She kept hearing her name far away, but she just wanted to continue sleeping in the warm darkness. The voice was a like an echo trying to pull her away from her peace and so she tried hard to listen.

"Luna, wake up."

"No," - she whispered in her head in a tired tone. -"Leave me alone."

"You can't stay here."

"Who are you?"

"Don't follow the ..."

But Luna never heard the end of the voice's warnings because she was shaking all over as she opened her eyes.

The light covered her eyes as a room she did not remember ever seen came into view. By the smell and the looks of it, it was a hotel room and the person shaking her awake made Luna almost jump out of her skin.

"Ahh!"

"Luna, shut up!What's your problem?"

"You!" -She was shuttering as she tried to calm down.

"What?"

"Benedict?" - Luna yelled as she pointed at him. - "The fuck is going on?!"

It was her brother, the same one she wanted to punch in the face and drag back home for all the pain and stupidity he had caused, the problem was he was a child and not the same teenage brother she wanted to kill.

"You're lucky mom and dad are out having dinner or I would have told on you." - Ben told her as he looked upset, but Luna was sure she looked like a nutcase the way she was looking at him and reacting.

"Ben? Wait, tell on me? What are you talking about?"

"Of course you play the amnesia act. Come on Luna, I'm not stupid I just woke you up because you were yelling in your sleep and it was bugging me."

"Ben… What the hell I going on? I must be having a nightmare." -Luna fell back to the soft bed trying to think what she was in for and how to get answers without sounding crazy. It was then she noticed her hands, they were much smaller than she remembered.

As she got up from the bed and walked to the nearest mirror she hoped with all her heart it was not what she thought, but luck seemed to give her the cold shoulder these days as she stared at her 9 year old self in the mirror.

"Hey, you look pale," - Ben told her as he appeared behind her.

"Ben, could you leave me for a moment I need some time alone," -Luna tried her best poker face as she stared at her 8 year old brother.

"Whatever," - he said as he walked away without a care in the world. But that reaction told Luna exactly what she needed to know.

Whether it was a dream or not she was back in London in the vacation with her family, what had her worried was that it was in this vacation that the accident that changed everything in her family happened. The one Alexis had told Luna Peter was involved.

She tried to calm down, to think and relax. Then a way too familiar presence to her appeared behind her. It hit her like a ton of bricks, her heart fluttering.

"Luna?"

The voice was different to what she expected, it confused her for a moment and as she turned she felt nervous the dream would end.

"What's wrong? You look pale."

A boy with curly blond hair that rested around his brown eyes and covered his ears was looking worried at Luna. He was dressed in what seemed like a jumper made of leaves and other things from nature. He was at the moment just a little taller than Luna and was floating in the air as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

"Peter?" - Luna asked trembling. "Peter pan?"

"The one and only," - he answered smiling.

Luna watched him closely.

"How old are you?You look like a kid." - Peter looked confuse at her not understanding what she meant. Luna mentally hit herself reminding herself she was in some kind of weird dream and that the boy was not the Peter of her time.

"That's because we are kids Luna," - she felt the air thicken and the smell of the sea surround her. Luna looked back to come face to face with a younger version of Alexis. As a reaction of her own personal feelings she punched him as hard as she could, anger flowing out of her in waves.

"I knew it had to be you! What kind of torture are you trying this time you piece of shit?" - An arm wrapped around her waist pulling her away from the shocked Alexis. –"Let me go!"

"Wow there my lady, why are you giving Alexis the pounding of a lifetime?"

Someone turned her head to see a younger Nick, the same bright energy showing in his eyes.

"Nick?"

"You still asleep, girl?"

"Why the hell would you hit me? I haven't done a thing of wherever you have accused me of!" - Alexis said looking upset as Peter stood next to him laughing. - "Shut it, Pete!

"A girl took you down." Peter said, smiling.

"Whyare you here?" - Luna pointed at Alexis.

"Luna, did you hit your head?" - Nick asked still holding her.

It took Luna a while to understand and realized what had happened. She had attacked Alexis under the accusations of things he had done to her and Peter, she was so upset about seeing him she had almost forgotten, Alexander used to be a Lost Boy and for what was told to her he had also been Peter's best friend. This was his past version, he was still a kid and maybe the person Peter still believed he could save.

Luna closed her eyes trying to relax and get her head in the game, she needed to figure out what was going on and what would be her next move. As she felt more herself once again the voice that had tried to wake her spoke.

"Don't follow the..."

"Who are you?"- Luna was sure she was going to say something else but she asked the question she thought. She already knew it didn't even sound like her voice at all.

"Luna!"

Her head felt like it was on fire as she bent down in pain. The same voice echoing in her head over and over. She mentally screamed at it to stop it as she noticed Peter in the ground hands also in his head but his eyes were on Luna and it was then she noticed it. Peter's eyes shown the same emotion they almost always did when he looked at her.

"Peter?" - She whispered as her eyes locked to his, determined to take the child mask off him.

But he remained silent as if fighting against his own soul.

"Luna, get out, get out now!"

The voice was Peter's, but he was not even moving his lips, the voice was echoing in her head.

"I'm Peter Pan"

Luna's head hurt but she was sure the Peter in front of her had not uttered a word. Before she could say anything a shadow behind Peter appeared taking the form of a child, for a moment Luna thought it was Peter's shadow but it turned to be her own child form, a mirror version of her. Then as she turned wide-eyed to Peter and noticed he was no longer a child but her Peter. It took Luna all her strength to reach him, but as she did she swore she heard him whisper before they once again separated in a flash of pain and light.

"What have you done?"

Then once again she found herself alone in the hotel room, everyone else gone. At that point she thought even Alexis would have been good company. Luna felt scared and confused at what was happening to her. As she turned in the room she then noticed she was back to her own present self.

"I'm Luna,it's nice to finally say thank you for before."

Luna turned at the voice and met a child version of herself, confused she looked to where the girl was looking and her heart gave a loop as the past Peter stood in the window. She was about to call him when he flew past her as if he did not see her at all.

"I'm glad you are alright,"– Peter told the younger Luna as he flew around her –"Is this your home?"

"No, I'm here on a vacation with my family."

"You want to play with us? We are going to the park to find fairies" – Peter said joyfully

"But what about my parents? I'll get in trouble."

"It's alright we will return before the sun rises, fairies do their work at night when adults sleep and children dream."

"Sure, but how do we get there?"

"Flying, it's the fastest way of travel."

Luna stood next to the kid versions of her and Peter as she slowly came to realize she must be seen her memories. This was how she had met Peter for the first time. This was everything she had forgotten, the holes in her memory. She still didn't understand how she got there or how it was all happening, but during the few past weeks nothing made sense to her so she let it go and just silently watched everything unfold.

"But I don't know how to fly."

"We will teach you," – Peter said as he whistled near the window, a few seconds later a group of boys came in through the window, all too familiar to Luna as she felt sadness crawl in her heart.

"Ok boys, this is Luna she's my new friend, she is also a girl so remember your manners," – Peter said as he soared near them stopping next to the boy with the bundle of black hair and hazel eyes. – "Alexis, why don't you introduce the boys"

"Hello, Miss Luna it's nice to meet you; I'm Alexander, that's Dominick, Marcos, Andrew, Calin, Zeke and Seth," – he said as he pointed at each of the boys who bow politely at her. – "And we are the Lost Boys."

Luna thought something was different about them and it hit her, the boys didn't have their animal hoodies with them, they were only wearing normal animal skin clothes she thought had been made by the Indians.

"Wow" – little Luna looked amazed at them all – "can you all fly?"

"Of course we can how else you think we got here? – Seth the smallest said as he went next to Luna. – "You want to play tag with me?"

"Seth, calm down she needs to learn how to fly first," – Marcus told him, it was almost hard to tell him and Alexander apart, they almost looked like brothers, but Marcus's hair was shorter and he was shorter than Alexis. – "You ready, Luna? All you have to do is believe, the rest Peter will handle."

"Let's give her a demonstration. I'll go first," – Nick said smiling towards Luna as he jumped to her bed. – "Ok, Peter hit me," – he said as he jumped,but Peter didn't move and he fell to the floor hitting the wall with his head. All the boys laughed at him as he pouted, annoyed. Peter laughed, but flew next to him letting go what Luna thought must had been pixie dust. Then Nick started to slowly soar.

"Me next, me next, Peter!"– Seth yelled as he ran towards him and jumped, soaring away as Peter let dust fall on him as well.

"Calm down, Seth you'll wake up the adults," – Alexis said as he stood next to Luna and he high fived Peter and started to fly winking at her,as Peter shared the fairy dust with the others.

Peter turned around Luna – "Do you believe in magic?"

"Yes," – she said smiling wide at the blond boy.

Peter then gave her a small kiss in the cheek his lips covered with pixie dust.

Luna blushed watching her child self look at Peter with amazement in her eyes as she saw herself take Peter's hand floating in the air. She was able to fly in the past, but he had never mentioned it, Peter never even mentioned they had met before as if he had wanted to forget about it. This tore on Luna's heart.

"Ready to go see the fairies?"

"Yes." – Peter glided, helping Luna as she got accustomed to flying around, the boys flew out first laughing like the kids they were. Alexander was the one waiting for them at the window.

"Alexis will stay near you in case something happens, I'll lead the way."

As they left everything around Luna became blurry and the scenery changed to the park. She located the boys with ease as they flew around the trees. Peter was standing in the middle of a patch of flowers with Luna and Alexis. He took out his pan flute and started to play a soothing tune and then small lights started to rise from the flowers and trees nearby. They surrounded Peter as he danced around playing the pan flute.

Luna saw how her past self went running to the flowers picking one up and going over to Peter.

"Peter, this flower has not bloomed, it looks frozen," –Peter had stopped playing and looked at the flower.

"There's a fairy inside, it could be scared or it could be a young fairy that has not awaken yet," – he eyed Luna carefully.– "Why don't you pick a tune to play and see if the flower blooms."

"It's almost Christmas, so how about Silver Bells?" – she smiled at Peter. – "It's my favorite winter song."

"Alright,how about you help sing as I play." – Peter said as she nodded.

"It can't be," - Luna whispered to herself thinking about what was going on and what was about to happen. She saw how Peter stared to play and Luna to sing, after a while the flower started to shine as it slowly bloomed reveling an all too familiar white haired pixie.

"Look, Peter, a fairy!"

"She seems to like you."

"What's her name?"

"She wants you to give her one since you helped her out."

Luna laughed as the fairy flew around her- "Hmm. Ok, do you like Silver Bell?" – The fairy let out a small spark of silver light as an agreement.

"It goes well with her."

"Wow,look guys, Luna has a fairy. Are you going to keep her?" – Seth asked jumping around her.

But Luna didn't see what had been her answer as once again everything blurred and the memory changed. She felt sick for a moment and she closed her eyes.

"Come on Luna, catch me."

Luna opened her eyes to see Nick flying around the night sky.

"Another piece of lost memories?" – She said trying to find the others. Looking around she spotted Zeke and Andrew walking towards Marcus and Alexis, then jumped scared as Nick hit the floor, Luna landing happily next to him with warm clothes. It must have been near December.

"Tag, you're it!"

"You can be a little nicer about it," – Nick said pouting.

"Stop whining Nick, you lost," – Zeke said giving him a smirk.

"Hey, aren't you boys cold?"

"A little, but we can manage. We can't travel to Neverlandfor clothes all the time."

"Then why don't you buy jackets? I can help you pick them out, I saw some this morning while shopping with mom and they looked just like you guys."

"We have no money."

"You can borrow mine I have some saved for Christmas."

"You sure it's ok?"

"Well, have it as a thank you for helping me out when we first met, I'll go with Peter. Think he will be ok if it's early in the morning?"

"In any case I can go with you if he gets childish," – Alexis said giving a smirk – "Just be careful no one sees anything magical around you."

"What are you guys talking about?" – Peter appeared with Calin next to him.

"Peter, where have you been? Let's play! – Seth yelled as he ran towards Peter.

Luna had been curious of what would happened again, but she never got to see it as she felt the memory moving again, this time it stopped in a dark alleyway. She walked feeling a bit dizzy as pain held her heart, as if she recognized what she was about to see and her heart was warning her to stop.

Luna stopped as she saw her child self dressed in pink winter clothes, hair tied in a ponytail and eyes full of tears. She was looking at Peter whose expression held coldness.

"Why can't I go with you?" - Little Luna asked the never aging boy. - "Aren't we friends?"

"If I take you to Neverland you won't want to stay and you'll want to come back so what's the point?"

"But I want you to show me your home and see Tiger Lily and take Silver Bell to Fairy Hollow."

"Luna… Think about it we can't be going and coming all the time it takes more than pixie dust to travel and I…" – Peter remained silent for a moment.– "I don't want you to grow up so if you go to Neverland and then you want to come back I won't want to let you go. Don't you see? While you continue your own life happy and grow up I will remain with just a memory of you and I don't want that."

"Peter we are friends I would never forget about you or will I leave you behind."

"Luna…"

"Then go home with me, cant you?"

"I can't"

"You can bring the boys we can all play and even go to school toge…"

"I WONT NEVER GROW UP." – Peter said anger in his voice that scared both versions of Luna. The older one stare wide-eyed at the small boy, the other smaller version only tried to hide her tears.

"I want us to stay together, didn't you have fun? Weren't we friends? Can't you at least try for me?"– Luna watched the scene unfold; she wished she could tell her past self that Peter would never change his world for hers, he could never do it for doing so would had have bad consequences. She started to wonder if this was where she would see how she and Peter got separated.

"I did, I had fun but…" – Peter looked away from Luna as they both heard her mother calling her name.

Luna stood frozen as at the other side of the street was her mother looking for her, next to her stood Ben. Little Luna turned their way for a moment then back to Peter.

"I'll just tell mom about it and she will let you come with us or maybe she can let me go with you for a day," - she said going towards her mother who had walked away.

At her words Peter's eyes went wide with fear and worry.

"Luna, wait, you can't!" – He yelled trying to reach her. He crossed the street almost grabbing her hand, he stopped when a familiar object fell from his neck. Peter's pocket watch had fallen to the floor as he was about to reach Luna. He stopped and turned to pick it up, his brown eyes having mixture of pain and sorrow.

He looked up to see a truck going his way not even considering stopping. He didn't seem to care as if it did not scare him. He could fly so dogging it would be easy for him. He smirked at it as he held the pocket watch in his hand ready to pounce away.

Then it happened.

Confusion was the first feeling Luna thought she felt, then fear and lastly pain,

There were screams and strong noises everywhere.

But her eyes were glued to the pair of children that had flown to the other side of the street both separated and clothes ripped and bloody,one still trying to reach the other before falling into sleep.

They would not move nor say a word, they were completely still.

Luna had seen Peter ready to fly away before the truck would hit him, but little Luna didn't know and she had gone to pull Peter away from it. Knowing there was no time Peter tried to hold her to him and jump, but was still pushed away by the received the stronger hit, but Luna still got hurt when they crashed around the street.

Little Luna was found by her mother who was in a panic state trying to get her away to the hospital, a few people around in worry.

But no one saw Peter who lay near her because he was taken away and hidden in the shadows of an alleyway.

The memory blurred for a moment as it changed to Luna's great disappointment.

Ben stood next to the unconscious Peter with anger, leaving him in the darkness to die. He did not look back as he went towards his mother and injured sister.

As the memory overwhelmed her, Luna started to cry as she yelled to the phantoms of the past. There was a boy who was about to die and no one cared no one could see him.

But someone did see him.

Someone did hear her.

Someone had seen it all.

She was not alone.

"Luna… You need to wake up before you get suck up in your memories and stay in a coma."

Luna looked up to see hazel eyes staring at her, the same that had hunted her for so long. They were no longer soft and gentle as she had seen during her memory but the cold and empty ones she had known for a while.

"Alexander," – she whispered as she glared up at him.

"I'm not the one you should worry about at the moment," – he said looking behind her.

She turned her head curious to what he meant only to find who she thought she had lost.

"PETER!"

AN - my deepest apologies for such a long wait, there were to many problems happening that even I believed something just didn't want the chap posted *laughs* October was very difficult at work and when I send the chap over to my friend for edit her charger broke and could not use her laptop. I do hope that this chap makes up 4 the wait it can be a little confusing but u can ask me and ill happily answer *smiles* thank u all for reading, commenting and liking the story. It always makes me happy to know you are having fun reading it.