okay so if no one knows this yet, this was kinda based off my life but recently i am being cyberbullied by my friend so I'm sorry that this is gonna happen
The sun had shown through the window onto my eyes… Cold air passed through the sweet cottage, sounds of kids and teens talking downstairs with the feeling of a crisp, happy morning. My eyes opened slowly to reveal my brown to green eyes (hetrocrombia). I yawned with my dry throat and ruffled my messy short brown hair and leaned over the side of the bed looking for caroline. She didn't seem to be there but i found more clothes rather than the dress, how nice of her. I packed them up in my bag, which wasn't that big, and changed into the combat clothing. I pulled out a hair clip, twisted my hair up and clipped it in a bun not-so-nicely but nice enough to go venture.
I sighed and looked in her mirror, my skin was so pale but i liked it that way. I pulled my bag on my shoulders and put some white boots on, then went downstairs. the kids were all away, now probably working to get money or playing at a friends house, but caroline was still downstairs.
"good morning sleepy head" she smiled at me and walked over.
I smiled and looked over "hello, anything going on that i could help with before i leave?"
she nodded "i have a showing at the front of the castle, and i want you to play the piano while i sing"
"W-wont that be a little too improv?"
"you're right… you should be the singer"
"WHAT?!"
"its okay I'm playing a song called unravel"
that sounded too familiar… might as well wing it. The feeling of confidence surged through me forming smile on my face
"lets go!"
(time skip)
caroline taught me the song so quickly, i felt so exited! she played the piano for a quick rehearse. I didn't sing this time because of my pride and feeling i could do it in one shot, but i hummed along. then around 35 min the people crowded the piano in a circle, giving us room while we waited.
"what are we waiting for? i asked"
" the princess"
my eyes widened and my heart skipped a beat, oh dear my pride disappeared as the beautiful blond girl walked out gracefully and sat on a nearby bench.
"should we start? " she asked
caroline nodded and turned to me, i slightly nodded as she waited for peoples attention. then started to play.
my voice hummed for the intro then began to sing, it wasn't the best but i tried my best to make it sound good
"Can you tell me, Can you tell me exactly how it works…" carolines silence of the piano, then had several chords.
" oh could it be? that lives inside of me…
unbroken loving… helpless shadow
surrounded by… the world
and yet I'm sparkling white… completely blind to life" caroline started to play quickly for a mini solo
"theres no point now, broken anyway
i try to stop my breath
even knowing the truth won't unravel
me until my death….
freeze
so breakable, unbreakable
I'm shaking but, unshakeable
the real you, I've found at last.
Im standing alone alone, in this world that keeps changing
but hiding away my true self is fading!
I hope you give up
there is nothing left to see...
no, don't look at me.
Im standing in a world that someone imagined...
i never want to hurt you, so until the end.
I'm begging you please, just remember me...
as just as i used to be...
the loneliness that wraps around keeps
deepening until i drown
fond memories we used to share pierce me
until i no longer care
i can not run, i can not hide
i can not think, i can not find
the person i used to be!
a change is so logical
it shouldn't have ben possible
but our lives are intertwined
the two of us are left behind"
the song had reminded me of shadow in a way… and made me feel like i had a past like his...
"so breakable, unbreakable
I'm shaking but, unshakeable
the real me will not corrupt you!
I'm standing alone in a work that keeps changing
im hiding away but my true self is fading!
I hope you give up
theres nothing left to see… no, don't look at me
im trapped within this world
that someone planned out for me
before our fate and future starts, crumbling back to dust
I'm begging you please, just do remember me
the way i used to be...
no, don't forget me! please don't forget me! you won't forget me! don't forget me!
shocked my how i was changed,
i remain paralyzed
until i have a chance to find my own
paradise
i begging you please, just to remember me...
oh won't you tell me, oh just tell me
oh could it be...
that lives inside of me…"