Every waking moment of my life, which seems to be every minute of my life since I can't sleep, is spent in fear that Harry is somehow going to regain possession of the diary. If not that then Im dreading that Harry is going to somehow find out that Im the one who broke into his room and trashed his possessions.
I keep checking my bag to make sure that the diary is still safely there. I check when I wake up, I check at meal times, I check during class, I check before I go to bed. There are times when Im walking down the hall and I will all of a sudden get a fear that I no longer have the diary. I fear that Harry still has it and Tom has told him all my secrets, the fear is so strong that I have to run into a empty classroom and check my bag. The diary is making me paranoid, even more than before. I thought I was going to destroy the diary but I think it's destroying me instead.
I was walking around the school after supper one day, not wanting to go back to the common room where I could possibly fall asleep and have another nightmare. It seems like ever time I actually do fall asleep I have some terrible nightmare. While I was walking around I all of a sudden got a terrible feeling that Harry was reading all my secrets in the diary.
Don't be silly Ginny, it's in your bag. Just calm down.
'What if it isn't, what if Harry is reading it right now?' A voice inside my head said, the voice sounded silky smooth and was convincing enough that I quickly headed for the nearest classroom to check my bag. I ran inside but stopped when I heard a sound, like water being sucked out of a lake. I looked up to see two people in a tightly locked embrace, looking like their lips are glued to each other. A pretty blonde haired girl girl had her arms wrapped around the neck the neck of a red-haired boy. The boy looked familiar and had his arms around the girls waist.
of course he looks familiar you dolt, that's Percy. It is Percy!
"Ahhh," I yelped. The two jumped apart and stared at me in horror. I quickly turned and headed out the door, I didn't get very far before I collapsed against the wall and slid down it.
Im never going to be able to unsee that, forever will the vision of Percy snogging that girl be emblazoned in my brain. Why did I go in there? For what reason on Earth did I go into that classroom? I started to giggle, it seems funny know that I think about it. Percy has a girlfriend. Percy has a girlfriend! I can't believe Percy has been snogging a Ravenclaw prefect in empty classrooms.
Percy appeared in front of me and I broke into another fit of the giggles. Percy grabbed my arm and led me back into the classroom before closing the door. The whole time I just continued to laugh.
"It's not funny Ginny,"
"At first that's what I thought, along with my eyes, my eyes but now that the shock is gone it's very funny." Percy just glared at me. "Wait, that's who you were writing to all summer. The whole time you were in your room you were writing to her."
"Yes but listen Ginny," Percy grabbed my shoulders and looked me in the eyes, making me stop laughing. "You can not tell anyone; not mum, not dad, not your friends, not anyone and especially don't tell Fred and George. I repeat do not tell anyone, especially Fred and George."
"Okay, okay, I won't tell, just let me enjoy these last few seconds to appreciate how red your face. Seriously with your face and hair you look like a tomato with shoulders." I continued to laugh uncontrollably. Percy just gave an exasperated sigh and left the room.