I opened my eyes distressed, with no time to react when my sister hugged me against her getting me to start sobbing on her shoulder.
"They were there," I sobbed.
"I know, Kaelah, I know" she stroked my hair. "Now you're here with me, you have to calm down" she kissed my forehead.
I stood with my head on her shoulder until I felt another hand over my head, Alex, so I separated from my sister to hug her.
"I'm glad you're okay," she whispered, hugging me tightly.
"Thank you." I smiled at her before looking at her pleadingly, getting her to hug me again.
"I'm not going to tell it," she whispered, so that only I could hear her.
"Thank you," I whispered again.
When I separated from her, my sister was talking on the phone, so I turned my head on the other person in this room, the one I was embarrassed to look at, because I only got the memories of the dream present.
"I have to go to CatCo," she said. "I'll see you later, Kaelah." She kissed my forehead.
She left the room shortly before J'onn appeared, indicating that he needed help from Alex, so after asking Mon-el to keep an eye on me, she left, leaving us alone.
I ducked my head to avoid looking at him as he approached, standing next to me for my nervousness.
"What's the matter?" He asked, getting me to look at him while shaking my head. "I don't believe you, something happens, you can't look me in the face, Kaelah, does it have to do with the dream?" he asked directly.
"Maybe." I shrugged my shoulders without wanting to explain.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He looked at me but I shook my head, obviously I was not going to want to "All right," he sighed.
He hugged me without giving me time to step away, going to rest my head on his chest while closing my eyes wanting to hold back the tears.
"You've frightened us all, we thought we'd lose you," he said, hugging me tightly. "I'm glad you're okay." He kissed my forehead, letting me go. "Are you tired?" He asked the moment I fell back, receiving a statement for my "You should sleep," he whispered, stroking my hair as I closed my eyes, falling asleep.
He was frightened when Kaelah's phone started ringing, especially when he realized it was Kara.
"Kaelah?" She questioned the moment he picked it up.
"No, she's asleep," he answered, hearing a sigh of relief. "Is something wrong?" He asked worriedly.
"I need you to promise me something," she asked. "If anything happens, promise me that you will take care of Kaelah, that you will protect her as I would and that you will remember her every day that I love her and that I am proud of her."she said "Please, and tell Alex that I love her, that she has to go on with her life," she begged, altering him.
"I will ..." he tried to speak.
"Thank you," she said.
"Kara ..." he tried to ask, but she had already hung up.
He sighed in confusion, watching Kaelah, trying to understand what was happening.
"Hey, I'm back," Alex said. "Has she gone back to sleep?" She asked, approaching the girl.
"Did you talk to Kara?" he asked.
"No, why?" She asked confused.
"She called to ask me to protect Kaelah if something happened to her, and to tell you that she loves you," she explained, causing panic.
"Do you know where she was?" She asked, getting a denial on his part. "Okay, I'm going to her apartment," she said. "If she wakes up, don't say anything until we know she's gone," she warned.
He nodded, stroking the girl's hair, hoping the news would be good.
"Kaelah, honey, can I talk to you?" Alex asked me, entering the room, making me look quizzically, not understanding what was happening.
She sat down beside me, watching me with caution, as if it were difficult for her to tell me that, so I re-thought reading her mind, yet I was not sure if I wanted to know.
"Kaelah, this ... Kara has disappeared, we don't know where she is, we think it has something to do with the portal" she explained making me look at her in surprise.
"What?" I buried my face in my hands, this was the last thing that had to happen, that my sister was missing.
Alex hugged me against her, trying to calm me, resting my head on her shoulder as I began to sob.
"We're going to find her," she whispered, kissing my forehead.
"Alex, Winn says he needs to talk to you," Mon-el said from the door.
"If we find something, I'll let you know, okay?" She looked at me as I nodded.
She left the room, leaving me alone with Mon-el, who came to embrace me.
I sobbed, hugging him, letting him stroked my hair to finally separate from me.
"Do you want the teddy?" He asked, offering it to me, so I did not refuse it, hugging it against me, but still crying. "You have to calm down, sweetie," he whispered, wiping my tears. "Come here," he said, lying down beside me, putting my head on his chest as he stroked my hair.
I closed my eyes trying to calm myself, returning to the memories of the dream, which got me away from him, surprising him, but without stopping, I could not.
"Hey, can you tell me what's going on?" He asked me as I ducked my head. "Kaelah, look at me," he said, grabbing my chin as I looked away. "Are you going to answer me?" He asked, "I need to understand you, "He sighed, stroking my face.
"You don't want to know," I answered in tears.
"You're going to force me to take the diary," he warned, releasing me, rising to catch it.
"No, Mon-el, please," I pleaded, looking directly into his eyes. "Please ..." I tried to stop him, but I could not. "No ..." I sobbed hard at seeing him begin to read, his gestures changed as he did so.
I watched as he closed it and looked at me, so I ducked my head as he approached me.
"You can not recognize it in person, but in a dream?" I raise my head. "You know the Black Mercy shows your ideal life, don't you?" He raised an eyebrow.
"Yes, but in Krypton, not here" I defended myself.
"Your perfect life could be to be with Zyan in Krypton, but it's not like that, it's to be with me, with a girl in common and you continue not wanting to accept it," he reproached me.
"Because it's not true," I replied, not wanting to raise my voice.
"You hurt yourself and me and Zyan, because even if you don't know it directly, you deceive him every time you look at him, every time you're with him, that you tell him that you love him," he continued to reproach me, breaking me with each one of his words "And until you don't realize that, you're not going to change, Kaelah," he shook his head.
"Go away," I asked, unable to hold back the sobs any longer. "I don't want to see you again, do not go near me again, Mon-el," I shouted, getting him to leave, just as Alex entered.
"Hey, hey, what happened?" She asked, but I did not answer, I did not want to, so she hugged me until my tears stopped, until I got reassured. "We're going to go to Kara's apartment in case she comes back, okay? And we're going to see a movie and you're going to explain what has happened, "she said, wiping away my tears at the same time I nodded, nervous and anguished, not wanting to.
Thank you for reading,
Ayrin