Beck's POV:

I couldn't believe that Jade woke up I was so happy to her getting better.

She looked at all of us with confusion. "Who are you guys?" She said.

It hurt me in the inside that she didn't know who we were but I thoight it was normal because of the surgery she had not to long ago.

"Hey it's Cat, Robbie, Tori, Andrae, and me your boyfriend" I said

"What? I don't know any of you and I don't remember having a boyfriend!" Jade hissed at us.

"You don't remember me?" Cat said wanting to cry.

I looked at Jade I could tell by her eyes that she was hurt seeing cat like this but had know idea who she was.

"No I don't know you or any of you" Jade said with a sorry voice.

"You guys can you leave me and Jade alone?" I said.

"Who's Jade?" Jade said.

"You are" Tori said.

Jade looked in confusion. "Me?" Jade said.

"Yes you" Cat said. "You are my Best friend"

"Please can you guys leave us alone?" I said.

Everyone walked out after awhile. Everyone had sad faces mostly Cat.

"Jade...do you remember me?" I said looking her in her beautiful eyes.

"No I don't know you or anybody and I don't understand why i'm here, where am I, I don't know where I live, Who my parents are, I don't know when my birthday is, I DON'T REMEMBER ANYTHING!" Jade said to me as she started to cry a little.

I put my hand on her check but she pulled away. "Don't worry I will help you remember little by litte" I said to her.

I was trying to hold back the tears. I wanted Jade back hold her in my arms telling her everything will be okay that she is safe with me but I can't. She doesn't even remember me. That is when I broke I let all of my tears out.

"Why are you crying?" Jade said

"It kills me seeing you like this, not remembering who I am or who anybody is." I said as I lifted my head to look at her.

"I'm sorry I can't remember but if you tell me about my life then maybe I could remember." Jade said.

"It's not your fault" I said.

"So will you tell me about my life?" Jade said looking at me.

"Yea of course anything for you, tell me what do you want to know?" I said hoping she will remember everything.

"I want to know about my family. Where my mom is, what about my dad, and ummm...oh do I have any siblings." Jade said.

She smiled probably hoping to hear good things but I knew it wasn't like that. The truth will hurt her but it will hurt her more if I lied to her. She needed to know the truth.

"well... your mom abandoned you when you were little, your dad is in jail right now he is the reason why your here, and you had a little brother but your mom took him away when you were about 5 years old." I said.

I saw her smile fade away. I knew this was hard but it was harder for me too say it, to be the one to tell her everything about her life which isn't the best story ever.

What did my dad do to me? why is he in Jail?" Jade said.

"well ummm..." I said not wanting her to know the truth.

"Please tell me" She said begging me.

Well I guess I had no choice to tell her so her it goes...

"He abused you he hit you and that's why your here in the hospital that is why you have bruises all over you. That's also the reason why he's in Jail" I said.

She looked at her arms she saw bruises and some cuts on her wrist.

"Why do I have cuts on my wrist?" She said.

"Well most of them are from the glass you fell on and others you did them to yourself." I said not wanting to cry anymore.

"why did I cut myself?" Jade said.

"Because you felt lonely and that was your escape to everything. That made you feel good about yourself." I said.

"Can you leave me alone?" Jade said.

"Sure" I said as I walked out.

Jade's POV:

The guy walked out.

I started crying and crying. I couldn't stop.

My life is a disaster.

I don't have a mom or a dad. I didn't even meet my baby brother.

Who's even there for me? who helped me get out of the loneliness? Me cutting myself? Did that work?

I looked around there where so many questions in my head unanswered.

why am I even living?

Nobody wants me here my mom left me, I guess my dad hated me. No ones there for me or is there?

Becks POV:

I walked outside and broke down.

Everyone got around me.

"Did she remember anything?" Cat said.

"No she didn't remember anything I told her about her family and she didn't remember" I said as I got up and paced around.

"Did you tell her everything?" Cat said.

"I had too I couldn't lie to her and tell her that she lived in a happy world with her parents because we know it's not like that and if she found out that we lied to her she will never forgive us" I said.

I saw the doctor and went up to him.

"Why can't she remember anything?" I told him.

"She who?" The doctor said.

"Jade west" I said.

He looked through his files "Oh yes Jadelyn West, she is suffering memory lost but she'll remember little by little" The doctor said.

"How long would that be?" I said.

"I don't know it will all depend on her if she is determined to remember or not" The doctor said. "Now if you excuse me I got to do some paper work"

"Yea sure thanks" I said to him as I walked away.

"What did he say?" The whole gang said at the same time.

"He said she will remember it will all depend on her" I said.

"So how long?" Robbie said.

"It could be years, months, weeks, days, or even hours" I said.

Hey you guys here was the new chapter it's the longest one so tell me what you think R&R Thanks :)