." Stacie announced, breaking the deafening silence of the hall. Jesse drew the curtains once the crowd started to process what was happening and began making disgusted noises.
"Every one of you in the choir room. Now!" Mr McKay whisper yelled to the scene in front of him.
Everyone sheepishly sat down in the chairs in the choir room, Chloe and Beca coming in slightly later after the redhead helped the brunette get cleaned up.
"I can't believe you guys." Mr McKay was leaning against the piano with his arms folded. The teenagers could all feel the anger radiating off him. "Drinking at your age is one thing, but at school?!" Everyone averted their eyes away from their teacher. "You could all get suspended for this!"
There were echoes of "Sorry's"
"You need to be more careful guys." He lowered the volume slightly, realising that he may have taken it a step too far.
"Adult's are hypocrites though, they tell us not to do the thing they do most." Stacie spoke up and Mr McKay looked down at his feet in thought.
"You're right, we are hypocrites." He looked up to find the confused looks on the kid's faces from his sudden change in attitude. "I just want you guys to stay safe and don't get me wrong I'm still disappointed at you all for coming to school in this state." Again there were a chorus of 'Sorry's'. "I tell you what I'm going to do though." He took the marker out of his pocket and walked over to the board. "Take your phone's out." He wrote a number down on the board before spinning around to face them all. "Put this number in your phone and I want you to use it whenever you're in trouble whether it involves alcohol or not and I will be right there to take you home safely." The smiles on the kid's faces reminded him of why he took over the glee club in the first place. These kid's were his life, his goal was to make them open up to joy, feel accepted in the cruel world and most importantly give them a group of people who loved them no matter what.
Beca walked into the living room of the Beale household, Emily skipping past her and found Chloe sprawled out on the couch and Evan on the armchair with his newspaper. Chloe wasn't aware that Beca had even came into the living room because one, her head was resting on the arm of the chair that was closest to the door and two, she was too fixated on the TV to notice anything else.
Beca smirked as she pressed her hands to together realising how cold they were. She snuck up behind Chloe and pressed the back of her hands against the redhead's cheeks making her jump with a squeal.
"What the-?" Chloe tilted her head back to find her girlfriend looking down at her, suppressing a laugh. "You're hands are freezing." Chloe gasped when Beca put her hands back on her cheeks.
Beca laughed before leaning down and kissing her girlfriend. A spiderman kiss if you will. There weren't a lot of movies that Beca liked but she sure liked superhero films.
"Hi Beca, it's funny seeing here, I was just about to get Chloe to call you." Evan spoke up, placing his newspaper on the table as his youngest daughter climbed up onto his lap.
"Yeah? How come?" Beca lifted Chloe's legs up so she could take a seat and let them rest on top of her lap instead.
"Well I know I've met your dad a few times now but I wanted to invite him round for dinner so that I could get to know him better now that you're dating Chloe." Evan explained and Beca nodded along.
"Do you want me to text him?" She offered, pulling out her phone.
"That'd be great." He smiled and Beca unlocked her phone. Chloe smiled on at her girlfriend and dad getting along so well, it made her heart swell.
"Dude, what the fuck are you watching?" Beca scoffed as she took a quick glance up at the TV before realising what she had said. She knew Chloe barely swore so what were the odds that her father did a lot too, plus there was a seven year old in the room. "Oh shit I'm-" Beca cut herself off with her hand covering her mouth as once again she had failed to speak at least three words without swearing. "I am so sorry." Beca finally said taking her hand away as she looked up sheepishly at Evan, elbowing Chloe in the leg as she felt her body slightly shake from giggles.
"Calm down Beca." Evan chuckled and Beca let out a sigh of relief. "I know more about you than you think I do thanks to big mouth over there."
Beca narrowed her eyes at her girlfriend before she finally sent the text. "At least there will be a lot to talk about at dinner." Chloe shrugged with a laugh and then Beca's phone beeped.
"He says he can't tonight because he's busy with work stuff but he'd love to at some point." Beca announced and Chloe rolled off the top of her.
"Okay that's fine, I'll talk to him later." Evan smiled with an understanding nod.
"I need to shower." Chloe held her hand out to the brunette who only gave her a raised eyebrow. "Come on, you can wait upstairs. I won't take long." That's when Beca realised that her girlfriend was in fact not inviting her into a shower. She took Chloe's hand and the both made their way upstairs.
"What else did you tell your dad?" Beca warned jokingly.
"Just a few things." Chloe shrugged with innocence as she opened her wardrobe. "Like how when you're turned on, you always play with the hem of your shirt."
"Uh-wa-" Beca was lost for words. One, where was this even coming from? She didn't do that. Did she? and two, Chloe fricken told her dad.
"I'm kidding, chill out." Chloe laughed as she closed her wardrobe and turned around with a set of clothes in her hand. "You were totally turned on when I first kissed you though." Chloe sent a wink over her shoulder as she left the room.
"Holy shit." Beca whispered to herself. How the fuck did Chloe know that? Did she seriously do the shirt thing? Beca was in a way jealous of Chloe being more experienced than her but she was also glad because Chloe knew what she was doing and could help her out. God she had the best girlfriend.
"Beca!" She was shaken from her thoughts as Chloe called her name from the bathroom. With a furrowed brow Beca got up and exited the room.
"Yeah?" She leaned against the bathroom door and could hear the water running from the shower.
"Could you go into the closet and get me two towels? I forgot to pick them up." Chloe asked sweetly and Beca rolled her eyes with a smile.
"Sure" She replied, opening the closet door and pulling out two towels. "Are you already in the shower?" Beca asked slowly as she knocked on the door.
"Yeah. It's fine you can come in." Beca's eyes widened but her body automatically opened the door. She closed the door behind her and hung the towels on the rack. "Sit and talk to me." Chloe popped her head out the side of the curtain.
"Whilst you're in the shower?" Beca asked with an amused smile.
"Yeah." The redhead shrugged, disappearing back behind the curtain. Beca laughed and sat down on the toilet seat. The brunette looked up and could see the silhouette of Chloe's body on the curtain. She had an amazing body which curved in all the right places. Focus Beca! Just because your girlfriend is standing naked and wet behind that curtain does not mean you can allow that crazy sex drive of yours fill your mind with dirty thoughts. She tried to snap herself out of it and looked down at her hands, only to find herself playing with the hem of her shirt. She widened her eyes.
"Hey Chlo."
"Hm?"
"What was the thing you said I do with my shirt?" Beca wanted Chloe to explain what she meant.
"You get all fidgety with your hands when you're turned on." Chloe giggled. "Don't even try to deny it." She sang.
"I hate you." The brunette muttered. In all honesty she was amazed at how her girlfriend could notice things about her that she couldn't even notice herself. She decided to change to subject as she put her glasses on and pulled out her phone "Hey did you hear about the woman that's in love with the tree?" She asked laughing.
"What the hell?" Chloe giggled.
"Hold on let me read the article to you." Beca searched up on the Internet on her phone before clearing her throat. "According to the article in Closer magazine, Emma McCabe, who is probably suffering from a condition called d-de...ndrophilia-an...association between sex and trees-had a series of unlucky relationships with men, and became focused on an object that couldn't reject her." Chloe smiled softly at Beca's slight stutter when reading, she was improving really well and she was so proud of her because she was getting more and more confident ever since she had been visiting the dyslexia specialist. "My feelings are genuine," Emma told the magazine. "He fulfils my emotional and sexual needs. I orgasm by rubbing against the bark naked. I have sex with him every week – it's the best sex I've ever had" What the fuck is wrong with this woman?" Beca couldn't help herself from laughing.
"Oh my god that's so gross." Chloe laughed. "Doesn't that hurt?" The two girls laughed uncontrollably at the images in their heads. "Okay, okay. I'm gonna get out." Chloe finally composed herself and turned off the shower.
"That was like the worlds quickest shower. Do you want me to leave?" Beca asked slowly, standing up.
"Don't be silly." Chloe scolded jokingly.
"Silly? Dude you're practically driving me crazy with the fact you're naked behind that curtain." Beca exclaimed, her voice raising an octave which made Chloe laugh.
"Just give me the towel, weirdo." Beca grabbed the towel and handed it to the outstretched hand that came out from behind the curtain. Chloe stepped out of the shower with the towel wrapped around her, she threw her head forward and wrapped her hair up in the second towel.
"Hey what's this from?" Beca's eyes were so busy racking her eyes up and down her girlfriend's body that she was noticing every little detail but her eyes landed on something that interested her. There was a scar across Chloe's wrist just below her tattoo. Beca took Chloe's arm and ran her thumb over the scar.
"Nothing." Chloe tried to retract her arm but her sudden change in attitude made Beca refuse to let go in concern.
"Chloe." Beca spoke softly as she looked up at the redhead who was silently wiping away a tear. "Hey, hey. Talk to me, babe." Beca's heart was breaking seeing Chloe get upset so easily. She sat back down on the toilet and pulled Chloe to sit on her lap.
"I knew I would have to tell you sooner or later." Chloe's voice was shaky which made Beca wrap her arms around Chloe's abdomen.
"Tell me what?" Beca kept her voice gentle so her girlfriend didn't feel pushed.
"You're probably wondering why I never talk much about my past. Well I was in a dark place, Beca. I wasn't happy with myself, I was bullied for being bisexual, anything that made me different all the other girls made fun of me for it." Chloe explained nervously and Beca closed her eyes, resting her head on Chloe whilst she gently and soothingly swayed her side to side. "It got to the point where I started to hate myself, I hated the way I looked. It got so bad that I hurt myself, I barely ate and I physically cut myself." By this point Beca was crying silently with Chloe, hot tears streaming down her face onto Chloe's arm. "The other scars have faded by now but this one here was when the razor went too deep and it's never went away since." Chloe wiped her tears away as she awaited the brunette's reaction but there was only silence. "I totally understand if this made you uncomfortable, I mean I'm just damaged goods y'know so it's understandable if you want to leave." The redhead let out a defeated sigh.
"Why would I ever do that?" Beca asked, finally opening her eyes when Chloe faced her, both girls' eyes were glistening with tears. "You've helped me through so much that if I hadn't met you then I would still be trying to convince myself that I'm straight. I love you like I love you so fucking much and some scar isn't going to change that." Beca stated firmly. "I thought the only people that would care about me in life were my dad, Jesse, Aubrey and Stacie but then you came along and proved me wrong, I'm never leaving you."
"I love you too." Chloe sobbed, wrapping her arms around Beca's neck as a huge wave of relief came over her. "I'm never breaking up with you."
"You'll never get rid of me, Beale." Beca chuckled, wiping away the rest of her tears before doing the same to Chloe. "Come on, you should get dressed and then we can cuddle. Jesus Christ what have you done to me?!" She dramatically shook her fists whilst looking up at the ceiling once she stood up. Chloe could always count on her girlfriend to make her feel better.
After the emotional conversation both the girls felt incredibly closer to each other. It was nice to see the tables flipped in a way of Beca comforting Chloe after all the times Chloe comforted Beca.
Once Chloe had gotten dressed and dried her hair, she cuddled up to Beca on her bed. "I'm so glad you talked about this with me." Chloe had her head resting on Beca's chest and she could feel the vibration of her voice.
"And I'm glad you're so open minded."
"Aren't gay people the most open minded people anyway?" Beca chuckled and Chloe smiled. "No one in our group of friends are perfect." She said more seriously. "Aubrey's always had trouble from the pressure her dad piles on her, Stacie's parents always fought when she was growing up and Jesse has his anger issues. No one is perfect Chlo and that's what makes you fit in with us even more." Chloe smiled softly as she continued to fall in love with Beca more and more.
"You said you loved me at the party but I just shrugged it off and told myself it was the alcohol. When you said it in the bathroom, I knew you meant it." Chloe's eyes filled with tears again but this time they were happy tears.
"I've never said it to anyone before, of course I have to my dad and Jesse and stuff but I've never been in a real relationship." Beca explained. "You've ruined my reputation Beale, I swear to god none of this leaves this room." Beca warned, rolling on top of Chloe and straddling her.
"But you're the best girlfriend ever and everyone needs to know!" Chloe exclaimed before giggling uncontrollably once Beca pinned her arms down above her head.
"You're such a weirdo." Beca shook her head and swooped down to Chloe's neck, kissing her way down to her collarbone before moving to Chloe's arm and kissing her scar on her wrist. "What's your weakness?"
"I'm not telling you." Chloe replied childishly.
"Guess I'll just have to find out myself." Beca looked down at Chloe devilishly before attaching her tongue to her neck, running it all the way up until it reached her ear. The brunette softly licked the shell of her girlfriend's ear before closing her teeth around the lobe, gently tugging on it.
Chloe moaned softly and Beca smirked as she continued to drive the redhead insane. She positioned herself so that her knee was between Chloe's legs before pressing her leg gently against her girlfriend's center, eliciting another moan.
Beca's actions came to an abrupt stop as a sharp pain coursed through her lower abdomen.
"Are you okay?" Chloe asked, noticing the pained expression on her girlfriend's face along with the hand that instantly flew to her stomach.
"Yeah I get really bad period pain-fucking hell!" Beca climbed off of the bed, trying to walk around the room but struggling as she doubled over in pain.
"Beca what's going on?" Chloe sat up like a flash and placed her hand on Beca's shoulders.
"It's just cramps." Beca knew that this seriously couldn't be cramps, yeah she was bad for getting bad period pain but it was never this excruciating. She fell to her knees, her hands pressing on the side of her stomach.
"That's not period pain Beca." Chloe was starting to panic as Beca fell to the side with a groan.
"What's happening?" Beca winced.
"DAD!" Chloe yelled as loud as she could to make sure he could hear her. Her heart was pounding, she was worried, I mean who wouldn't be when your girlfriend is on the floor clearly in pain.
"Jesus Christ." The brunette groaned as another shot of pain hit her.
"Beca I don't know what to do." Chloe panicked before her dad came through the door.
"What's all the shouting - What's wrong?" He cut himself off as his eyes landed on his daughter's girlfriend almost rolling around the floor wincing in pain.
"I think she keeps getting pains in her stomach." Chloe explained and Beca confirmed with a forced nod. Evan dropped down to his knees beside his daughter.
"Daddy what's wrong with her?" Emily asked with a slight tremble in her voice.
"Em go into your room just now honey." He replied sweetly.
"I want my dad." Beca whined, a tear slipping from her eye.
"I'll call your dad honey but I think you need an ambulance to the hospital." Evan replied softly, pressing his hand against her forehead but she wasn't running a temperature.
"What?!" Beca exclaimed, attempting to sit up only to be thrown back in pain. Beca was so scared, she had no idea what was happening to her. Evan pulled out his phone and dialled 911 whilst Chloe stroked Beca's hair in attempt to calm her.
"Uh yeah, I need an ambulance. I have my daughter's girlfriend here complaining of severe pain in her lower abdomen, she's tried to get up but she's in too much pain...no, she hasn't vomited or anything like that..." As he gave the address, Chloe kept assuring Beca that everything would be fine.
I think we can agree that you all hate me for this cliffhanger. I promise I will get another chapter out before exams which will explain what's happening to Beca but after that chapter I think I need to jump to sectionals instead of dragging. Since this is full of Bechloe I think you should all give me your totally awesome detailed reviews, maybe now they won't say 'Too much Jaubrey' the struggle not to reply about my character development was real. I'm kidding I love you guys you're the best readers/reviewers.
Question - What do you think is going on with Beca?