Chapter 18
POV of Susan Benson-Cassidy Parker
It's been 15 years since I met the SVU squad including my birth mother, Olivia Serena Benson-Cassidy. I am now an ADA for SVU. I have a 2-year-old daughter, Alexandra Maria Benson-Cassidy Parker. After Aunt Lex and Maria Amaro (Uncle Nick's ex-wife) learned that I'd named my daughter after both of them, they couldn't stop crying. Mom and Dad couldn't believe how much I've changed from that timid 15-year-old rape victim into a beautiful 30-year-old mother. When everyone learned that David Haden had passed away in his sleep, we prayed that God had forgiven him. I've received so many letters from women and young girls who, like me, have suffered abuse. After Dad passed away a year ago, Mom moved in with me to help take care of little Maria when I'm working on a case. Aunt Amanda has been so happy since Uncle Nick asked her to marry him. They have a beautiful daughter, Stephanie. Even though Uncle El, Aunt Kat, Grandpa Don, Uncle Fin, and Uncle John aren't here either, they have never left my mind or heart. Uncle El kept his promise to me about walking me down the aisle when I got married. I actually married the middle son of my former therapist. James loves my whole family but especially Mom. After he learned Haden raped me twice, he talked to Mom about what I'd gone through. Mom told him that I probably would be scared to make love for the 1st time. James was so gentle with me the first time he made love to me. He stayed with me the entire time I was in labor with Maria. I love everyone that has helped me in my journey to recovery but mainly Kath. After that day in the cemetery, I've learned that what Haden did to me was not my fault. Noah is now engaged to a wonderful woman, Heather. I can't believe my little sister, Alyssa, is now 17 years old. Mom says Alyssa is as beautiful as I am. Mom still has my bear I gave her after Dad surprised me with her after the trial. Detective Benson-Cassidy kept the promise she made to me all those years ago that I'd find my parents. I'm finally home where I belong. Mom and I visit Dad and Grandma Serena's graves together every day. We talk to them, thanking them both for helping us learn to trust in God and each other.