At Beck's RV:

Jade's POV:

How could everyone be only concerned for beck... I mean I would be too but i'm standing right here am I invisible to them?

The only person who cared for me besides beck was cat the ONLY one. I love cat but sometimes she can be... you know cat.

I felt loneliness the same feeling i've had y whole life before meeting beck.

I had the urge to cut myself, I tried not to but I remembered the loneliness the hatred of my family towards me and seeing Beck being cared by people who loved him and not me.

I couldn't take it no more so I ran into becks bathroom I felt everyone staring at me as I ran towards the bathroom.

I got in and locked the door.

I looked at myself in the mirror I saw lots of bruises on my face and all over my body.

I looked in his cabbnit where I saw a pair of scissors. I grabbed them then I sat on the toilet.

Should I do it? should I not?

Then I heard a voice "Do it, Do it you have nothing to loose no one cares for you and the pain makes you feel good."

I don't know where it came from so I pulled up my sleeve.

I grabbed the pair of Scissors and made two cuts on my wrist as I bit my lower lip and enjoyed the pain.

I snapped out of the enjoyment when I heard cat "Jadey come out please don't do what I think you are doing Please open the door!"

"Leave me alone Cat!" I said.

"Open the door Jadey" Cat said so sweetly.

It irritated me the way she said it but she was my best friend. "Fine" I said.

I put a moist uughh I hate that word anyways I put the towel on my wrist so it will stop the bleeding. I pulled my sleeve down and opened the door.

As I walked out everyone was gone except Cat and Beck.

"Where did everyone go?" I said confused.

"You were in the bathroom for thirty minutes and Beck told them to leave so we could talk" Cat said.

Was I really in the bathroom that long I thought to myself.

Third Person POV:

"Cat do you know about what happened? Beck said.

"Yes I do" Cat said.

Beck looked at Jade he could tell that she had something in her sleeve on her wrist.

"whats on your wrist?" Beck said to Jade.

"Nothing" Jade said.

"Give me your arm" Beck said as he put his hand out.

"No" Jade said as she put her hand behind her back.

"Jadey please" Cat said.

Jade slowly pulled her hand behind her back and showed them the fresh cuts.

"Jadey you promised" Cat said

"Jade why did you?" Beck said.

"I don't know seeing you with your family happy and everyone cared for you no one cared for me but Cat and that brought old memories that made me remember that the pain of cutting myself made me feel better about myself" Jade said trying to hold her tears in.

Beck hugged Jade "Promise me you'll never do it again please" Beck said.

"I promise" Jade said letting the tears out.

"I'll leave you two alone" Cat said as she left.

"OK bye Cat" Jade said.

"Why didn't you want to tell the truth?" Beck said.

"Because I don't want anybody to find out what really happened" Jade said.

"Well my mom was concerned about the car accident I think she-" Beck said before they saw the police car lights outside of his window.

A/N: What should happen next? Please Review. :)