My change of emotion towards Sebastian occurred on the day I was kidnapped by Azzuro Vennel. That day, I was playing pool with Azzuro, Madame Red, Lau, and a few others. At the time we were having rat problems, so it wasn't exactly a peaceful game. One of the guests asked how long I'd let them run wild, then Lau said that I would but I was just waiting for the right moment. Madame Red agreed and said that I liked to settle things with one blow. I could not deny that, another thing my brother and I had in common. We continued to play and talk business until I won (with one blow).
Afterwards, all the guests left except for Madame Red, Lau, and those accompanying them. Sebastian served us tea and, little did I know, I met my first rival for Sebastian, although I didn't think of it that way at the time. Almost as soon as Grell saw Sebastian I knew that Sebastian would have another problem to solve. His eyes lit up, and I couldn't wait to see how Sebastian would react to him. However, that's another story. Anyway, I'm getting off topic.
After the Azzuro incient I awoke, and Sebastian was holding me in his arms, carrying me home. "You're awake master?" he asked. My heart started pounding, all I could do for the moment was stare.
"Welcome home, master." called Finnian. Mey-Rin was with him and greeted me as well. Then she noticed that I was injured. I made the excuse that I'd tripped and fell, but they continued to stare. I asked if they did not believe me, and Finny said that wasn't the case. Instead, they were staring because I looked so adorable being held like a baby, or so they said. Of course, I immediately ordered Sebastian to put me down, but not before I almost got red in the face. Then I informed them that I was not cute and stormed into the manor.
Later that night, I lay in bed wondering why my heart was pounding earlier. Then, I realised that I had what folks nowadays would call a crush on Sebastian. A battle raged inside my head. Why do I like Sebastian of all people? What's wrong with me? He is cute though. Argh! Shut up brain! This continued until I battled myself to sleep…
Of course, Lizzie paid me a visit a few days later. Obviously, she knew I was posing as my brother and teased me about it whenever she got the chance. Aside from that and the Grell drama, nothing super interesting happened. But things did get very interesting on the topic of Jack the Ripper, and it may not be what you expect…