Dear Diary

by Empress of Yaoi

A Challenge! Kaka/Gai. Summarywise? As both men have been writing down in their respective diaries(one more diligently than the other)they have loved someone for years. But that person would never love them back right? Right. But promises must be kept, even if you've only promised your 'Dear Diary' that you will tell that person today, no matter what. M for safety, I know myself ;)

15. I'm so excited, I'm in too deep

Dear Diary
Chapter fifteen: I'm so excited, I'm in too deep
XXX

A/N: Another flashback, back in time in Kakashi's diary!

Mswan is my amazing Beta, give her love people!
*bows* Thank you! In case you didn't realize, that's another one of Mswan's little notes xD I don't keep them in every time, but… Yeah, sometimes I just can't resist ;)

I do not own Naruto. I only own my own creativity (Though my mother would have you believe that is actually hers… Don't believe everything you hear, folks)

XXX

Dear Diary,

Diary, today I will be brief. And I'll tell you why.

I was with Gai today, and yes, usually I would tell you all about that. I love him after all. But there really isn't much to tell. We went out for lunch together, chatted a little, no big deal. After, I proposed we go to the bookstore. I'd heard that Jiraiya's latest book was out, and I must admit, I was a little curious. Gai didn't have any objections, so we went to the nearest bookstore.

Once inside, I asked the lady behind the counter to point me to the sannin's book, and as she did so, I noticed there was a light blush on her cheeks. But that happens a lot, I do my little eye crinkle thing and girls turn to mush. I've learned not to take it personally.

However, she pointed me toward the, well, it's a little embarrassing to tell you, Diary. But she pointed me to the 'adult' section of the store… I'm a little embarrassed to admit that I was intrigued, and so, picked up the book.

I sort of opened it at random, and here is what I found: "His strong, muscular body, clad in tight all-revealing clothes stood before me." Now, if you were to come across a line like that, you want the whole book, right? Right. So I bought it. And I immediately started reading, because I really wanted to find out what else happened. So far it's a little disappointing, it's all about this guy and this girl, the usual stuff. But there's this side character that I've got really high hopes for. I want to keep reading, and thus, I will sign off.

Oh, Gai? No, he kind of… Ditched me. I don't really understand it, one minute we walk into the bookstore together, and the next he's gone. I dunno, maybe got happy about a new taijutsu book and forgot to say goodbye. That's probably it, right? Right. He wouldn't just ditch me like that. Gai is my friend, he calls himself my rival. And I call him my one true love, but he'll never hear that, and you won't tell on me, right Diary? Right.

K.