I'm really glad that people are staring to like my story. I also feel bad that I've been giving info but also leaving questions.
I didn't want to rush the story and wanted time to explain some background of Ursi. Don't worry though she will be meeting the TMNT shortly
I'm also thinking of writing another fanfic based off the 2007 movie but thats still being argued in my head.
please review I like the feed back and it gives motivation to contuine
A large gasp of air was sucked in the lungs of a girl who was in a deep sleep.
So many memories flashed through closed eyes of a sleeping 16 year old. Rolling to oneside to the other did not help the nightmares of her past creeping up on her.
It was only making it worse as a moan of pain escaped her lips. That was, until her Eyes snapped open in a frightened gaze.
Ursi sat up to take a quick look around to see if anything changed. Only thing that did was that it was night out. "Why won't these nightmares stop?" she sighed in frustration as her hand brushed through her hair quickly. Making her faded brown hair only more messier and tangled.
Ursi sat there for a while her back pressed against the caged bars completely lost in her thoughts. "Now I'm going to be tired later on in the day…thanks nightmares." she grimaced as she mentally cursed her dreams for plaguing her every night and leaving her tired through out the afternoon. "Would It kill you for a good night sleep…and now I'm talking to myself." she thought of laughing at herself for even having a conversation but that would make her seem like she was crazy, not that talking to yourself exclude that you were crazy.
To keep her self sane and with that thought Ursi stood up and walked around the small space of the cage. She lazily went the edge of the bars. She tried finding something new in this carriage of a prison, it would be hard because the lack of anything changing was very small.
So anything that would occupy her at this moment would help keep her distracted from her wondering thoughts and because she can't go back to sleep since her nightmares have taking over her dreams.
Sadly there was nothing new in this "home" of hers. She came to the edge of bars that was holding her back from the freedom and was keeping her here as entertainment for the local people to poke and tease her for being different and ugly. Ursi growled in anger and pushed her self against to the cage bars so she could get a better look at the stars.
The only thing that she knew no one could touch and hurt and that they would always be beautiful. Her fingers twitched just as she reached her arm out of the cage and up to the night sky. Sadly there were no stars. The black night sky had lacked the beauty and wonder of the sparkling dots because of New York city lights that had replaced the natures glow to artificial night lights.
Even with the towers and buildings that caused this beauty to fade into only an abyss black blanket with once in a while the occiansly planes flying by. She still opened her hand up pretending to grasp one of those invisible stars.
She was so lost in her own thoughts that she almost didn't hear the noise of a trash can falling over nearby. Ursi pulled her arm back in quickly and whipped her head to where she heard the noise coming from.
It was dark but because she been awake for sometime her eyes adjusted to the night. Which helped her see the two trash cans that had fallen over. She didn't see anyone and to be on the safe side she called out into the night anxiously, "Who's there?" It was quiet enough that Ursi could here the crickets chirpping away in the park or an owl whoing in distance.
Ursi had her eyes locked looking to find any moment of an animal or a noise of a person sneaking into the circus after closing but minutes went by and nothing happened. Ursi decided it was just a hungry animal. Most likely a raccoon or some other rapid animal. Maybe a turtle? How unlikely though.
defeated to find something new, she slumped down to the floor of the cage like a sack of potatoes. Wishing she was on the other side then the one being in the cage. She didn't want to feel like a caged bird anymore who had her wings clipped off. She wanted to be the one to fly up to the stars and be as beautiful and free as them.
Even though she had all these thought of being free and that she longed for her freedom she new deep inside that she was scared to ever leave this cage.
It was once again fear that made her stop from finding ways to get out and once again fear was what kept her from doing the things she wanted to do. Ursi learned that lesson growing up that fear is what was keeping her alive.
She new that when she was little that acting and wanting almost got her killed on a many occasions. She did however try once to escape this place once but it didn't end well the ring master was made sure she wouldn't get out again. This thought made her hand uncouniously went to the chain around her neck.
It has been there for a while that this piece of metal was placed there and because of her growing age the chain has became tighter and tighter. She was surprised that it didn't leave a mark around her neck yet. Touching the chain had became a comfort of reminder to always remember that fear and being locked up was the safest thing for her. It was also to remind her what would happen she did ever try to escape again.
Now it was like a memory that recently happened connately replying it self in her head. Still she was curious about the world outside of her cage. So when she spoke her voice it was soft and hesitant almost like she was scared to speak."If someone is out there….what is it like?"
It was a silly question for Ursi to ask but she wanted to know even if she was scared to leave plus she wouldn't be going very far with the chain around her neck.
In any chance she was hoping that someone would answer her question so she wasn't left to ponder about it and maybe even make a friend by a small chance.
All she heard in a reply was the wind starting to pick up and give a low howl sound, because of the wind it had caused her hair to cover her face. Ursi brushed a hand through her hair and behind her ear. It seemed as hours passed before she let out a quiet yawn just as she rubbed her eye.
Realizing that she was starting to get tired again, Ursi dropped her head slightly to get comfy as she closed her eyes and fell into a deep slumber.
She new her nightsmares would come again but the lack of sleep through out the day made her decide that she would rather replay her horrible memories again. When she was finally in a deep sleep it was then that someone dropped out of a tree to leave.
Today bad she was not ware of the presence maybe it would come again and be her friend.