Jade's POV:
Well it was finally time to go to school. I was ready to go but I HATE Mondays.
Today's going to be a long day for me I can feel it.
Beck woke me up by making me breakfast. Maybe Monday wont be as bad as I thought it would be.
"Hey babe" Beck said.
"Morning" I said.
We started to eat breakfast. There was a long moment of silence until Beck said something.
"You sure you want to go to school today?" Beck said breaking the silence.
"Yea I can't afford to miss more days of school I already missed like two months of school already." I said.
"You but you could always miss more till your 100% ready to go" Beck said.
"Beck I'm fine we had sex last night that should be prove to you that I'm fine" I told with him.
"Ok. Fine but-" Beck said before I cut him off.
"No buts Beck I'll be fine." I said.
"Well lets get ready we're about to be late" Beck said.
"Ok" I said.
I got ready. I wore a plaid long sleeve shirt that was red and black and some black pants.
"You ready!?" Beck called out.
"Yea Just a second" I said.
I grabbed my bag and walked out the RV and into the car which Beck was already there waiting on me.
The drive wasn't long like I thought it would it was kinda short.
I got out of the car.
Right now I'm not sure I want to walk in the school. It looks to big for me.
"Come on you ready?" Beck asked.
I took a deep breath. "Yea let's go" I said.
We walked in the school there were lot's of people whispering my name.
"You got a problem?" I told them.
They all got quiet quickly and left.
"Why are they whispering about me?" I told beck.
"Because they thought you had left or something and thought you weren't coming back" He told me.
Why wouldn't I come back? Is there something about me I didn't know? Why did everyone including the teachers looked at me with a frighten face. I wonder why.
Me and Beck walked up to my locker there were scissors all over my locker.
It looked kinda weird but I liked it.
Beck had to open it for me I couldn't remember my combination but he did and I got my books I needed for class.
We walked into class I could here some people whisper about me and others gasped.
"Jadey!" Cat said and ran into my arms.
"Hey Cat" I said then got her off of me.
"Your back soon aren't you?" Tori asked.
"None of your business Tori" I snapped back at her.
I don't know why but there's something inside of me that tells me that I hate that girl.
We all took our sits when this crazy teacher came in that looked like he's been living in the streets for days.
"Oh look Jade is Back" He said.
"Yea. What about it" I said.
"Nothing you remember my name?" He asked
How could I remember knowing a guy like him?
"No" I said.
"Well my name is Sikowits " He said.
I just nodded my head.
Sikowits that name really suits him.
Class went on and it felt like forever but the bell finally rang. YES! It's finally time for lunch.
We all got up and went to lunch. Beck got me some coffee.
All of us sat at the same table. Robbie, Cat, Tori, Andre, Beck, and I.
Everyone was talking but I was quiet the whole time.
I was thinking and thinking.
Thinking why are people staring at me? Why don't other kids talk to me? Why do I say what I think out loud without even thinking about it? Why people are scared of me? Is it the way I dress? My makeup? Or is it my past?
"Jade!" Beck said causing me to stop thinking.
"What!?" I asked.
"We've been calling your name for a while now" Andre said.
"What's wrong?" Beck asked.
"Nothing" I said.
"You sure?" Cat asked.
"Yes Cat I'm sure" I said.
"You positive?" Tori said.
"Look Tori I'm fine don't you see!?" I said filled with anger.
"Chill down" Andre said.
"NO You Chill Down!" I said this time yelling at him then I left the table with my stuff all mad.
I need to be alone right now where do I go?
I walked into some classrooms that were empty but that wasn't what I was looking for.
Till I went into the janitors closet. This was perfect.
I got inside, closed the door and locked it.
I sat on the floor and I went deep into thought.
I started thinking and thinking. Then I got the idea.
Would cutting myself help me relief this pain I have? On not knowing my life? I hate that I don't remember! I hate the people that are talking about me!
Tears were falling down my face as I kept thinking and talking to myself about my life.
I took out some scissors that were in my bag I grabbed the one with the finniest point.
I pull up my sleeve and was about to cut when I heard people banging on the door.
A/N: Well here you guys go the new chapter. Tell what you guys think about it and what you would like to happen next.
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