Jade's POV:
"Jade please open the door!" Beck yelled behind the door.
"Jadey open please!" Cat also yelled.
"Leave me alone!" I shouted back at them with my voice cracking.
Tears kept on falling down my face. I couldn't help but cry and cry.
"Jade please!" Beck kept on yelling.
I still sat on the floor tears still falling down my face. I had the scissors on my wrist when Beck broke open the door.
"Jade!" Beck yelled as he ran towards me.
He threw the scissors away from me.
I still kept on crying I put my hands over my face.
"Come here" Beck said as he picked me up from the floor and hugged me.
"It's all okay Jadey" Cat said as she rubbed my arm.
I kept crying on Beck's shoulder.
After being like this for a while Beck asked me if I wanted to talk about it and agreed to.
"So tell what happened?" Beck said.
"It was just hard for me I only know half of my life while others know my whole life" I told beck trying not to cry again.
"But cutting yourself well help you remember?" Beck said.
As I thought about it he was right I will win nothing on cutting myself.
I just kept quiet and looked at the floor the whole time.
"Jade" Beck said.
"What?" I said.
"What are you thinking?" Beck said.
"Nthing" I said.
"Jadey please we want to help" Cat said.
"Well you are helping" I said.
"How?" Cat said.
"By caring for me and listening" I said.
I mean they were the only two who came looking for me to make sure I was okay now I know who I can count on.
"So do you want to go home?" Beck said.
"No I want to finish the school day" I said.
"But first lets go fix your makeup" Cat said.
I nodded my head and walked to the bathroom with Cat.
Beck waited for us outside.
"Oh my gosh is this really how I look right now?" I said.
My eyeliner and mascara was all down my face smeared everywhere.
"Lets take it all off" Cat said.
I cleaned my face good and reapplied my mascara with eyeliner.
"Now I look better" I said with a smile
Cat just smiled back at me.
We walked to class. We walked inside I felt everyone stoping what they were doing and staring at me.
I wanted to run out the classroom so bad but I decided to stay and face my fears.
"Oh hey there's the freak" Some guy said.
Beck went up to the guy.
"What did you say?" Beck said as he grabbed the guys shirt.
"Nothing! nothing" He kept on reapiting.
Beck let go of him.
Sikowits didn't say anything I guess he understood what I was going though.
The day went on it was hard for me but it wasn't impossible.
I tried my best the rest of the day was good I still can't shake of why don't I like Vega?
"Beck can I ask you something?" I asked Beck on our ride back home also known as his RV.
"Yea what is it?" Beck said.
"Why do I feel hatred against Tori?" I asked Beck.
Beck looked at me I guess debating weather or not to tell me.
"Please tell me Beck" I said.
"Fine, you don't like Tori because she kissed me" Beck said looking at me.
"What!?" I said.
Everything made sense why I didn't like her.
I closed my eyes and remembered that day. Tori kissed beck during the ABC improv in sikowits class.
I felt tears coming out my eyes and onto my face. Running down my checks while my eyes still closed.
We got to Beck's RV he turned off the car and looked at me.
"Jade are you ok?" Beck said.
"No, everything is not ok" I said still crying.
"Jade that kiss ment nothing" Beck said.
"I know but why will Tori act like nothing happened why is she 'pretending' to be my friend? Knowing she kissed my boyfriend?" I asked and looked at Beck.
Hey you guys school just started and got homework on the first day of school -_- I was so mad. High school is so different.
Anyways I wont be updating as often as i used to but I will when ever I have time too.
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