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this was supposed to be up yesturday but it seemed that everything hated that idea, lmy laptop decided to fuck with me, my interenet failed, then i fell asleep LOL so anyway here it is
Cas' second session of dream stalking.
i have to say i awwed when i wrote this lol hope you like :D
warnings for spelling and grammar ;P
Dean has to ignore that voice inside of him every time he's around Cas, this is just one more time he can't do what he wants. Dean thought as he walked down stairs, he hated it but it had to be done. He reasoned with himself as he sat down on the old familiar sofa, he put his head in his hands closed his eyes and tried not to think.
"How is he?" Sam asked as he gently sat himself next to his brother.
"He'll be fine." He told his brother head still buried, the hunter told a deep breath in and sighed as he rubbed his face before looking at Sam. "What's the time? I want to sleep." Sam was a little shocked by the randomness of his question, but also a little worried that he was so tied after looking at his watched he answered.
"It's like 4:30."
"Too early?" Dean asked jokingly but completely serious.
"A little yeah. Are you okay Dean?"
"I'm fine." Dean answered instantly and Sam frowned at the answer he always gets, he placed a hand on deans arm forced deans attention.
"You're my brother; we can have an honest convocation about this if you want." Upon hearing Sam's caring words and the sincerity behind them, Deans gaze went from his brothers brown caring eyes to dart around the room, he couldn't look at his brother when he was like this, he felt so guilty for shutting the boy out, but what was he supposed to do. A tears ran down Dean left cheek. Thankfully it was the eye away from Sam so the younger hunter didn't see but did notice the pained expression. Dean did want to tell him, but after so long of shutting everyone out and doing it alone talking becomes almost impossible especially with those you love the most. Sam sighed and stood sensing defeated, like always. "Fine. Give me the keys I'll go get some food."
Sam was now certain something was wrong because Dean tossed his brother the keys without a glare and a threat to bring his baby back in one piece nothing just a parting little smile before he turned his attention to the TV and started to flick through the channels. Sam sighed before he left.
After a few minutes Dean realised he hadn't seen Bobby at all that day so decided to check on him.
"Hey bobby! You still alive!" the hunter shouted from the sofa. What he got in return was something along the lines of,
"Narr arghi fon, fuck off." Dean laughed to himself and settled down to watch Dr sexy, and for a few moments Dean forgot about everything.
He mindlessly ate what Sam brought back eyes clued to the screen not bothering to talk. He couldn't talk because all he could think about was that, all he wanted to do was go to sleep dream and have everything that will forever be out of his reach. Dean couldn't risk this spilling from his mouth, so kept it shut and filled it with cheap food and warm beer.
Bobby finally came out his room when he smelt food and Sam and Bobby gathered in the living room to join Dean in watching what ever the hell he was watching.
"What the hell is this?" Bobby asked after a few minutes starring at the screen.
"X-files." Dean told them.
"Seriously?" Sam asked hardly believing his brother.
"It came on, I thought why not." they sat in silence for a moment or two, when Scully and Mulder came on screen Dean patted Sam on the arm and pointed to Mulder. "That's me. You're the red head." he told him as he pointed to Scully Sam rolled his eyes unammused,
"Grow up Dean, if I was anyone I would be Mulder you're the sceptic."
"But I'm more manly." Dean came back with; Sam decided not to get into it and shovelled some more fires into his face. Bobby mumbled something about the two of them being idjits and drank some more beer.
It was nine o'clock when Dean went to check on Cas again. As he opened the door he saw the angel lying on top of the covers, wings in full view wrapped around his naked form. Naked all but his boxers which Dean silently thanked god for that. He didn't know what to do, the hunter felt like he should give his friend some privacy but he couldn't seem to look away, it was such a strange and unique sight to behold, for the first time in a long time he was thankful for the life he led, if he was normal he would never have been able to see such a sight. His breath hitched in his throat as Cas shifted and a long muscular naked leg stretched out on the bed, wings starting at the top of his thigh. After a long moment Dean turned and left the room however not before he heard Cas turned again and groan in his sleep which just had to sound like a sex noise of course it did, fucking angels.
Dean refused to looked behind him as he left the room, another look at the angel looking so vulnerable and he may just have to, dare he say cuddle him. Dean took himself straight to the bathroom where he had himself a shower and a little 'me' time, having lost all the blood from his brain when Cas showed of his bloody leg and even more so when he made that fucking noise, now Dean can't not think about fucking him.
What's a man to do? He's only human after all.
After a well deserved shower Dean made his way down stairs planning to sleep on the sofa, feeling spent and worn out and in even more need to dream now. Dean came into the living room with a blanket he got from the upstairs cupboard to find Sam and Bobby, still watching x files.
"You gotta be kidding me."
"What?" Sam asked sounding completely innocent.
"Guys I really want to sleep, I'm tired."
"You have a bed Dean." Sam told his brother and turned back to the TV.
"Cas is using it."
"You two could share." Sam's attempted at humour wasn't as successful and he was planning it to be. Dean gave his brother a death glare, because yeah it did piss him of, you think that thought didn't already cross his mind and two glaring meant he could cover up the flushed in his cheeks he tried desperately to push down.
"Alright, alright, come on Bobby." Sam stood and turned off the TV, he wasn't scared of Dean but new him well enough not to 'poke the bear' as they say.
Bobby just huffed and Sam took him to the study, and Dean settle down to sleep. The sofa wasn't that bad he's slept in worse motel beds.
After what seemed like an age, but when he looked at the clock it was only half an hour Dean heard the other two hunters go to bed.
It didn't take too long after that for sleep to envelope him, he welcomed the darkness and prayed for a dream to comfort his Castiel filled worried mind.
Cas sat up on the bed and looked to his wings, they were comforting. He had to sleep for him to heal and restore himself properly, it worked. The angel was just glad he controlled it enough not to dream and leave his grace in much control and not Jimmy because he didn't know if he could handle another dream.
The house was silent, so the angel put his wings away and clothes on before sneaking downstairs to find Dean where he thought he would be, and he was sleeping, perfect.
Castiel slowly made his way towards the sleeping hunter and gently ran his fingers through Dean's hair. He entered the hunters dream with a kiss to the forehead.
Cas found himself laying on the floor, the travel knocked the wind out of him, but in no way hurt as much as he thought it would.
When he stood up, he found that he was standing in a diner and made himself disappear quickly. He looked around the place, then the door opened and two teenage boys ran into the diner, past Cas and into a booth. They were holding hands and laughing.
The taller boy was well muscled and the smaller was more lanky but you could tell he could take care of himself. Cas looked closely at the two, the taller boy was wearing a leather jacket, his eyes were bright and a familiar green and if there was any doubt he was wearing the amulet Sam gave him, teenage dream Dean was hot Cas thought, jail bate but hot.
The angel turned his attention to the boy now sitting on the booth seat next to dream Dean but his legs were over his lap and resting on the other side on the seat, his arm was around dream Dean's neck and dream Dean's arm around his waste. Cas tensed for a moment as a spike of jealously griped his stomach, in hindsight he should have known but it wasn't until dream Dean spoke did he click.
"Cas, I swear if you order one more salad I am leaving you." Dream Dean jokingly warned the boy in his arms. Cas' mouth fell open slightly he really should have known, Dean's dreams did tend to have a certain pattern. This is how he thinks Jimmy would look at seventeen. Not too bad, eyes are too blue Cas thought, does Dean think my eyes are that blue? He pondered, as he tried to remember what he looked like.
"At last been trying to get rid of you for months now." Dream Cas continued their little bickering session through a smirk.
"Fuck, you." Dream Dean spoke slowly as he moved in to claim the boy's lips.
"Okay." Dream Cas whispered as they plunged into a very public make out session and it wasn't until Ellen came over did they stop.
"Put him down Dean, you will you two have?" she told the boy that was like family as she rolled her eyes.
"Oh, heya Ellen how's Bobby?" Dean asked trying to sound as casual as possible while dream Cas started to lick his neck. Ellen decided not to notice, teenagers.
"He's just fine, expecting you to see him about part time work like you said you would last week."
"Sorry been a little," dream Cas sank his teeth lightly into the pulse point on dream Dean's neck, making him shudder and groan out loud as he continued to try and speak. "Busy."
"I see that." Ellen told them in a matter of fact way as she eyed Cas up. "What are you two having?" despite herself a smile crept onto her face, it was good to see the boys happy.
"bacon cheese burger for me, and a grilled chicken salad for the Mrs." Dream Dean told her, dream Cas didn't like his new nickname so he prodded Dream Dean in the ribs right were he was sensitive, that made him yelp and Ellen decided it was time for her exit.
"Right, I'll bring you two some soda too."
"Thanks." Dream Dean called after her, she watch out the corner of her eye as dream Dean grabbed dream Cas' hand and pulled it away from his side and put his fingers inside his mouth and suck them, causing dream Cas to groan and start rubbing his leg against Dean now hardening cock. Just as the boys lustful gaze locked, Ellen coughed from where she was and gave them a warning look. Dream Dean sank a little in his seat.
"Great. Now she's gonna tell Bobby that will tell my dad who will tell my mum that we were being smutty in public, again."
"Come on baby" dream Cas ran his fingers up and down dream Dean's chest as he spoke, like he was trying to seduce dream Dean, even though he wasn't trying very hard, it turned the boy on, just to hear his gravely sexy voice with those eyes, teenagers. "It's not like last time, we have our clothes on."
"Hmm, maybe we should correct that." Dream Dean smirked as he scanned his eyes over the in his arms. Ellen came over and slammed the sodas on the table not majoraly but loud enough to grab the twos attention, dream Dean and dream Cas did jump and were pulled out of their little trance they sent each other in.
Cas was also startled he had been watched intently, this was insane the thought, though couldn't deny how happy they both looked how relaxed and care free, this scene did seem perfect. Once Ellen had there attention she leaned into the two so the couple other customers were unable to hear.
"There you go two sodas and boys, not in my diner okay. You wouldn't fuck in your parents bed so don't fuck in your aunties diner, I'll be keeping an eye on toilet doors." Both boys were taken back by her words, but then again Ellen was never one to beat around the bush.
"Yes ma'am." Was all Dean managed whilst Cas just stayed quiet as his cheeks blushed.
"Car park? Knock your selves out. Hell, go around back, but if anyone catches you, I know nothing."
Wow Cas thought they must have quiet a reputation, the angel watched as dream Dean blushed further, whilst dream Cas' eyes lit up a little.
"No it's alright Ellen, but thanks." Dean sheepishly told her, Ellen gave the two a wink before she left.
"Dean, why would you do that?" Dream Cas moaned, he seemed to be accustomed to car sex.
"I'm not going to do it when Ellen knows it's weird, she would like know what were doing, it's like when I stayed around yours for the first time and your dad left a condom on the bed with that 'be safe' note."
"Okay I see your point."
"Here you go." Ellen said as she placed the boy's orders in front of them.
"Thanks." Was all dream Dean could say before his plunged into his food. Cas smiled to himself; some things never change.
"Thank you Mrs Singer."
"Cas, your making me feel old, it's Ellen." Dream Cas and Cas smiled at that and Cas continued to watch as the two boys ate their food on comfortable silence, giving each other sideways glances ever so often. When they had finished dream Dean put his hand in his pocket and dream Cas stopped him, attracting each others eye.
"Put your money away Dean, I'm getting this." Dream Dean smiled and lent forward and they shared a kiss that was unlike the ones Cas has witnessed in this dream, it wasn't passionate, rough and needy it was soft and tender a loving kiss that made Cas' heart ache.
As the boys stood the scene started to fade, more that anything Cas wanted to stay in this dream, it was a good dream, Cas liked it. But he couldn't stop the colour fading and before long he found himself in a club. The music was pounding and his ears were already ringing. He moved to the corner as quickly as possible so he could sort himself out. He turned himself invisible and set to work finding Dean.
Cas scanned the dance floor beyond him, for a moment all he saw was a mass of bodies moving together to the sound and beat of the music that was so loud the angel felt the bass vibrate through the wooden floor. When his eyes adjusted to the lights he started to make out peoples faces, then right in front of him he saw dream Dean and a very shirt dream him on the dance floor near the bar and the speaker.
A dream Cas put something on his tongue, something small and white Cas could quite work it out but knew it couldn't be good. Dream Dean then used his tongue to take it, they ended up sharing what Cas expected was E through an open mouth kiss as they continued to grind up against each other to the music. Cas blushed at the seen before him, they seemed to be rubbing their hands over each others bodies, once the song changed dream Cas dragged dream Dean to the dark corner of the club. A very high looking dream Cas pushed a drunk and buzzing dream Dean against the wall right next to Cas.
"You're so hot." Dream Cas whispered into dream Dean's ear as he fumbled with dreams Dean's flies.
"What was your name again?" dream Dean asked, dream Cas cocked his head up and tilted it to the side a little confused, why did it matter?
"You're very formal." Dream Cas told him with a little smirk on his lips.
"Come on man, I'm Dean."
Dream Cas smiled before bringing his mouth to dream Dean's neck, he licked it hard feeling the muscle beneath the skin, tasting the sweat before whispering into the mans ear. "Cas."
"Good to meet you" dream Dean moaned out before flipping their positions, grabbing dream Cas' legs and wrapping them around his waist and shoving him into the wall. Dream Dean and dream Cas' lips collided fiercely. Before long dream Dean's hand had snaked its way into dream Cas' jeans and he started to pump his hard leaking cock.
"Oh god." The smaller man moaned. Cas stared completely frozen in position eyes flicking between dream Dean's hands. The version of his face and how their hips bucked together rubbed dream Dean's cock against dream Cas ass, whilst they sucked and bit each others necks. All the while their breathing and panting was way louder than the music for Cas, it attacked his ears and he soon realised he was also hard. "Dean Right?" dream Cas gasped, dream Dean could only nod, "put me down." Dream Dean was a little taken back by this, he thought they were having a good time, but he released the man's legs, as soon as he did dream Cas pushed dream Dean back up against the wall, sank to his knees and started sucking.
"Fuck Cas." dream Dean moaned as he ran a hand through the man's hair and started to thrust. Cas continued to stare it was so, so god dam good he thought as he ran his hand up and down his harden cock.
Just as he started to undo his zipper the music startled to muffle and the sight before him became obscure and dark, before he knew it he was in yet another dream. Cas was standing uncomfortably hard and frustration, in the middle of some random street at night oh and to top it of it's raining.
The angel simply stood their for a moment before focusing and disappearing, just before a very wet and scared looking dream version of him comes running around the corner and tripped over the curb. Dream Cas ended up laying on the wet ground starring the way he'd came just as a large muscled man comes around the corner, eyes locked with dream Cas' with a horribly sinister smile on his face.
The sadistic look on the mans face put Cas on edge slightly and even tensed his arms a little, before remembering it was a dream and no one could in fact get hurt, even so the angel promise himself if this guy starts on Dean even if it is a dream and it will blow his cover he will have to step in, Cas was not about to watch Dean get hurt even if the real Dean was still fast asleep and safe, for now at least.
A moment later the man was a metre away from dream Cas' feet that was still on the floor scrabbling backwards, with terror in his eyes. Then the man stopped and still with a smirk across his dark twisted face pulled a large machete seemingly from nowhere. Dream Cas screamed as the man before him lifted the blade above his head and went to strike the poor man down. Dream Cas covered his face as he wept frozen in fear, Cas felt strange an odd sensation filled him, he was about to watch himself die andefore Cas' eyes the man was dragged back around the corner.
It felt strangely endearing to be about to watch ones on self perish. Cas began to think about his death, if he was to truly die in this fight, it was no doubt be a necessary sacrifice for a worthy course, but would it hurt? Where would he go after? Heaven was a paradise for humans after death, did angels have a heaven? All of this Cas had never needed to question before. Yet one thing above all else circled his mind. Would Dean remember him? What would he leave behind? Suddenly his life didn't seem like something he wanted to lay on the line. He'd grown accustomed to life, to the Winchesters and their little habits and tendencies, their life didn't seem bad he liked being apart of it. If he died it would end, there would be no more life, no more friends, no more Dean. Cas swallowed at that and somewhere along his thoughts his eyes had closed when he opened them he hard what sounded like the ending of a fight from around the corner.
Dream Cas was still quivering on the floor eyes shut and arm across his face, poor guy seemed terrified Cas thought, why would Dean dream him so scarred and alone?
Then from the dark corner came a large dark figure, covered in black and face hidden behind a mask. He walked towards dream Cas crouched and touched his arm. Dream Cas yelped and tried to scurry away.
"Hey, hey it's okay," the man whispered, Cas' mouth fell at the sound of his voice, it couldn't be.
"Who, who are you?" dream Cas shakily asked?
"I'm batman." The man answered with a warm smile that shone in his green eyes even in the dark street.
You Have got to be kidding me! Cas thought as he looked at dream Dean wide eyed and open mouth, if he wasnt so shocked- and also still hard (the costume didnt help with that), he would have laughed. 'Batman' then got up and started to walk away, dream Cas scrabbled to his feet and ran after him.
"Wait!" Dream Cas turned the man around, and before he lost his nerve or managed to talk himself out of it, he grabbed his cheeks and pulled him in for a quick hard kiss. They pulled apart and rested there foreheads together for a second, "Thank you" dream Cas whispered and turned to run home before batman could answer him or kiss him again.
"Anytime Cas." dream Dean whispered to himself before disappearing into the night.
Cas was left standing dumbstruck standing in the rain just as the lightening started to light up the street the scene before the angel starting to fade and lighten, not like the other times so Cas knew this meant Dean was waking.
Cas didn't want his adventure to be over for another night, but he also knew he couldn't continue like this, tomorrow things had to change.
He promised himself before taking himself back to the bed Dean had left him in. knowing he had to do something.
Becasue we all know Dean winchester is secretly batman ;)
okay so batman? yeah it had to be done LOL :D -mechete- stabbing, Dean rescuing, i tried to make it link to what happened outside the movie theatre, but with a Dean edge to it lol ^_^
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