Loooong chapter here folks but very fun, fun to write anyway but you guys need to tell me if it was just as fun to read :)

It's All About Finding Yourself - Chapter 28

Beca woke the next morning with a dead weight laying on her arm. She turned her head, rubbing her eye with her free hand to find that Emily was still in the middle of her and Chloe, lying on top of her arm.

Slowly and carefully, Beca pulled her pins and needles riddled arm out from under the seven year old. "Fuck." Beca muttered as she sat up, rolling her shoulder to ease the pain from her arm. Emily was definitely related to Chloe judging by the way when they sleep they manage to have limbs going all ways. She looked over at her girlfriend who was still sound asleep.

Beca couldn't help but laugh at herself quietly as she stood up from the bed, thinking about what had happened last night and how stupid Chloe and her sounded when they were trying to shout at each other quietly. The short brunette stretched her arms in the air as she walked over to the chest of drawers, pulling out a pair of grey ripped skinny jeans, her black and white Beatles tank top along with her batman matching underwear just to piss off Chloe, laughing as she came across batman socks too. Beca grabbed her toiletries bag and made her way to the bathroom to take a shower.

After her shower, Beca blow dried her hair in the bathroom so she wouldn't wake anyone up before throwing it up into a messy bun. Beca returned to the bedroom, humming to herself only to find Emily sitting up playing a game on Chloe's iPad. "Hey kid." Beca greeted as she grabbed her phone off the bed before taking a seat at the dressing table with her makeup bag.

"Hi." Emily returned distractedly.

"Chloe still asleep?" Beca asked the girl as she unlocked her phone and scrolled through her contacts. There was a couple of seconds of hesitation before Emily answered.

"Yeah."

Beca tapped on Jesse's contact before hitting face time, propping her phone up against the mirror so she wouldn't have to hold it as she began emptying her makeup bag.

"Hey." The sound of Jesse's voice made Beca lift her head to see the said boy on the screen of her phone, looking like he had just woken up. "Wow it's only eight and you're up and dressed? What has Florida done to you?"

"See you're still in your bed-wait that's not your bed-dude, you spent the night with Bree." Beca pointed accusingly at her phone wiggling her eyebrows.

"Not in the way you think, her parents are out of town again and didn't want to spend the night alone." Jesse rolled his eyes as he ran his hand through his messy bed hair. "And keep it down because-" Jesse tilted his phone, showing Beca Aubrey who was still sound asleep next to him.

"Save her dignity and stop flashing her bra to me. Here get a load of this, I'm in the same boat." Beca lifted up her phone and held it to the side so that Chloe was in view.

"God she looks like a nightmare to sleep with, why are her arms and legs like everywhere?" Jesse chuckled quietly in attempt not to wake his girlfriend next to him.

"Jesse!" Emily noticed who Beca was talking to and climbed off the bed, running up beside Beca and waving excitedly in Jesse's direction. Beca laughed at the excitable seven year old beside her as she applied her foundation.

"Emily!" Jesse matched the little girl's tone in a more hushed manner. "Speaking of Emily's Becs, what's your deal with Aubrey's cousin?"

"What do you mean 'what's my deal?'" Beca asked innocently.

"In the short amount of time she's actually been here, you've said like five words to her. She thinks you hate her Beca." Jesse said seriously.

"I don't hate her, man, she's just definitely not my type of person to talk to." Beca scoffed, searching through her makeup bag for her eyeliner. "She's too forward and gets excited way too easy."

"Quit being so judgey." Jesse rolled his eyes. "You actually have a lot in common with her, she writes songs you know."

"Is that so?" Beca said in the most unenthusiastic tone she could muster as she leaned forward to start putting her eyeliner on.

"Yes. And she's a sweet kid Bec, give her a chance, she's just like everyone else in glee club. Just trying to fit in." Jesse explained and Beca sighed.

"Okay I'll cut the kid some slack." She rolled her eyes.

"Thank you. Y'know it's Christmas Eve eve." Jesse brought up randomly making Beca groan.

"Ugh you're such a dork."

"Don't even deny that you laughed when Phoebe said it in Friends." Jesse smirked, pointing his finger at the screen.

"Well you're not Lisa Kudrow so you just make it sound lame." Beca shot back and Jesse laughed.

"You doing anything today?" He asked, changing the subject.

"Probably, I don't know what yet though." Beca pulled out her mascara and unscrewed the cap. "What're you up to today?" She asked in return.

"Uh well Stacie decided that since Bree's parents are away, we're going to stay here tonight. Me, Bree, Emily and Stacie of course, we're just going to have a night in." Jesse shrugged.

"Well have fun painting each other's nails and braiding one another's hair at your slumber party." Beca tried to suppress her laugh as she spoke.

"I hope you stab your eye with your mascara." He pouted.

"Too late because I'm already finished." Beca chuckled, leaning forward and blinking.

"How can you be bothered to put all that shit on your face every morning?" Jesse asked as Beca piled everything back into her makeup bag before putting her glasses on.

"If you were female you'd understand." Beca replied, smirking up at the camera.

"Well I've hung around with you, Aubrey and Stacie my whole life, I'm surprised that I haven't mutated into one to be honest." Jesse sighed before breaking into an amused grin.

"Okay weirdo, I need to wake up sleeping beauty so I'll talk to you later okay?" Beca picked up her phone as she stood up.

"Sure. Have fun!" And with that, their call disconnected. Beca tossed her phone on the bed before placing her hands on her hips and sighing, looking down at her sleeping girlfriend. Emily giggled from beside her, crawling up the bed and kneeling next to her older sister.

"Chloe." Beca tried tapping the redhead's leg which was tangled up in the covers. There was no response.

"Chloeeee!" Emily sang but the teenager still didn't respond.

"Ugh!" Beca groaned, dropping down to her knees beside the bed so she was face to face with Chloe. "You seriously can't be that much of a heavy sleeper." Beca whisper yelled, poking Chloe's cheek which only resulted in a groan. "Wake up, wake up, wake up." Chloe turned her head away from Beca so that her face was buried into the pillow.

"Go away." Chloe groaned.

"You weren't saying that last night." Beca smirked.

"Is Emily in the room?"

"Yeah she's right next to you."

"Then stop talking."

"Hey Emily, why don't you get yourself dressed whilst I wake you lazy ass sister up." Beca suggested sweetly and the girl quickly agreed, skipping out of the bedroom.

"Why did you do that?" Chloe asked curiously into the pillow.

"So it wouldn't be weird when I did this." Beca climbed onto the bed and straddled Chloe's back earning an annoyed moan from the redhead.

"Get off me."

"Not until you get the fuck up." Beca shot back as she lifted herself up and dropped back down onto Chloe's back making her groan.

"Leave me alone." Chloe whined, trying to reach behind her to grab Beca but failing miserably. Beca began to move herself back and forward against Chloe in order to piss her off enough to wake her up. "Quit riding my back."

"Oh you wish I was doing this with sexual intentions, Beale." Beca retorted.

"I deserve a lie in after you left me high and dry last night, you whore!" Chloe grumbled, turning her head to the side in attempt to look over her shoulder up at Beca.

"I'm pretty sure you weren't dry, Chloe." Beca laughed, playfully smacking her girlfriend on the cheek repeatedly, still trying to get her up.

"Far from actually and then you get to wake up satisfied because you just strutted out the room telling me you were away to literally fuck yourself." Chloe's face fell back into the pillow as her back continued to be used as Beca's saddle.

"At least you were on my mind babe."

"I hate yooooou." Chloe groaned loudly into the pillow. "I'm not kidding though if you don't stop riding your lady business on my back, I'm going to throw you so far across this room that you won't have the ability to even do anything remotely sexual because every bone in that tiny body of yours will be broken."

"And how does that make you a winner?" Beca laughed in confusion. She couldn't help but find it adorable that her girlfriend's jokes or threats always managed to backfire.

"Quit with the wit."

"Alright Dr Seuss."

"Beca did you wake her up yet?" The couple heard Emily call from down the hall.

"Beca quit it now before innocent Emily comes in and asks why the hell Bec Bec is using Chlo Chlo as a fricken horse!" Chloe hissed and Beca instantly fell off the top of her.

"Bec Bec and Chlo Chlo?" Beca choked on a laugh as Chloe rolled over onto her back.

"She calls us that sometimes." Chloe whispered as Emily entered the room, fully dressed.

"Since when?" Beca asked with a furrowed brow. Chloe didn't answer though as she climbed out of bed with a huge stretch. "Hey Chlo, check this out." Beca sat up on her knees on the bed, biting her bottom lip as she tried not to laugh.

"What?" Chloe yawned as she turned around, running her fingers through her hair. Beca glanced at Emily to make sure the girl was too engrossed in Chloe's iPad to notice what was going on before she pulled the front of her tank top slightly to show Chloe the batman bra. Chloe showed Beca her middle finger before rummaging through the drawers for some clothes for herself. "You know what?" The redhead challenged, spinning around to show Beca the luminous pink bra dangling from her fingers. "I'm away for a shower." She laughed, humming as she left the room. "Oh and Emily, Beca will do your hair for you!" She called back from the hall.

"I'll do what now?" Beca protested.

"Have fun!" Beca cursed Chloe under her breath as she stood up from the bed and trudged over to the dressing table, picking up her hairbrush.

"How do you want your hair Em?" Beca asked as she knelt behind the seven year old on the bed.

"Are you better at it than Chloe?" Emily put the iPad down and allowed Beca to gently start brushing out the tangles of her long red hair.

"Well I'd say so myself." Beca chuckled leaving out the 'just to piss her off' part.

"I want Elsa's hair."

Beca stalled for a second and tilted her head. 'Elsa?' She mouthed. "Who the - oh, you mean the blonde one from Frozen right?" Beca asked as nicely as she could through her gritted teeth. That fucking movie.

"Yeah! I always ask Chloe but she can't do it properly." The little girl pouted, folding her arms across her chest for extra effect which made Beca laugh.

"My girlfriend can't even do a french braid? I think we need to do something about that huh?" Beca chuckled, separating the girl's hair into three sections. Beca began to hum softly as she began braiding Emily's hair up with ease.

"You make Chloe really happy." Emily said out of the blue which made Beca smile. She didn't have a lot of time for kids Emily's age but Emily was just a mini Chloe and it was the sweetest thing she had ever seen.

"I do?" Beca played along with the little girl.

"Uh huh. There was a time where she was really sad for a loooong time." Emily stretched her arms out, emphasising on how long she actually meant. Beca's smile faded, she knew exactly what Emily was talking about. Chloe had told Beca about how she was bullied when she was younger and how she even went to the lengths of self harm because it had gotten that bad.

"I know honey but that's all in the past now." Beca assured. "I need you to do me a massive favour though."

"Ooo what?" Beca shook her head with a smile at how interested Emily had become so quickly.

"Listen, if you ever notice your sister upset over anything and I'm not there, you make sure you call me okay?" Beca asked seriously. "I know I make her happy kid, but I can't always be there every minute of the day." Beca was concerned about Chloe in the back of her mind, she always had been every since Chloe had told her about her past. Even though Chloe is the most happiest person she's ever met, all it takes is that one trigger to set things out control. Of course for the life of her, Beca hopes to god that nothing like that ever happens but she's got to keep on her toes about things like that.

"I will." Emily replied proudly.

"Awesome. Annnnd-" Beca used the hair tie off her wrist to tie the bottom of the braid. "-You're done! Go have a look in the mirror."

Emily jumped off of the bed and went up to the dressing table, her eyes lighting up as she caught a glimpse of her hair. "It's so pretty! You need to teach Chloe."

"I will kiddo." Beca chuckled as she got up off the bed as a flash of red skipped past her out of the room.

"I'm going to wake daddy up." The little redhead announced down the hall.

Beca figured that waiting on Chloe to get ready could take a while so she decided to go downstairs to get her coffee fix. Entering the kitchen, Beca discovered that Jo too was awake-and much to Beca's happiness-was already making coffee.

"Morning." Beca greeted causing the older woman to turn around with a smile.

"Morning Beca-Oh I didn't realise you wore glasses honey." Jo chuckled in surprise.

"Oh yeah I just didn't have them on yesterday because I hate wearing them but at the same time I pretty much need them constantly. Chloe gives me a lot of stick for not wearing them." Beca explained as she hopped onto one of the stools at the breakfast bar.

"Chloe's right you know. Your eyes will only get worse if you don't wear them." Beca restrained herself from rolling her eyes at the comment she hears from everyone. "Do you drink coffee?"

"Yeah. Just with milk and one sugar." Beca replied and Jo smiled as she poured the hot beverage into the mugs.

"Are you the only other one up?"

"Emily's away waking Evan up and Chloe's in the shower." Beca thank Jo as she set the mug down in front of her.

"What are your plans for New Years when you get home?" Jo asked conversationally.

"Oh my dad's actually getting married on New Year's eve." Beca reached into her jeans pocket and pulled out all of her rings that she had just put in there as she past the dressing table.

"Oh your parents aren't already married?" Seriously Chloe? You couldn't even tell the woman that Beca hasn't seen her mother in years.

"Oh no, she's not my mom. I was too young to remember when my mom left." Beca began sliding all of her rings onto her fingers as she shrugged. Jo decided to drop the conversation noticing Beca's sensitivity towards the subject.

"I think we're going some last minute Christmas shopping today, is there anyone you still need to buy for?" Jo asked before taking a sip of her coffee.

"Uh I just need to pick up a little something for Emily. I've left all of my friend's stuff with them at he and I've got Chloe's present with me." Beca explained.

The conversation flowed with ease until Chloe finally came down the stairs, dressed and ready. "Morning grandma."

"Morning sweetheart."

"You." Chloe pointed at her girlfriend accusingly with narrowed eyed as she walked behind her before placing her hands upon her shoulders. "Have annoyed me so much this morning that you haven't even given me one kiss."

"Well maybe you annoyed me so much for not waking up that I don't want to give you one." Beca shrugged with a smirk.

"I'll be back in a second girls." Jo placed her mug in the sink and shuffled out of the room. Beca continued to tease Chloe as she stood up, refusing to turn around and kiss her as she took her mug over to the sink.

"You know something." Chloe lowered her voice as she wrapped her arms around Beca's lower abdomen and nuzzled into her neck. "You were really hot when you took charge last night."

"I know." Beca replied cockily earning herself a light smack on the hip from Chloe. "In all seriousness though, when are we going to get time alone here? I mean I was so ready to go all the way with you last night and we totally got cock blocked."

"Tonight, I promise." Chloe kissed Beca's neck, enjoying the smell of her perfume. Beca pulled Chloe's arms off her enough in order to spin around so that she was face to face with her girlfriend.

"Pinky promise?" Beca mocked Chloe's previous promise keeping ways as she pulled the redhead closer by slipping her hands into her back pockets.

"I still hate you for last night." Chloe pouted. Beca could only laugh, kissing Chloe's pout. "Ugh I can't hate you for that long." Chloe smiled, leaning in for a kiss as she wrapped her arms around Beca. "Turn around." Chloe commanded as she tore away from Beca.

"Can I not stay in the same direction for more than five seconds?" Beca huffed as she reluctantly turned around. Without warning, Chloe lifted Beca's top up until she came to her bra. "Dude what the fuck are you doing?!" Chloe ignored Beca and pulled the clip back and read the label. 34B

"Checking your bra size." Chloe shrugged, letting go of the clip so it pinged back on Beca making her wince.

"I could've just told you. Anyway why do you want to know?" Beca spun back around raising her eyebrows at her girlfriend's very random behaviour.

Chloe just tapped her nose.

"Okay well that wasn't creepy." Beca deadpanned. Before Beca could ask anymore questions, Chloe cupped her face and kissed her again.

"Girls there's enough time for that when you're alone." The sound of Evan's voice made the two girls jump apart.

"In our defence we get no time alone, Emily decided to sleep in the middle of us last night." Chloe groaned to her father.

"You know what she's like Chlo." Evan sighed as he walked past the pair to the coffee pot.

'Cock block' Beca mouthed making Chloe choke in attempt to stop her laugh.

"It's annoying dad, is it too much to ask for to have a night with just Beca without a little body separating us?" Chloe whined, twisting Beca's rings on her fingers distractedly.

"What're you implying?" Evan asked on amusement.

"Not what you think I'm implying." Chloe said before turning to Beca and mouthing 'Oh yeah' which made it Beca's turn to choke, so glad that Evan had his back to them. "I just want to sleep next to Beca, not have Emily clinging onto me during the night and almost kicking me out the bed."

"I woke up with her killing my arm." Beca added to the fire.

"Okay okay. Girls, I'll talk to Emily and explain to her that you need your privacy and to leave you alone at night okay?" Evan offered, taking his cup of coffee to the breakfast bar.

"Speak of the devil." Beca muttered as little Emily skipped happily into the kitchen.

"Emily, dad needs to tell you something." Chloe put a hand on her hip whilst the other one was around Beca's waist as the pair leant their backs against the kitchen counter.

Evan crouched down to his daughter's level. "Honey you know how Beca and Chloe are together in a relationship?"

"Uh huh."

"Well they need their time alone together just to relax and they can't do that if your going into their room at night." He explained softly.

"But I couldn't sleep." Emily pouted.

"I know honey but me and Beca couldn't get to sleep for ages after you came in because we hardly had any room." Chloe added sweetly. "I'm sure you'll be fine tonight anyway, okay?"

"Okay." Emily sighed.

Later that night, Aubrey, Jesse, Stacie and Emily were all lazing around on Aubrey's bed watching the TV silently as the credits for the third movie they had watched scrolled up the screen. "How about we have a little fun." Stacie reached off the bed into her bag and pulled out a hip flask.

"Stacie no." Aubrey warned.

"Dude, where do you even-You know what I don't even want to know." Jesse chuckled. Stacie winked as she sat up cross legged and unscrewed the cap and took a swig of it. She tried to offer it to Aubrey and Jesse but they gladly refused.

"Ugh you guys are so lame." Stacie rolled her eyes. "Ever had a drink in you Emily?" Stacie wondered, watching in amusement as the freshman shifted uncomfortably under her gaze.

"Uh not really no." Emily replied, twisting the covers beneath her fingers.

"Stacie I swear to god." Aubrey tried to reach for the flask but Stacie just held it out of reach.

"Let her have a little fun Bree. Posen's are fun when they loosen up a little." Stacie smirked at her blonde friend, reminding her of her birthday party before turning to Emily.

"Emily it's up to you. Don't do it if you feel pressured to." Aubrey settled on after giving Stacie an eye roll.

"I have been in my head a lot lately so loosening up would help a little right?" Emily turned her head to Stacie who was grinning from ear to ear.

"Totally." The taller brunette replied, handing the flask to Emily who slowly lifted it to her to her lips before bravely knocking a swig of it back. "There you go."

"Stacie how are you allowed to be responsible of anybody younger than you?" Jesse asked jokingly.

"Dude it's not like she's five, she's fifteen for Christ sake it's not going to kill her." Stacie rolled her eyes at the boy who was laughing at Aubrey who was repeatedly hitting her head off the mattress because of Stacie's antics.

Beca, Chloe and the rest of the family decided to take a walk along the beach to watch the sun set.

Beca and Chloe were slightly behind the rest of the group as they walked hand in hand, silently enjoying each other's company until Beca came across something on her Instagram. "Hey Chlo, look what Stacie posted." Beca held her phone in front of Chloe, showing her a selfie Stacie took with Jesse, Aubrey and Emily behind her with no idea what Stacie was doing which was captioned 'My bitches.'

Chloe laughed at the caption. "She's such a weirdo but you gotta love her." She shook her head with a smile.

"So how do we guarantee that little cockblocker over there doesn't disturb us tonight?" Beca turned to her girlfriend as she pointed with her phone ahead of her where Emily was holding her father's hand.

Chloe couldn't help but laugh at the fact that Beca kept calling her little sister a cockblocker. "You know it's not really a cockblocker if neither of us actually have a penis-"

Beca cut her off before she could go any further. "I swear to god if you say clitoris fucking prohibitus again I will lose my shit." Beca warned jokingly, taking her hand out of Chloe's and looping her arm through her's instead.

"You love it really."

"What? Your clit being prohibited? Actually, I don't love it because it's the reason I'm staging this intervention. How do we keep Emily in her own room?" Beca asked pleading before cracking a smile watching Chloe laugh out loud at what she had said.

"Um maybe we should sit with her until she falls asleep?" Chloe suggested.

"And watch that fucking Frozen movie? I swear to god if I hear Let It Go one more time I'm going to stab my fricken eyes out." Chloe couldn't help but laughing at Beca, I mean she was funny all the time but tonight she was extra witty and everything that came out her mouth was hilarious. "Dude are you okay?" Beca asked laughing as Chloe wiped her eyes from laughing so much. Chloe's laugh was hilarious to Beca,you know one of those people that just have a funny as hell laugh? Chloe was one of them.

Beca was laughing so much that she didn't watch where she was walking and tripped up on a rock that was bedded in the sand, making her cling onto Chloe so she wouldn't fall to the ground. The redhead looked down at the brunette who was clinging onto her forearms, trying to stay upright but failing miserably as her body shook with laughter.

"Why is this so funny?" Chloe had tears streaming down her face, trying to stop from laughing but the image of Beca tripping up kept replaying in her mind.

"I don't know." Beca shook her head, finally falling to the ground, taking Chloe with her. The two were away again, laughing hysterically at each other, reminding one another of what had just happened.

"What're you two up to?!" The two girls looked to their side and saw the rest of the group laughing at them.

"We don't actually know, we were laughing and then Beca tripped and then it was just a hysteria blur." The girls finally composed themselves and helped each other back up, dusting the sand off themselves. "God I love you." Chloe looked at Beca and giggled. She never failed to make her laugh.

As time went past in the Posen household, Aubrey was beginning to get worried about how much Emily was drinking. The alcohol was certainly going to the girl's head as she giggled uncontrollably from time to time and also starting to slur her words.

"I think that's enough Emily." Aubrey went to reach for the hip flask (which Stacie had been repeatedly filling up) But Emily having longer arms than her older cousin managed to hold it out of reach with a pout.

"Why are you such a bore big cuz?" Emily slurred, pushing the blonde away from her which made Stacie laugh, leaning into the side of the fifteen year old. Stacie wasn't near as drunk as Emily, in fact she was pretty sober since the younger girl had been the one drinking mostly all of the alcohol.

"I am so dead." Aubrey turned to Jesse, Emily was her responsibility when there were no other adults around and she had screwed it up already.

"You know what's hard?" Stacie asked but Aubrey and Jesse just ignored her, going off into their own little conversation about how they should never let Stacie have control over Emily again.

"What?" Emily asked, resting her head on the older girl's shoulder.

"Being the oldest of like fifty younger siblings."

"Fifty?" Emily asked incredulously and Stacie could only laugh at her drunken behaviour.

"No. You know what's even harder?" Emily held up one of Stacie's hands and pressed her own against it, measuring the size much to her amusement.

"My fist to Stacie's face after what she's done to you?" Aubrey offered.

"Dude calm down, she's enjoying herself." Stacie shrugged, scoffing at the blonde.

"No no no." Emily shot down Aubrey's idea, taking her seriously. "Having Christian parents and not being able to tell them that you're gay." She slurred on and the three older teenagers instantly looked around each other.

"Emily?" Stacie asked, sitting the brunette up properly by her shoulders.

"Are you talking about yourself?" Aubrey asked slowly, trying to process what had been said.

"100% lesbian my friend." Emily swayed slightly under Stacie's grip.

"Hey maybe Aubrey's right, maybe you should get some sleep." Stacie offered gently, taking the flask away from Emily with concern.

"Do you want me to step out the room whilst you two get her into bed?" Jesse asked, already getting up from the bed.

"Uh...Yeah, thanks Jess." Aubrey was still slightly lost for words.

Stacie pulled the covers back on Aubrey's bed as the said blonde began undressing her cousin with much difficulty. "Emily please stand still." Aubrey asked with slight frustration in her voice.

"Are you mad at me?" Emily asked as Aubrey helped her out of her jeans so she was just in her underwear before Aubrey pushed her gently down into bed.

"No I'm not mad at you Em, just sleep off the alcohol alright?" Aubrey's voice softened as she pulled the covers over the fifteen year old and placed a kiss on her forehead before grabbing Stacie by the arm and dragging her out the room.

"Is she alright?" Jesse wondered, regarding Emily.

Aubrey paced back and forward with her hands in her hair as Stacie and Jesse just watched her before Jesse stepped in and grabbed her by the shoulders.

"Scratch that. Are you alright?"

"She's gay." Aubrey whispered. "She's gay." She repeated.

"So what?" Stacie shrugged as she slid down the wall before she hit the ground.

"Why does no one ever come talk to me about these things?" Aubrey hissed. "I had to find out about Beca from her screaming about it to Jesse in front of me."

"Maybe because your family is full of Christian assholes?" Stacie suggested as Aubrey and Jesse sat down against the wall opposite the brunette.

"When have I ever said anything homophobic!?" Aubrey protested. "I don't care that my little cousin is gay, just like I don't care that Beca is gay. I just want people to be able to tell me things like this."

"Beca didn't come out properly to me either!" Stacie hissed at the blonde. "I just saw 'dyke' written on her locker and she was all like 'is this a good time to tell you that I'm gay?'" She added, impersonating Beca perfectly.

"Guys you do realise how hard it is for someone to tell someone that they love that they're gay right?" Jesse asked in all seriousness, his voice low so they wouldn't disturb the girl they were having this argument about in the first place. "Beca cried when she came out to me, it was the most frightened I had ever seen her. It's hard you know and it's probably tearing Emily up from the inside, thinking that nobody is going to accept her. That's probably what she meant about being in her head a lot lately."

Stacie and Aubrey silenced, thinking about what Jesse had just said, realising that in fact he was so right.

"I'm scared for her." Aubrey was the first to break the silence. "I mean yeah my dad seems to be okay with the fact Beca and Chloe are together but I don't know how he'd react with someone in our family being gay. And then Emily's parents are like ten times worse than my dad. What if she comes out and they want nothing to do with her?" The blonde was starting to get teary eyed which Jesse instantly noticed and threw his arm around her.

"Then my family would take her in." Stacie smiled.

"Or mine." Jesse added reassuringly. Aubrey smiled gratefully. Stacie's parents (even though her dad was staying in a different house) were the most laid back parents ever and Dr Mitchell has a daughter who is a lesbian so he wouldn't mind either.

"It's moments like this when I remember why we're friends." Aubrey rested her head on her boyfriend's shoulder. "Not the moments when I have to scold you for getting my fifteen year old cousin drunk." Aubrey pointed her finger at Stacie who just smiled at the ground.

"I love you nerds." Stacie said quietly as she lifted her head.

Beca and Chloe snuck out of Emily's room quietly after managing to bravely sit through most of Frozen before the tiny redhead fell asleep. As soon as Beca kicked their bedroom door behind her, she grabbed Chloe by her hips and pushed her down onto the bed.

"This is what I sat through that fucking movie for." Beca laughed breathlessly as she climbed up on top of Chloe, leaning down and attacking the redhead's lips.

Chloe instantly moaned, not even bothering to hold back because Beca was so fucking sexy when she was in charge.

Just as Beca was about to lift Chloe's shirt up, a rumble of thunder quickly followed by a flash of lightning made the two girls jump out of their skin. They both giggled at each other before reconnecting their lips as the sudden break of storm carried on outside their window, rain battering off the window.

"Do you hear that?" Chloe asked against Beca's lips.

"Hear what?" Beca stilled her hand which was underneath Chloe's shirt.

"Emily crying."

"Don't say that." Beca whined.

"She's afraid of storms." Chloe cringed as she heard the door in the next room creak open.

"Are you kidding me?" Beca deadpanned.

"I'm so sorry." Chloe groaned once Beca rolled off the top of her as the bedroom door opened, revealing a short redhead sobbing uncontrollably. Chloe sat up properly and opened her arms. "C'mere sweetheart, it's alright." Chloe soothed as her little sister practically jumped as another flash of lightning struck outside.

Beca on the other hand was pulling at her clothing, changing into a pair of sweatpants and tshirt before huffing her way into bed.

"Babe, I'm so sorry." Chloe tried again as she changed into something more comfortable herself once Emily had already curled up in the middle of the bed.

"It's fine, honestly." Beca sighed as she both climbed into either side of the bed. Beca said it was fine but her body language didn't suggest so as she propped her pillow up against the headboard and lay there with her arms folded. 'This is bullshit.' She thought to herself.

So this chapter was basically Emily's in fact gay and Bechloe vs the cockblocker. Since this is a long chapter and it was a total treat to write tell me everything you liked about it I NEED DETAILS PEOPLE! :,D