30 chapters guys? Wow! Clear warning that the chapter after this will be covering Dr Mitchell's wedding and then we will be taking a jump to regionals probably as we begin to speed things along.
This chapters a little shorter than the previous ones but it's still over 3k
It's All About Finding Yourself - Chapter 30
"Babe wake up it's Christmas!" Beca woke with a groan, her eyes fluttering open to find Chloe straddling her with an overly excited grin spread across her face.
"Chloe you're sixteen not six." Beca teased with a laugh. She spoke slower since she had just woken up and that was one of Chloe's favourite things about Beca. Her 'just woken up' voice was insanely sexy.
Chloe smiled down at Beca. She loved the way Beca was just lazily smiling back up at her, her eyes still tired and how her hair was just splayed behind her on the pillow. "What're you staring at?" Beca asked.
"You. How can someone look so sexy in the morning?" Chloe asked, leaning down to give her girlfriend a peck on the lips.
"Still can't get over last night, y'know." Beca winked as she ran her hands up from the side of her girlfriend's thighs before settling on her waist.
"Tell me about it. I'm pretty sure my mind kept replaying it in my dreams. You're an amazing dirty talker by the way, I swear to god everything got so much more hot when you told me you touched yourself over me before we were even dating." Chloe smiled as a blush creeped onto Beca's cheeks at the mention of her dirty talk. "I take it that was a true story?" The redhead teased, taking one of Beca's hands off her waist and linking their fingers together.
"Quite possibly Beale." Beca narrowed her eyes with a suspicious smirk. "How about you go downstairs and I'll meet you down there when I'm ready." Beca suggested and Chloe climbed off of her.
"Okay but that doesn't mean you can fall back asleep okay?" Chloe teased accusingly over her shoulder as she walked towards the bedroom door.
"I knooow." Beca sang with an eye roll, watching Chloe leave the bedroom. Beca covered her face with her hands as she smiled uncontrollably. She still couldn't get over the fact that she and Chloe had finally had sex last night. She couldn't believe how good it was and how Chloe could make feel so amazing as well as making her feel so beautiful and sexy.
With her smile still spread across her face, Beca swung her legs over the side of the bed and unlocked her phone, calling Stacie's before pressing it to her ear.
"Hey! Merry Christmas Bec." Stacie greeted cheerily down the phone which made Beca smile as she stood up, exiting the room as she made her way to the bathroom.
"Merry Christmas." Beca returned as she closed the bathroom door behind her. "Am I on speaker phone?"
"No why?"
"Me and Chloe had sex last night." Beca blurted out, having to pull her phone away from her ear as Stacie squealed down the line.
"Oh my god no way!"
Beca laughed at Stacie, balancing her phone between her ear and shoulder as she squeezed toothpaste onto her toothbrush.
"What're you waiting for? How was it? I want details." Stacie pushed making Beca rolled her eyes, hesitating before answering.
"So hot. She was so hot. Oh my god dude, she went down on me! It was so hot." Beca gushed.
"Holy shit, was she good?"
"Fucking amazing."
Once everybody else had opened their gifts from each other, the only two that had to exchange were Beca and Chloe.
"You're gonna laugh." Chloe smiled, handing Beca the gift bag.
"Why does that scare me?" Beca challenged making everyone in the room laugh. The brunette opened the bag and instantly laughed. "Oh my god you bitch." She pulled out a set of Superman underwear and shoved her girlfriend playfully.
"Read this...to yourself though." Chloe pointed to the hand written note she had attached to the underwear. Beca flipped the note over and read it to herself in her head. 'To fuel your superhero underwear fetish.'
"You're hilarious." Beca deadpanned.
"What did it say?" Emily curiously walked up to Beca, trying to see the note but Beca quickly put the underwear back in the bag.
"Nothing honey." Chloe chuckled, earning her and Beca questionable looks from the adults in the room. "There's something else in there too."
Beca pulled the wrapped present out of the bag and sat it on her knee.
"You might cringe since you're an ass but I started putting it together when we started dating." Chloe chuckled, waiting anxiously to see if Beca would find it sweet or laugh her ass off.
Beca ripped the wrapping paper after quirking an eyebrow at her girlfriend. It was a book. A scrapbook at that once Beca opened it, revealing pictures of her and Chloe together on the pages. There were pictures of them from their Instagram pages, pictures they didn't post anywhere and kept on their phones and also a few pictures of them with Aubrey, Stacie and Jesse too.
"I love it." A smile spread across Beca's face as she looked up at Chloe, who was biting her bottom lip awaiting her reaction. Beca hooked her arm around Chloe's neck and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Thank you so much."
"Can I have a look?" Jo asked, leaning over and motioning to the book. Beca nodded and handed it to her willingly before picking up the small gift bag that was at her feet before handing it to Chloe.
Chloe beamed as she pulled out a small box and opened it up, gently pulling out the bracelet that was inside.
"Remember the first song you sang in glee club, you asked who could play piano and I was super cocky about it?" Beca asked with a laugh, pointing to the word Titanium on the bracelet.
"It's perfect babe, oh my god." Chloe gushed as she allowed Beca to take the bracelet from her hands, unclip it before putting it on her.
"You girls have such a lovely relationship, it's so sweet." Jo cooed as she looked up from their scrapbook.
Chloe opened the bag again and pulled out a CD and a piece of paper. The CD had 'I Wouldn't Mind' written on it in Beca's handwriting. "What's this?"
"It's a...uh...song I wrote for you." Beca stumbled out nervously, a blush creeping onto her face. Chloe looked at the piece of paper and noticed that it was also titled 'I Wouldn't Mind' along with the lyrics to the said song written in Beca's adorably messy handwriting. "The CD is a recorded version of me singing it with my guitar." Beca informed as Chloe read over the lyrics, a smile spreading across her face as she did so.
"Beca you're amazing." Chloe gushed, shaking her head in awe that her girlfriend was willing to write a song for her. "C'mere." The redhead placed the CD and paper in her lap before cupping her girlfriend's face, capturing her lips in her's.
"Hm" Beca hummed into the kiss before pulling away. "I'm glad you liked it."
"Like? I love it and I haven't even heard it yet." Chloe smiled, giving her girlfriend one last kiss on the cheek.
"Sing it for us Beca." Emily dragged the brunette's guitar across the room much to Chloe's amusement and Beca's surprise.
"Uh I-" Beca stuttered.
"Come on Beca, you have a lovely voice." Evan pushed.
"Sing it, Beca." Chloe placed a hand on Beca's thigh and squeezed reassuringly, giving the brunette her best puppy dog eyes.
"I uh-alright then." Beca took her guitar from the seven year old, who cheered before sitting down at her feet, eager to listen. Beca cleared her throat as she turned to Chloe, her fingers placed in the right position for the first chord she needed to play.
(A/N Song used is I Wouldn't Mind by He Is We. Dare ya not to cry)
Merrily we fall
Out of line, out of line
I'd fall anywhere with you
I'm by your side
Chloe's heart melted at the softness of Beca's voice. The girl acted like a complete badass most of the time but inside she had a heart of gold.
Swinging in the rain
Humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze
I'm not afraid, anymore
I'm not afraid
Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Carefully we're placed for our destiny
You came and you took this heart, and set it free
Every word you write or sing is so warm to me, so warm to me
I'm torn, I'm torn to be right where you are
I'm not afraid, anymore
I'm not afraid
Forever is a long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all
You so know me
Pinch me gently
I can hardly breathe
Forever is a long, long time
But I wouldn't mind spending it by your side
Tell me everyday I get to wake up to that smile
I wouldn't mind it at all
I wouldn't mind it at all
Chloe didn't know why she had tears in her eyes at the end of the song. Maybe it's just because Beca's voice does something to her, or it reminded her of the time Beca sang 'Teenage Dream' to her, making their relationship official.
"You're crying." Beca teased softly with a smile, lifting her guitar strap over the top of her head before placing the instrument on the floor at her feet.
"I love you." Was all Chloe said, wiping her eyes of the tears Beca had managed to get out of her. "How are you so talented?" Chloe had really listened to the lyrics and realised that Beca told their story through song, saying how she wasn't afraid of being herself or afraid of love anymore now that she has Chloe and that hit the redhead pretty hard.
Jesse twisted Aubrey's bed covers beneath his fingers as he was waiting for her to open the presents he had given her. First was the little box which contained the necklace and watching Aubrey's face light up once she opened it up put Jesse's heart at ease.
"Jesse it's stunning." Aubrey gasped, looking up at her boyfriend with her mouth slightly agape.
"Turn around." Jesse said, taking the necklace out of the box as Aubrey shuffled around on the bed until she had her back to him. He gathered her hair to one side and she took it from him so he could put the necklace on her with ease, clipping it around the back. Aubrey turned around again, admiring the pendant dangling from her neck. "It looks beautiful on you." Jesse grinned, leaning in for a kiss which Aubrey gladly returned. "There's one more thing." Jesse said nervously, reaching over the side of the bed and lifting the Victoria's Secret bag and settling it between them.
"Jesse?" Aubrey bit back a smile as she raised a questionable eyebrow at her boyfriend. "You do realise how expensive Victoria's Secret is?"
"Stacie told me it's the only place you buy your underwear." Jesse said, mentally slapping himself that he brought Stacie into the mix.
"Oh Stacie had something to do with this?" Aubrey asked with a smirk as she opened the bag. "That explains why you bought me lingerie." Aubrey laughed slightly once she pulled the underwear, finding amusement in the way Jesse blushed. It was Aubrey's turn to blush once she finally realised what must've been going through the boy's head when he bought them. "Uh I totally forgot, I need to go and ask my mom something." Aubrey dropped the lace undergarments on her bed and quickly exited the room, pulling her phone out of her pocket instead of going down stairs like she told Jesse.
Aubrey quickly found the number she was looking for and pressed her phone to her ear. "Stacie did you tell my boyfriend to buy me lingerie?" She hissed down the phone when the brunette answered.
"Uhhh...That would be a possibility."
"Why?"
"Because you're a serious asshole that needs to get laid ràpido. Look Bree, Jesse's talked to me, he's ready to take the next step with you. He's only waiting on you."
"Exactly and I am so not ready, and now he has bought me lingerie expecting that it would make me want to sleep with him?" The blonde whisper yelled.
"Aubrey just trust him. You guys are nerds, don't have sex with him. Make love to him."
"Stacie you don't understand." Aubrey pinched her nose as she whined down the line.
"No I understand that, you both love each other, you're soul mates. And let's face it, you both totally want it because let's face it you're just a pair of horny teenagers."
"I am not!" The blonde protested, her face reddening at Stacie's words.
"You don't even have to go all the way. Just give each other at least something! Trust me, I was talking to Beca earlier and she told me that her and Chloe had sex for the first time last-oh shit I don't know if I was supposed to tell you that - ah what the hell! Anyway she told me she felt so much closer to Chloe afterwards. Don't you want that with Jesse?"
Aubrey hesitated as she took what Aubrey said into conversation before shaking herself back to reality. "Okay 1. I did not need to know about Beca and Chloe and 2. I'm don't talking to you." Aubrey hung up the phone and pressed her hand against her head. She would hate to think that Stacie was right.
The next morning Aubrey invited Jesse round to relax and watch movies together since her parents were out at work and she was bored.
Jesse rested his arm behind Aubrey as the two were lying down on the blonde's bed, hitting play on the control. Aubrey got herself comfortable, cuddling up to Jesse, resting her head against his arm as she draped an arm over his abdomen.
Jesse smiled down at his girlfriend until his eyes trailed down to her chest, his eyes widening at the sight. He didn't realise how much her cleavage was on show today - Holy shit! Jesse almost died when he caught a glimpse of the red lace. She was wearing the lingerie he bought her! He first thought she was weirded out by it all but she was wearing it! For him? Oh god that thought sparked something inside him that went straight to his crotch.
Jesse tried his best to focus on the TV but his girlfriend's breasts kept catching his eye. Thoughts started to cloud his head and before he knew it the heat continued to grow between his legs, making him panic as he tried to think of anything else but his girlfriend in her lingerie.
Jesse looked down at his crotch and noticed that his growing erection begin to become visible so he grabbed his hoodie and innocently draped it over.
Aubrey sighed beside him, her hand slipping under his tshirt. God she definitely was not helping. Her cold hand made Jesse's eyes flutter shirt, imagining that said hand touching him where he needed it most. His jeans were becoming tighter and tighter and he mentally scolded himself for getting so easily just turned on just by knowing that Aubrey was wearing the underwear he bought her. He was practically straining against his jeans and boxers now. Oh god this was so embarrassing.
"I just need to go to the bathroom, I'll be back in a sec." Aubrey kissed Jesse, him having to use all his willpower not to whimper against her lips as she crawled off the bed and left the room, closing the door behind her.
Jesse sighed in relief as she left the room, pulling the hoodie off of himself, unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans to relieve some pressure on his crotch.
"Oh god." He groaned, feeling better that there wasn't so much pressure pushing down on him. He was still frustrated because he couldn't even take care off his problem because Aubrey would be back in a minute. He always respected her decision of wanting to wait for sex but sometimes Jesse just wanted her so bad, she wanted to make her feel so good, loosen her up a bit.
Once he heard the toilet flush, he had still not calmed down so he threw the hoodie back over his crotch.
When Aubrey climbed onto the bed she didn't immediately cuddle back up to Jesse, instead she leaned over him to grab her phone. Unfortunately for Jesse though, a moan tumbled from his lips as the blonde accidently leaned on the hard on he was still sporting underneath the hoodie.
"Jesse are you okay?" Aubrey asked with a furrowed brow and Jesse quickly became flustered.
"I'm sorry Aubrey it's just your top is so low and I noticed that you're wearing the lingerie that I bought you-" As he rambled, Aubrey pursed her lips as she pulled back the hoodie, her eyes going wide as she pieced everything together.
"Oh wow, uh-I'm sorry I uh-didn't realise that-" Aubrey stammered, trying her best to look away from the sight of Jesse's unbuttoned jeans which revealed the huge bulge in his boxers.
"I should go and-"Jesse tried to excuse himself to the bathroom but Aubrey cut him off by kissing him. "You're not mad that I've got a raging boner from staring at your boobs?" Jesse asked against her lips, trying to add humour to the situation. Aubrey playfully smacked him in the back of the head before roughly connecting their lips again making Jesse groan as he allowed Aubrey to push him back down onto the bed.
Aubrey taking charge, slipping her tongue into Jesse's mouth caused the stirring to continue in his jeans.
Aubrey made a bold move as she trailed on of her hands tentatively down her boyfriend's body, slowly and nervously slipping her hand into his jeans as she cupped him over his boxers.
"Aubrey." He moaned, breaking away from the kiss as he pushed himself against her hand.
Aubrey hummed against Jesse's lips at the way he moaned her name, a heat inside her travelling to her core as she began to rub her hand slowly over his heated member.
It wasn't just the fact that Aubrey was touching him right now, the fact that she had been the one to make the move turned him on to no end.
"God you're so hot." Jesse moaned as Aubrey began kissing his neck, adding to his arousal. Aubrey's hand moved quicker making Jesse roll his hips against her hand.
Although Aubrey was awfully quiet, she was finding it rather mesmerising how she was making her boyfriend feel and that was managing to increase the heat in her lower abdomen.
"Ugnh-F-fuck Bree, you need to st-" Jesse tried to reach down to stop the blonde's ministrations but his orgasm hit him out of nowhere causing him to groan loudly, lifting his hips off of the bed.
"Jesse I'm so sorry." Aubrey quickly retracted her hand and pulled away from him, raising her other hand to cover her mouth slightly.
"Oh my god." Jesse groaned - and not a good kind of groan this time - covering his face with his hands in embarrassment. "I can't believe-" He threw his head back into the pillow. "-I just came in my pants. Oh my god this is so embarrassing." His face was a deep shade of red although he refused to even look at his girlfriend. "I have literally just lost every ounce of dignity in front of you."
Aubrey tried to suppress it but failed miserably as she began to giggle.
"Aubrey this isn't funny! How am I supposed to make out with you properly if I can't even hold out for longer than a minute?" He pinched the bridge of his nose and scrunched up his face once he maneuvered his legs, feeling the uncomfortable stickiness in his boxers from the evidence of his orgasm.
"You're so cute." Aubrey continued to giggle. "Look it was my fault, we can just forget about this is you want." She offered softly, placing her hand on his, realising how embarrassing this must be for the poor guy.
"This never leaves this room." He propped himself up on his elbows, finally being able to look Aubrey in the eye. His seriousness faded once a smile creeped onto his face. "Why are we so awkward when it comes to this stuff?" He asked in amusement.
"Because we're so inexperienced it's unreal." Aubrey laughed slightly as she watch Jesse grimace once he stood up.
"As amazing as that felt, it's seriously the most uncomfortable thing right now."
Aubrey giggled at him. He was glad he was able to poke fun at himself instead of letting what just happened haunt him for ages.
"Go in that drawer behind you, there should be a pair of your boxers in there." Aubrey pointed behind him. He had left a set of clothes at Aubrey's because he did stay over often whenever Aubrey's parents were out of town. And damn he was glad they did keep a set of clothes.
Jesse pulled a pair of boxers out of the drawer and half walked - half waddled out of the room much to Aubrey's amusement.
He was so adorable and awkward but Aubrey loved that about him. He was always making her laugh, making fun of himself. It's always good when a guy can laugh at himself.
Aubrey quickly snapped back to reality once she realised that she had just given her boyfriend a hand job. She never imagined herself doing something of the likes. It was weird though because giving Jesse pleasure did make Aubrey feel good about herself, she did manage to bring him to orgasm after all, even if was in his boxers. Maybe Stacie was right. God dammit how come Stacie always manages to turn out to be right?
Awww poor Jesse man. Jaubrey have no luck at all, their first attempt at intimacy goes horribly wrong. Tell me all your thoughts guys and are you rooting for Aubrey and Jesse to get their shit together. Also sorry that Stacie and Emily weren't in this chapter apart from Stacie on the phone but there will be ALOT more of them in the wedding chapter. #Stemily