Time skip~

i woke up drenched in sweat and tears streaming down my face.

"what a horrible dream"

i sat on the side of my bed trying to calm down. it wasn't unusual for me to dream of the past but it was the first time in a long time i had cried so hard over it. then again it never ended that way. a sudden knock on my door made me jump i barely had got out of bed when the door flew open and a black and blue blur flung themselves against me.

"LILY !"

"oh um hi seychelles, did you come with hungary-san?"

"yea she did. we came to pick you up a little early this time"

even though her tone was happy i could see her eyes narrow and look at me concerned and i realized she could see i had been crying.

"have you packed lily?"

i nodded and gestured over to the suitcase next to the door. she reached over and lifted it up with one hand. then she picked me up with the other.

i squeaked in surprise " hungary!"

but she ignored my surprise and continued out the door and down the stairs where switzerland was leaning against the wall. his intimidating look turned briefly to surprise when he saw me and hungary

"we are kidnapping lili you can have her back in three days"

and with that we were in hungary's car and driving away.

Time skip~

as i stepped into hungary's house i was immediately immersed in the chatter of the female nations as they all sat in the living room hugging and talking.

"EVERY ONE WE ARE BACK WITH THE NEWEST CAPTIVE"

all heads turned to the three of us standing in the doorway. it took only a second before i was surrounded by monaco, belarus, and the rest. everyone was smiling and most were laughing. it was impossible for me to not to join in, the cloud of worry disappearing immediately. suddenly belgium popped her head around the corner.

"everyone, its time"

we all ran into the kitchen and began piling our plates with food. then we sat around the table and talked. it was fun hearing about all the news from the other girls. hungary was complaining about prussia and austria again, ukrain accidentally knocked her soup over with her boobs, seychelles was talking about a new fish recipe she had, and belarus was strangely quiet not even saying a word about her beloved brother like usual. suddenly in the middle of belgium telling everyone about how she had walked in on spain and romano the other night, belarus spoke up. "lili whats wrong with you?"

i looked up surprised. "what do you mean, Natalia?

she just looked at me and i sighed. it was going to come out eventually. "I found out switzerland was in a war with america and his family and that he was struggling with it. so i went and bought some weaponry from germany. i then went and attacked them while they were trying to leave with him. now he won't speak to me and seems very cold."

the other girls just looked at me with shock written on each face except for belarus who remained serious and hungary who looked pissed.

"so you protected him, and he…..made you cry?"

i looked over at her, i've seen hungary mad and i definitely didn't want her to attack him so i quickly jumped to his defense.

"He had good reason too! hes protected me all this time under the assumption i couldn't do it myself. now i have proven otherwise!...its no wonder he doesn't want me at his place anymore…."

for a few seconds nobody said anything. they all knew how i felt towards my brother. almost everyone has noticed. they wanted to say something but there was nothing to say. i messed up, this was my fault. i'm the one who ruined the relationship i had with switzerland. no one else but me.

Hi again everyone~ im sorry this was so short for as long as it took to write it but i promise next one will be longer! i hope this isn't too disappointing. Thanks for reading~